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@Truth Addict It’s obvious. Sans thinking. I do not think it is, that’s what you’re missing.

So where do you end? Where do you begin?

Exactly. Apocalypse. Do you have an example of nonexistence?

So you did pinpoint awareness?

@Aldo NO.

Yes. Very wise. Come back to it later.

@Shaun Don’t you mean the same shitty psychology? Did something actually happen which caused your state? No. You recreated it. These old thinking patterns would be replaced with joy from 30 minutes of meditation, twice a day. You should take every minute you spend on the forum, and spend it on getting stable (realizing you are the awareness of thoughts / no longer believing thoughts). It’s like you’re watching a horrific movie while complaining about the effect it’s having on you. Turn it off. If someone’s comment online fucks with your head, in a place of talking about “last resorts”, then turn it off and focus on your well being. More thinking is not helping you.

@Soul-lover 2020 There’s a movie out, The Professor & The Madman, about the making of the dictionary. You’d really benefit from their understanding & depiction that they were aware of the magnitude of penning human created definitions. Also, do you understand what the word nonexistence actually means? And have you looked into your pending apocalypse yet?

@Beeman “Can direct experience be trusted?” If direct experience is other than you, it is false and can’t be trusted. If you are direct experience, there is no thing nor reason to “trust”.

Another angle then.... there is no imagined separate self. Try to imagine a separate self right now, and notice that is an image within you - it is not even actually a separate self being imagined. It is imagination, and that is all it is. Another.... Are you aware? Yes. Can you pinpoint that awareness? Where it begins or ends? No So you are awareness which does not begin or end.

There isn’t another thing, so you can’t know another thing. That’s why you made it so the thoughts and sensations you experience convince you that you are experiencing other things. There isn’t another thing, so you can’t know another thing. There is nothing to know. You can learn and remember things etc., useful things, but there is not a self which is the learner or the user. This self is infinitely everything making it seem like it is a person.

@Vagos I’m saying that you are recreating what ails you. You are doing it. No one else is involved. You can become aware of how you’re doing this. You think from a perspective, and it does not feel good. But rather than just listening to the message “that does not feel good because it’s not true”....you proceed and continue thinking that perspective. Essentially, you are living life conceptually, through thought stories. You could say, The Joyful Life, is FULL of emotion, and little to no thinking, certainly no overthinking / anxiety / etc. So listen to your emotions. Reconnect with them. You’ll likely barf up a purge of emotions while Big Love purifies you, but then you’ll actually be conscious and alive, and you’ll know it.

There isn’t even actually “direct experience”. “I don’t know” is literally all you can “know”. Look at your hand. Notice “my hand” is not what you’re seeing, “my hand” is a thought you are aware of. If you touch or feel with your hand, notice, you are aware of the sensation. You are aware of the thought “my hand”, and you are aware of a sensation. As you look at your hand, notice, you do not know what that is. This is because the fact is, that all there is, is you, and you can’t know what you are, because you are you. But you sure can create thought & sensation, and use them to make it seem like you’re CreamCat.

@arlin It’s in my signature line / hyperlinks “nonduality & meditations”.

Stomach breath focused meditation twice a day for 30 minutes, write about sensations on paper (not thoughts or content), and you will experience a change within one month, so dramatic, that you wouldn’t even recognize this guy. What is needed is the ability to let thinking go. To let thought stories go. Meditation is the way. You’re not afraid of anything you mentioned, you’re afraid of your sensations & emotions.

Trust is just another thought which you are directly aware of.

@Vagos Who would you be, what would you do, if you never recreated this perspective again? Would you be able to sit for a few days and stay out of such thought stories about who you are, and stay with the sensations as you’re purified? Would you be willing to surrender all of your victim identity (thought stories)? You knew this would be said, exactly like this, no?

@arlin Meditate for a bit and allow the mind & body to settle and calm. Make sure your body is well balanced, so no micro-muscles or muscle groups are tensed holding your balance. Start with the crown of your head and send the relax command to each muscle, individually, until you get to your toes. Do this over and over. After some practice, you will notice the muscles respond more quickly to the relax, or, let go signal. Then do body scans...relax your entire self, let it drop into the pull of gravity. When you do, notice there are some specific areas that initially ‘drop / relax’, and then a second or so later, they more deeply relax. That will develop inner-body awareness, in connection with mind. Then begin ‘being the awareness’, in those specific locations in the body. Feel your presence in these specific parts. It is an accumulative practice. Feel the single pointed awareness in specific locations in your body, and go into it more and more deeply - you’ll begin to feel a “tingly” sort of sensation, in the specific focused upon muscle / area. Love yourself, appreciate yourself, and feel it fill your body, then direct that love & awareness together to the specific area which holds tension. Do basic stretches (google), when extended, breathe into the muscle, and send the let go / relax command, until the signal is answered, by the muscle letting go more deeply. When the suppressed emotions are released - perhaps the most important facet - is to NOT go into any thoughts. No thought stories, no thoughts about the past, or future, or other people, or anything you did or didn’t do. No thought stories! Keep the love & awareness FOCUSED ON THE SENSATION in the body. It will release. This can be overwhelming, as far as not going into past, future, or other people thought stories. If it is too overwhelming, get a paper & pen, and write down ABOUT THE SENSATION. Do not write about content, or thought story stuff. Write only about how it feels in your body. Be more and more acute and specific as you write. Also, go take a yoga and a reiki class!

God will rewire your brain and physiology, take everything you have, and give you Everything. God will take your body and fill it with Love & Bliss. In God you will be reborn, into a new life, with entirely different, and Meaningful Purpose, Knowledge, and Direction. You will know the Truth as your self...every thought, belief, & idea, every atom, molecule & person. You can read minds, know what someone will say before they say it, see someone’s current & past lives in a blip-thought-block, and show people they can heal themselves. You can change circumstances with your aura, change your state with Love, and clearly see how the previous mind created a variety of emotions - which are in actuality, Love. All you have to give is your self, and you’ll see you indeed create your own reality.

@Mikael89 I know man. Just a black hole. ♥️ Who knows.

Here it is people, the evidence, the proof, that which can not be truly hidden from you! Nah..... It’s a “black hole”. But it is truly singular, empty, no thing exits, every thing enters and becomes it and always it, and now - there it is! There it is!!!!! Nah. Just a “black hole”. But it is your eyes, all of you - every single one - empty, all shared, no deviation!! Nothing leaves, everything enters!!! Nah. It’s a black hole. But everything came from...... nope. Just a “black hole”. K.

@Mezanti Indeed!

@ivankiss That all sounds familiar. I described it like being at the pre photon level, prior to individuated light materialization which never crystallizes really, infinity / potentiality without manifestation, and it was flat out unbearable for a few hours. Like an infinite cliffhanger....similar to when you jump into cold water and lose your breath, but losing reality, and it feels ‘stuck’, like it’s never coming back / becoming again...? But then, the good news is, you are the Peace. And you always will be, and you will always know that you are. I’m guessing you are experiencing that by now. It will subside by residing “into you”, as you,... Peace, and Siddhis will likely be the outcome. As well as awareness of True Effortlessness. This is about as rough as it gets ime. The tongue can not taste itself, but it does seem there is this ultimate clearing / trans-reality purification. If possible, be around someone else like an experienced yoga guru or matured reiki master. It can completely change the flow, just the manifested presence of you and them, no information really needed, and sheds a different light on ego manifestation and pre-appearance-manifestation. It’s as if you leave the apparent consistency, enter chaos, and eventually the chaos is gone and there is only you the story / all-aware-of, no you the character, so to speak. It is most delightful, and worthwhile. That chaos / crystalline stage/state/phase (it’s not really like those) does seem like it can’t stop, or as if it’s nature is to always be uncertain. As deeply convincing as it is, it does transcend. Going out on a limb with this but... check out crystals too. Atomic structure & crystal structure are uniquely different. Simply holding a good sized amethyst in your hand changes the energy and backdrop or the unseen atmosphere of experience. Words are pretty futile here, but what centered a person had to do with body, and what “centers” That has to do with the entire environment, in a proximity to the body manor. If you go to a crystal shop, and hold handfuls of different crystals, I believe you will directly experience what I’m trying to communicate. One of them will clearly be “your crystal”.

Nice! ...“In His Image”

@SQAAD Really great to hear! Keep it up! ??