Nahm

There it is brother!!!!! Every single word of the rest of your post, is overthinking. There is no problem, and nothing is wrong it’s you at all. Just, maybe, admit you have been practicing overthinking, and negative self talk for so long, it actually seems like a problem now. It’s not a problem. The sensations are telling, let that shit go. The thought - “Done. Done with suffering. I can do this.” That’s the only one you needed. Clean eating, activity / exercise - surrender. You totally got this. I was there once too. I left so I could tell you, you can leave all that to. You’re on the right track now. Keep taking care of yourself. ♥️♥️♥️

@Mulky You are already fine, right now, as you sit ther - look around. You’re fine. My impression here, is you have made a sort of critical belief. You think you can’t let go, because you can’t trust. You think you can’t trust, because you can’t let go. You must see that the meanings, what “trust” and “letting go” mean to you, is only just what they mean to you. In Truth, they are identical. It sounds clear you have a calling for the outdoors, for nature. Can you get there now? Can you go outside for a few and just have a look up? Sounds silly maybe, but go see it. It’s beautiful. And starting today - no more beating up on yourself. It’s fine, how you are right now. It’s perfectly fine, you are exactly how you’re supposed to be. The trouble is thinking you’re not, and beating up on yourself. What person qualifies to judge you? What person has such perfect thinking? No such person. God is your love Mulky. You are thinking in ways about yourself, and your life, and the reason these perspectives you take don’t feel good, is simply because they’re not true. God, your love, is true, and it is not thinking about anything. Just loving you, patiently, waiting for you to stop this negative thinking. Crying is the medicine Mulky. If you’ve have enough suffering, enough of your negative self, and life, views - then the healing begins. In truth, the healing is always. Sometimes we get caught up in things. But go outside. Look. ♥️

@Juan Notice the simple sweetness in a single breath today Juan. It’s a gift. Notice, thoughts arise. And notice they get your attention. Bless them, and return your attention to what you’re experiencing; what is right in front of your that you are seeing. Note 10 details to yourself, then note 10 more that you didn’t notice before. Put attention on what you’re hearing, all around you. Identity, note, 5 sounds, and see if you are aware of the silence the sounds are transpiring in. Do this not as a practice, and not as a request from Nahm. Do this to relax, to give some of the thinking a break. Do this, only for you. Ok? Take time to sit, and relax. Mentally tell the crown of your head to let go. Feel the crown muscles relax and let go. Then move to your eye sockets, keep saying ‘let go’, until you feel the muscles relax and let go of their grip / tension. Then the jaw, the mouth, the cheek muscles, the neck, the back, the cloudless, the torso, the stomach, the hips, the thighs, the knees, the calves, the ankles the feet. Do this over and over for a few minutes or, for as long as it feels good. It’s going to be really important that you take this time just for you, if we are going to ‘work’ together - in your healing, ok? And when you sit, taking some time just for you - if any sensations arises which don’t feel good - then grab a pen & paper, and write out the feeling. Write a short story, where the character is experiencing this, and sharing with the reader, how it feels. Describe the feeling in any way you feel to, no one will ever read this (throw it away afterwards). After that, write down, in one phrase: “I would be happy, if ______________ were true.” Of course, if this help doesn’t feel right for you, no worries ? ♥️ Sending love & healing your way Juan.

@legendary Simply no longer avoid. Maybe stop speaking for everyone too. ??

What if ego death, enlightenment, physical death, semblance of ego, sense of separateness, and ‘surviving as form’, aren’t actual real “things”? What if all of that is of a dream, which you are dreaming? “This place is a dream, only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief!” - Rumi (What if you are actually Rumi, pointing this out to you, but it is missed because you’re assuming ‘you’ are separate and alive, and “he” is “dead”?) If “physical” is a thought about a dream, and you realized there is no separation and no physical / realized the falsity in the thought “physical” - if that idea of physical was “seen through” - then would there ever by a “physical death”? Can the Truth of a delusion be realized as other than untrue? Consider, “Do I have any experience of death”? Or have I seen “physical things” doing “physical things”? Can you honestly say you have experienced separate physical things? Or have you experienced thoughts, sensations, perceptions of “physical things”? And is there a “you” - separate from - a “separate knower of”, thoughts, sensations, perception? ‘Don't you need some semblance of ego” What is “ego”? What really is “semblance”? What was a “semblance” of ego at age one? What is it while ‘you’ sleep? Did you “survive age one” via ego? Would you have “survived” age one, without the Love of “other people”? Which seems more real, really? Where is a “semblance of ego”, while Mandy is asleep, deep in a dream? Where is it then? Why is it, that truly, only you are enlightened? If that’s true, is there such a “thing”, as enlightenment, or is it all a dream?

@Juan Has anyone mentioned that generally speaking, 23 totally sucks? I hear you on having a trauma that needs to be barfed out, but just saying, almost everyone flirts with that rock bottom between 22-24. Did you know the brain is typically not even fully developed until 25 and change? Don’t be too married to how you’re seeing anything right now. In just two years, literally everything, you, the world, everything will seem totally different. If I might - we need to release that trauma man. It truly was not your fault. You deserve to be happy. It’s in the past, it I has passed. It’s over and done. You CAN let it go, it’s a matter of when someone or something “clicks”, and big release happens. I have a session for the next few hours, but other than that, message me anytime. I feel for you and want to help if I can. Maybe we could skype this weekend someone? If you’re comfortable with that, I promise I’m the most average boring dude, no biggie. I’ve talked with few people who said very much what you said lately and I have learned a little, and helped a little too. It seems the trauma get’s Turned into this “it”, and there’s some pretty rough sensation almost insisting there is something needs to be ‘realized’, or ‘figured out’, but every attempt never seems to get to the bottom of this ‘it’. If that sounds familiar, again, I sure would like to try and help you. Sending love & healing your way Juan ♥️

@mandyjw Still you. ?

@mandyjw https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WFflUxJJWvI ??♥️

What’s the difference?

♥️ ...so is “Charlotte” ...so is “my” awareness ...so is “awareness” ...so is “?”

Absolutely yes 100%....also...do you actually have to “stop” believing anything? Like, stop thinking of a pink elephant. Thoughts become beliefs, stopping believing is a thought, which can become a belief.

@Wisebaxter ? So first recognize, love, is your idea.

@Wisebaxter “screen” ”words” Your idea! ”Oxygen” ”I am breathing” ”right now” All Your idea!

@Wisebaxter “Nahm” ”wrote that” is an idea! It’s YOU.

Yes and no, but admittedly I made it sound that way, my bad. I’m not pointing at an equality of love & hate, nor any absence. There are no highest levels of Infinity. What is the limit of Nothing? Nothing is the mind which “limits” too. But finite mind is not actually a thing, nor a limit. Not a thing, No limit, No levels. Same with Love, appearing to be limited in one’s mind, for as long as one believes they are one, with a mind. You are an unstoppable force, because there is no immovable object, resistance is a thought - but then, you are not an unstoppable force as there is no catalyst,, no need - it’s another thought. Love is. “Highest levels” is ok for pointing One, but recognize it’s a thought, communicated, not “your” actuality. Same goes for “hate”. The nature of thought is repetition and pattern, the nature of consciousness is free, spontaneity. What is free (infinite . Love) manifests within itself what appears to not be (finite / hate). Which is real? Real is another thought. Can infinity, Nothin - “get” anywhere, really? Or can it realize “the imovable object”, is delusion? And what was realized? Nothing. So, every idea is misleading. “Give love”, “love unconditionally” - are these your ideas (delusion), or is this YOU, actually YOU? “Every act of rebellion is an act of Love”

@Wisebaxter ?? Love = Consciousness. Love until your love can create hate. Love = Hate.

@How to be wise There it is. ♥️ Why ‘not believe it’, even....no more duality.

@Scholar Try considering consciousness is already all, so “it” can’t “increase”, instead contemplate a question like - what is the level of my delusion? Then, you are positioned to realize -“I don’t know!?” That is the nature of delusion. Psychedelics can show the delusion, “to you”.

@SQAAD There is no how. Willing to accept that or not? All “hows” - “must go”. Your “how” is “your” psychology. Go donate it, give it to a river. Be done. You’ll then see love without it. You’ll never arrive there. It is you who watches the videos you mention, while you ask how to love everything. Start with not supporting what you don’t support. ♥️ Consider there was no video before you created it in consciousness, and tricked “yourself” into believing “someone else did”. Consider the entirety, or the all-enclusiveness of Experience.

@mandyjw How beautiful is the blooming though? What’s it like to be you, being able to witness from there? Men (generally / typically) must see causations to realize they were their psychological causations (intellectual), then comes what is already for you, not intellectual. You started with it, you didn’t need to arrive at it. This make any sense? Another way to put it is Heroshima. That’s the ego males must overcome. It is a tricky, tricky devil.

@Serotoninluv Thanks for sharing that depth. I see Abraham / Ester as having an entirely different approach. Its neat seeing it so differently, and it’s good to know there are teachers out there like you who go to such a level to reach their students. ??

@Wisebaxter You’re on the right track there. Very nice.

Still haven’t looked?

@Serotoninluv Sorry if that was too personal of a question.