Nahm

Yep. Wife calls it conbitchining, says it just comes up & out.

Fun is meaningless, yet isn’t nonsensical.

Thus by definition enlightenment can not be intuitive.

It’s good noticing you already knew that. That sentiment, clarity, and of course the feel of it. Came right outta ya. Or into ya? Either way it’s there and was already is the point. A dream would feel real though, while dreaming. Wouldn’t have to be an illusion of a dream really, could just be a dream. And you couldn’t really get out, cause that which would be referenced would of course have to also be dream. But if you’re dreaming, and thus not in, why would you look to get out?

She died and yet still realizes stuff? Science? Wouldn’t the radical thing be ‘I was believing in God’? Maybe believing in yourself is more significant than has been considered. More than could be even. @Gabith A question for ya… To dream would mean to go to sleep. Assuming you’d want to lucid dream, in an ideally sense… how / what would you dream, so that once dreaming… you could know that you are, dreaming? And how would life, or life choices, be different, knowing you’re dreaming… vs not?

@soos_mite_ah Well said.

@caelanb I don’t think it’s really communicable in text.

That is what I’m trying to point to. It’s not the words, it’s how psychedelics are thought of. That the psychedelic is causing anything is just one way of thinking. In the same way, “I feel…” any psychedelic opens you to conscious high frequency vibrations which transform and attune you to the level they are at,” isn’t feeling or emotion, but aversion via the conjecture of levels and attributing the ‘higher level’ to the substance, and crediting it with raising your level or vibration, on the way to some ‘highest level’. It could unnecessarily take hundreds of trips to see through that. Gotta kinda stop and ask yourself so to speak, am I really looking for the connection between purification and breakthroughs though?

@Porphyry Fedotov Careful with attributing properties or cause to the mushroom. The big punchline is it’s just a mushroom.

@EntheogenTruthSeeker ? Try to notice if you’re about to get in his business, and give yourself the kindness instead. Let him see that. He probably never has.

@EntheogenTruthSeeker To me it sounds like conditioning is coming up and out, but unfortunately being packaged through a lens of condescension, arrogance & judgement, with similarly learned justifications & rationalizations to perpetuate it. As if you’re somehow ‘against’ someone else, and using an arsenal of spiritual conjecture & conceptualization to bring discord, damage & harm to your household & relationships, and not basic understanding, respect, empathy, love & compassion. You could be doing, developing, realizing, actualizing and experiencing that instead. Life doesn’t “fucking suck” when you aren’t bringing the “hate, fear, yelling, screaming & yelling” to it, but you might not be connecting the dots quite yet. Life is the only actual teacher. Appreciation is healing. Equanimity is the way, understanding the emotions you’re experiencing, like blame, is the simple, humbling means.

Beautiful. ?

Meditation.

I’d be more strategic with dosage. Sounds like you landed in the (as a reference) 3g mushroom zone where meaning starts breaking down, but there isn’t quite a breaking through. Limbo. Imo it’s better to experience the letting go of thought activity in meditation, and frame the trips as awesome experiences you can profoundly enjoy for having quieted the thoughts and brought equanimity to the body mind via a foundational practice and well being lifestyle. Then thought doesn’t take you for such a weird rough identity or hallucinatory ride when all the conjecture empties out. I think the best thing you can do is read the recap you wrote humbly looking for ‘what was I taught’ in reference to usefulness and insight into your life & ways. And if you haven’t already, bring an interest, a hobby / passion of some sort which is creative and which you love into your days. It’s most connective.

@fopylo Don’t be sad for them, that’s too into their business. And one can not suffer enough to ease another’s suffering. Slippery slope. You got your own business at hand, keep digesting & allowing things to sink in, stay on you path. The timing’s going to be great, perfect. What they’ll need most is just a reference, an example. Much more than words. And divorce is just the end of the set up. They’ll see.

Also noteworthy, we never have a psychedelic trip.

It’s all because of a transparent veil of beliefs.

Ineffable wakefulness. No. It’s not a matter of identified, it’s ‘silence’. There’s no thoughts or voice happening to identify with. Cessation occurred many years ago, prior to any psychedelics, and now it’s clear how & why. If you’d like to talk, my website’s below. That’s maybe the third time mentioning that, and I appreciate your unique sharing here. One wouldn’t necessarily think a simple face to face conversation could bring about what it does, but you haven’t experienced it either. Just advice, but, listen to what people are saying about transmission, shaktipah, whatever you’d like to call it. Doesn’t matter. It’s actual. While it could have a certain ring to it, what might seem impossible, or big, or complicated, is the ordinary day to day work I’m doing if you will. Much love, and thanks for the great share.

@Gesundheit2 It’s an assumption that there are assumptions.

You.

Meditation to increase baseline consciousness is sort of a self fulling prophecy in the sense the practice is undermined before it is even experienced. I’d let expectations upon meditation go. I’d start with 20 minutes every morning. Then, from the direct experience, you’ll know. Never force it or push through, always express instead. With a few days or weeks of 20 minutes, you’ll likely have some expression to do, or the natural inclination to extend the duration. Frequency is king, duration can vary. There is ‘depth’ (ineffable) to longer sits as well, so I’d also look to experience anywhere from an hour to maybe six hours.

If you want to get laid, omit information like that. If you want to attract a partner with intentions of depth and longevity, don’t hold the expectation of seriousness, to be taken seriously. No one’s looking for a serious long term partner. There’s enough in this world to make her believe in serious already.

Force betters a society like fate betters conscious creation.

Douchery helps us with alignment like communism helps us with Chernobyl and Corona virus.

From where levels come, do the believers therein go. The eagle does not know birds of a feather, nor anxiety. Ya believe in levels, ya feel the discord.