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@Chrissy j You’ve never not been using your focus. Maybe you just haven’t noticed how it’s working enough to be inspired to master it. With nothing more than making choices, you’ve accessed whatever device you’re using...the miracle that is the internet....this most amazing forum - perfect for everything you want to know or achieve, or express about what you want in this story. If you want to, you can stop focusing on these things (below) and only focus on what you want, and that’s what will be. To experience other than what you’re focusing on, is impossible. ...force myself to think a certain way...avoid my true beliefs and feelings...lying to myself....pushing all my negative emotions and thoughts....a big hindrance....spiritual bypassing...worry about positive thinking....work on limiting beliefs....use your God consciousness....metaphysical aspects....law of attraction...bigger picture.... Nobody says have any of that in your head. Except you. Nobody says repeat it. Except you. I bet if you just focused on what you want, without all that negation of it, you’d be in touch with your true feelings, you’d have positive thoughts & emotions, you’d feel very free, you’d be highly effective & successful at everything you do, you’d enjoy spiritual accessing, you’d be raising your awareness and enlightened, while being completely honest with yourself, and your amount of consciousness would feel like a perfect fit.

@SoonHei Because psychedelics, even 5meo, is not enough for the outcome you’re referring to /implying. It’d be nice to see this experiment though.

Now that there is no separation, you can see, why You (Source) is doing this (Tsuki).

@Feel Good ??

One could be thoughtless (no more fear), without realizing Being (fear/thought was just Love/Self). Realization of actuality of fear is then fearlessness, this is a psychological realization, still at the ‘thought level’. Being, is the realization of the actuality of illusion and Self.

Seems like the difference here is the realization of no self (nullification of fear) , and the realization of Self (actuality of Love, absence of fear / knowing fear is just Love).

@tsuki Love.

You...you don’t know what you are, so you’re inquiring, except you’re not inquiring, you’re asking someone else, reinforcing the illusion.

@Cortex Maya is having it’s way with you. There are some you know of, but you aren’t enlightened, so you don’t know it when you see it.

@SoonHei ? The only point is to know the Truth. To know what you are.

I’d suggest uncovering assumptions, once they’re all gone, there’s Nothing (actual reality). Surely this seems obnoxious & overly critical, but that’s the nature of rooting out assumptions. All of them have to be seen as projections / thoughts, not actuality, and discarded, then you see reality as it is, and the illusion for what it is. Without assumptions, you won’t have questions, self inquire every question until no more will arise, and then you’re super close. Don’t limit self inquiry to contemplation and internalization of questions and analytical observation of thoughts and emotions. Get a stack of pads of paper state writing your questions down. Question Everything. ❤️

@David Turcot Great post. You’re at the peak of conceptualization, (your OP), it can’t take you much further. A breakthrough is around the corner which will recontextualize literally everything. This God mode you’re referring to cannot be understood, or imagined, or conceptualized, or described with any words. Only direct experience will do, though it is not an experience, nor is it nonexperience, to think of it in those terms and apply negation, is to be stuck in duality and denial of it, it is not of the mind nor is it no-mind, nor is it time, nor timeless, not meaningful, nor meaningless, it is not “the void” nor is it voidless, all of these are the dualities of your own illusion. It's The Being -the only being- with all the universes and galaxies obviously an unfathomably tiny illusionary, and totally insignificant, speck of a thing you’re doing, as insignificant to you as any single rain drop falling somewhere else on the earth is now. Until “you’ve seen” this, you have not been outside of the illusion to see what you are and that you are outside of the illusion, the manor in which you actually exist, doing the illusion - you will remain an ego - even if you nullify duality in your mind and achieve mental equanimity, or believe your thoughts of what you are not, for your entire life, even if you did practices for 18 hours everyday for the rest of your life. Until this, you will not know what you are, nor the true nature of your life, nor the actuality of others, reality, illusion, or God - you’ll be happily & cleverly resting, abiding, in a comfy trap of birds eye view of duality & spirituality, no self, oneness, “being”, nonduality, infinite, etc, etc. Until this, you’ll be less than honest, and you’ll know it. So you will either live this life knowing that and denying it, or doing what must be done to have this realization. What you rule out, what you discredit and don’t do, is exactly what will prevent this realization, the teacher you don’t like is your ego tricking you, the psychadelic you don’t like is tricking you, the “idiot” you don’t listen to IS your ego tricking you - and you’ll see all the world through a lens a fear, while in total delusion & denial of your fear. It will flip you and your entire reality on it’s ass, rewire your brain to accommodate the knowing of the Truth, and you will never for a second be able to see anything the way you do right now again.

@Epiphany_Inspired There is no tiger, that’s what you’ll see. What are you afraid of in terms of meditation?

@Feel Good I hear ya. Meaninglessness tastes a little weird at first, but the lasting after taste is freedom, and it’s delicious. It kind of blooms into realization you get to create meaning. Life purpose comes to mind, as in,... THIS! Is what I want, and now meaning fills in around it, supporting it. Choices support it. Compassion supports it. Inspiration and love become effortless, and timeless, they’re simple a given - they were the whole “time”.

@Colin What humor!? This is total bullshit. I was going to listen to the new video while I clean my kitchen, so, ya, totally fucked now.

@Faceless Much love ❤️

@Feel Good That’s so great to hear. ?? Just curious, from the ‘new vantage point’ you’ve arrived at recently... has the notion of -self honesty- changed? Like, do you see it any differently than before?

@Revolutionary Think Hellz. Yes. Great to hear!

@Feel Good “Happy” for “you” man. “That’s” “great”. ? It is all rather funny, no? Is the word “wisdom” really funny to you right now, or is that going to far?

Yeah. He’s right. Love’s bullshit. ?

@moon777light This might be hit or miss but just on the chance it’s helpful.... Have you considered that your troubles stem from a sort of uber-stubbornness in not accepting that you’re already perfect? Maybe another way to say this is, everything you see is finite and not perfect. But you know, just in the simplest sense, you can make choices. For example, just look at these letters, and pick one. Doesn’t matter which one...but just choose one... G. E. J. P. R. I. C. If you were finite, or imperfect or partial, like a gear in a machine, you would not be able to have made a choice and picked a letter. But you did pick a letter, and that is only possible, because what you actually are, is infinite. Infinite as in, a state of potentiality, not something fixed or stationary - infinite, and therefore able to choose between things. Infinite as in, already perfect. Hope that’s at least a tiny bit helpful. I really feel for you. Also, btw, you took the most important biggest step already imo, and that is self honesty. You said “I have this and I’m tired of it”. Most people fear doing that. You’re brave.

@Florian Yes, but in terms of creation and love, not reproduction. 2 of 3 of those are real.

Yes. This is how you think about yourself, cause that’s all there is, It’s an incredibly limited and false view void of understanding or even the beginnings of self inquiry.

@Mafortu There’s just the One, and some really tricky maya.