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@Anton_Pierre Yes. Surprising, this is a typical thing for some people / some circles.

@Billy Shears Excellent name. How can you be certain sex feels good? How can you know for yourself what is meant by, Sgt Pepper’s ‘Lonely Hearts Club’ Band? (...The concept itself was birthed from a psychedelic trip)

@SaltyMeatballs Beautiful. Welcome home man.

@Kubia Mario’d realize Kubia is the pixels.

@OrpheusNovum Feel for ya man. I’ve experienced some similar things, not that young though. Unless it’s a calling, or life purpose, I’d let it go altogether. Your well being is the important thing. ...Maybe make use of it all. You could write a book, or a movie script. It might help a lot actually. It’d get the word out.

@cetus56 There’s no absolute. I’m a myth.

@David Hammond Absolutely.

I don’t want to get into it either, but, yep.

@Dominick_Nec Have you looked into Qm’s yet? .... Einstein & relativity.The double slit. Quantum eraser. Entanglement. Schrödinger’s cat. Superposition. Copenhagen / Many World’s, etc...? If I was 17 again, that’s what I’d learn about before psychedelics. It opens the mind nicely imo.

Says the enlightened master.

@vpandey Take your current understanding of actuality and assumption, and simply reverse them. Also, how do you know this craving for this 'absolute' state of 'perfection' is not just another devilry of ego? Seeking is not a desire of the ego, it is the deconstruction of the ego. There is no ego present in the realization. It’s much more radical than you are yet suspecting. Godspeed.

@Rilles To live completely backwards, evil.

A swing and a miss. Sending love your way Russ. ♥️♥️♥️ Please take a minute to review the forum guidelines, with specific attention to dogma, as well as recruiting. Thank you. https://www.actualized.org/forum/guidelines/ There are places for dogma, but this is not one .

@Beeman The devil is the best hider. Absolute respect for his game. You can set up filters on youtube, for kids etc, but it will not filter this out. Excellent work. Upping my game.

@Scholar What’s being attempted is an entirely rational way. But it is all thinking. Meet them at the self imposed suffering with sincerity in love, and radical disregard for your every thought. As you’re discovering, thoughts are not so healing.

@Moonturnsthetides I’m sorry for all that. It’s likely to take a while to heal. Be open to every resource. It is true, what doesn’t kill us, makes us stronger. It’s often when all is lost, and loss is accepted, that we begin to discover just how powerful we are. If you haven’t, you will, very soon. Look for your True unconditional self. I know it’s hard, but - pen & paper, forgive. Today. Don’t delay your healing. Choose where to concentrate your power; repetition of the past in the stage of the mind, or healing, empowerment, understanding. A reiki class would serve you well. Bring Kleenex. You can not solve a problem with the same mind which created it. Einstein. You can not experience a ‘new’ consciousness without emptying the ‘old’ one. Spira. Be the change you wish to see in the world. Gandhi. Keep talking it out, keep expressing on paper, keep open to the resources the universe is. Do not give up on yourself. Ever. Keep coming back to yourself, and let the thoughts be. This is a good place for healing, and love, and self understanding. So keep going. Keep questioning. Keep asking. Keep healing. When you find yourself in thought story, return to your heart. Do not despair. “Come, come, whoever you are. Wanderer, worshiper, lover of leaving. It doesn't matter. Ours is not a caravan of despair. come, even if you have broken your vows a thousand times. Come, yet again , come , come.” Rumi

@Ingit That one is unhappy because of one’s thoughts is a liberating realization. Now is always a fresh, clean slate.

@SurreaL @Joseph Maynor Two wrongs don’t make a right. Trolling, criticizing, provoking, reactional thinking & commenting can all be surrendered and transcended.

@Peter124 Read what you wrote there. The judgement, the untapped love...is yours. Don’t believe the thoughts. Believe the love.

@Peter124 Hi & welcome! I’d say the suffering is thinking you understand them, and that they should understand you and agree to your perspective. Let all that go. Neither is necessary. Put that energy into your life and happiness. Accept them as they are. See them how you know you actually want to. They’re doing their best, exactly like you. Without those perspectives, you’d all be without that suffering. So much love available if you guys allow it. The anxiety isn’t from the circumstances, or the conflicts, or even the emotions, but from resisting so much love. The Love won’t stop. Everyone surrenders one way or another.

Reality ends up being reality. ?

Delusion.