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I’d murder all the earners too. Probably first.

Been there & I feel for ya, I really do. Ignore-ance indeed reaches a point of disgust. Yes, do that, and everything & anything which is aligned with what you want. Focusing on what you don’t want doesn’t result in any change. Focusing on what you do want does. Both are like vacuuming the floor, but only in the latter is the vacuum actually plugged in. If you’re really ready for all of this to change, and if you want to chat with me, know that’s what I want too. Anytime, no cost, just pm me. ? I’d offer more here, but I think you have too much momentum going. I don’t think text is going to result in the change you desire.

Omg yes. I would murder every single one of them. And all their friends, and all of their family members, and all of their employers, employees and coworkers. Matter of fact, I’d murder everyone who shares their race, nationality and beliefs as well. Really just anyone who disagrees with me in any way would die. Even the innocent bystanders. Even those who simply heard of these murders, I’d murder. I’d use meditation.

In your dreams.

If what is meant by ‘being a fucking idiot’ is feeling the discord of beliefs, and adding the belief cessation happened, then yeah, with love, that is what’s being experienced. The end of a cup is the recognition cup is a thought and is not perception. The end of fear is the recognition fear is a thought and is not sensation. You refute the guidance like my kid might refute the parental guidance of ‘don’t put your hand on that stove, it’s still hot’. (It’s an analogy, I do not mean you’re childish in any way) You insist on continually checking that stove. That stove is analogous to ‘your’ discordant belief. The opposite is cessation. Spend time meditating, expressing, and experiencing a variety of hands on healing modalities. (Vs reinforcing the ‘problem’ / belief). Get ‘your’ focus on other stuff. Stuff which is about well being, the feeling of alignment. When discordant belief is held so long that momentum of the conflict (discord felt) between the belief and the guidance felt reaches a point where it affects your sleep - it is time to listen my friend. Replace any of the words ‘sleep’, ‘infinity’, ‘fear’ and ‘awakening’ with the word me in your op. Repeat a few times in different varieties for the win. Everything you are saying, wether this is realized and clear or not, amounts to shit talking about yourself, and expecting to still somehow know & feel the unconditional love that you are. Wisdom is effortlessly letting the conditions go, allowing the cork to float. Be wise.

@Vision It’s usually paperwork, that shows / proves / verifies, income.

I mean completely fundamental like And I’d let spirituality, existentialism, contemplation, etc, all go for a week and see how you feel. I think it’ll feel like a weight off, and relief from a tug of war of a discordant memory and interpretation. Then new more aligned insight can fill in that ‘space’.

@RMQualtrough ?? I hear ya and I get it. I wouldn’t say I disagree really, but that I tend to comment with only the op in mind. Can’t help but respect the questioner so to speak, (not to imply you’re a questioner per se). If someone reads something and doesn’t get it, and isn’t interested enough to inquire, that’s fine with me. Nonetheless, always looking to use simpler language. I think I got that about 2% on lock. 98 to go. Much love my friend ?

Excellent & accurate point! Triggering topic it seems.

BASIC MEDITATION: POSTURE, BALANCE, RELAXATION, & BODY SCAN The movie Hoosiers is a great & true story which conveys ego or getting in one’s own way & the importance of fundamentals. In the bigger picture the answer is awakening. Humble pie never tastes like we assume. It’s actually sweet like relief.

@Yeah Yeah Cessation of concepts, teachers, etc.

Perhaps for now we can agree to disagree. At least with math there’s thoughts, perception and sensation. With so called death and or afterlife there’s just the thought (belief) and the discord therein. There are no / is no separate self / selves. No one ‘has’ knowledge or theories. There is the illusion that there is or are separate selves, which is / ‘transpires’ as thoughts, and is referred to often as thought attachment, and remedied often, by meditation and inspecting the beliefs. I fully acknowledge this might sound absolutely crazy, but death was inspected fully, and all ‘I’ got was a punchline. Nothing. Like how Charlie ends up with the whole factory.

“Everything”.

In regard to the scale and the intended use & understanding… fear is not an energy but is emotional guidance in regard to the thoughts focused on. Fear is not first and creating thoughts. When certain thoughts are focused on, fear is the guidance you are receiving. If you don’t like how it feels, focus on better feeling thoughts. Namely & ideally - what you actually want. Improv writing is crazy powerful to shift from focusing on unwanted, or what one wants to avoid…. to wanted, what resonates. That resonating is you lining up with our source, which is analogously the electricity of all creation. You know when you are aligned because you feel the ‘electricity’. It is not a thought thing, it is a feeling thing. Also, no offense my bruh, but you don’t have ‘an overall perspective on reality’, you have one thought at a time like everyone else, and that one next thought can be more aligned via focus and willingness. The relevance is momentum. It does immediately feel better to focus on a better feeling thought, and day after day vibration changes, momentum changes, and I kid you not, ‘your stuff’ just starts showing up. Eventually it’s all just a joy ride of attraction in an inexplicable miracle. (Already is of course, which is why you’re feelin precisely what you’re feelin emotionally). Yes. I’d even go so far as to note ‘anxiety’ in the interpretation. It might be of this world, but it is not of you. Without that interpretation, excitement is just excitement. Take the human lens out so to speak, by looking more specifically at what you’re made of (again, so to speak) and imagine cells in a petri dish, which is on a vibrating plate, and you’re turning the frequency up & down, and seeing the cells vibrating accordingly. Entire reality’s like that, and you’re the creator of it. Not in some eternal past, right now. That’s the momentum you’re feeling. It is ‘what is’. Contentment with what is is key. But excitement is about what will be. What can be is ‘why you came’ as a creator, to… create. Yeah! That’s ‘the electricity’! Good ‘stuff’! Always readily available here now, for all. Yes, meditation. Also, be ok with not knowing. Notice on the scale boredom is higher, because it feels better, than pessimism. Be the King of ‘I don’t know’. How’s tomorrow gonna go? ‘I don’t know’. What’s she gonna say? ‘I don’t know’. I believe what you’ll discover is pessimism and self referential thinking more or less melt away. Also be mindful of a paradigm shift from motivation (thoughts about the separate self, self referential thoughts, feeling of discord) to inspiration (thoughts about wanted, feeling of alignment). Also, do me a solid and literally say aloud ‘I’m actually doing great’. (I know it’s self referential, but it’ll feel good because you’re awesome and it’s true). You’ve been doing, doing, doing to feel better… and you’re now embarking on the most joyful journey possible - the discovery that good feeling arises of it’s own accord.

That’s one of the beauties of using the emotional scale, panic & insanity aren’t emotions. Use the scale, start with whichever emotion on the scale seems most like the emotion you are experiencing. Horror is fiction, and is also not on the scale. I don’t mean that as your experience is not valid of course, but there is a certain honing of acuity in understanding using the scale. Of course, it is just one tool of many. Anytime. ??

@RMQualtrough No one’s ‘eradicating terms of duality’, and everyone loves to share & hear mystical experiences. I was speaking more to the ‘How do you interpret this & why’, and the title which is in question form. It seemed somewhat invitational. Also, we aren’t per se ‘randomers of google here’. My reply would likely be different in that case. It’s the ‘I became pure consciousness’, ‘I don’t fully remember everything’ which sounds like identification with a past experience, while I lean towards This is still “that”, or, that was just an experience, a trip within The Trip, like a dream within This Dream.

@SelfHelpGuy Very much appreciating you as well, and thank you! @Seraphim Nonduality doesn’t specify, as it is without any condition. Human, death, puzzle, pieces, theories, correct, incorrect, etc… and nonduality… all make for ‘two’. No one will ever, or could ever, be ‘correct’ about what happens after they die, because, nonduality = The Truth. Bending the spoon is indeed fruitless & impossible.

An example, might be helpful…not about you, just hypothetical… What do I want? A woman-friend, a relationship, some fun, some intimacy, etc. Universe: You got it, love ya. See’s potential woman-friend… feels the excitement of actually seeing what is desired & thus attracted, manifest ‘in the flesh’. One interpretation: Excitement, thank you source, you are the best! Another interpretation: Anxiousness. Anxiety. Universe: But, that’s what you wanted. Relevance / resolve: Willingness to put down discordant interpretations (being ‘right’ about ‘anxiety’, in exchange for new aligned interpretations (feeling good matters more)… Universe: Sweet. Let’s blow the doors off this place. What else ya want?

@Javfly33 Can we say there is an experience of the emotion of pessimism, as guidance…. rather than any actuality of a … ‘sense of losing time/opportunities’ ? The relevance… is there a direct experience of a you which had time or opportunity… and lost it? No. Was there the experience of these thoughts? Yes. The guidance is in regard to what is actual - the thoughts. Likewise… “anxiety is felt”. Can we say there is an experience of the emotion, pessimism, as guidance, in regard to the thoughts? The relevance…. What you believe is “anxiety” is the guidance of your own true infinite self, the one and only creator… literaly guiding ‘you’… to what ‘you’… actually want. And can we say there is no “apathy”, but the direct experience of the emotion pessimism, and a little expereince of the emotion of boredom? And also, a little experience of fear, in regard to, experiencing, boredom?

Not so, and this communication is the very evidence of this truth. A character in your mind can do whatever you’re imaging in your mind, so to speak. There are no characters in infinite mind, if you will. That it is / was an experience is the re-contextualization or ‘claiming’ of, as your experience, and is not semantical. An ‘it’ which separated everything from a ‘me’, is not nothing, but is a personal experience of an it and a me. No one thinks. Form and not form is a duality indicative of the post interpretation. The separate self ‘slips in’ behind the scene, behind interpretation, and is woven into the interpretation, which is then re-contextualized as ‘my experience’ (two). Nothing can get back beyond them, because eyes is a thought, the actuality of which is very literally nothing, as in no thing, nothingness. No one knows a you can’t get back because there is no one who ever left. There seems to be an I which experienced and an it and a this consciousness. No one is of the view of anything, view is a thought. There is no it. There is no you. Not two.

@Javfly33 More simply. Are you experiencing some frustration / irritability / impatience?

@soos_mite_ah I can’t really say what is healthy and unhealthy, only that there is the sensation of discord & alignment with well being. Putting this as simply as possible, as always feel free to ask anything you like, if interested… When you notice focus is on thoughts about yourself, and discord is felt… instead… look at the emotional scale and pick which emotion most seems like the emotion presently experienced. Then, lightly & simply, express each emotion up the scale. Feel the subtle feeling of relief as you move to each next emotion. If you try this for a week or so, I’d love to hear back on how it went! ? It might be realized there is no coper, and nothing in need of coping with, and that essentially your creating of this life so to speak, is not without, quite literally, the guidance of infinite intelligence at every, single, step.

@Seraphim It’s not that there is a me which doesn’t know, it’s that all that is, or as a pointing - nonduality, is - very literally, not knowing, or, no thing to know. If you like, eternal notknowingness. Knower, knowing, knowledge, etc, is the illusion of the separate self, the knower of the known, aka knowledge. Nonduality is not philosophical, a philosopher, or a philosophy. Comparatively speaking, “Oneness” could rightfully be said to be philosophical, albeit with micro brass tacks, as the term implies what is, whereas nonduality ‘says’ what is not, or, ‘not two’. Nonduality could be misunderstood as a philosophical negation, but in careful scrutiny is can be seen negation would be two. The comment was to the original post. No one asked for directions to a store, no one said a sense of self is delusional. That would actually be nonsensical. Sense, as in sensation, is the ‘dessert of the real’, to be uncovered via the unfettering of beliefs, and not the addition of beliefs, by no one. What was awake previously thought to be? (Rhetorical humor, not actually asking)

@EntheogenTruthSeeker Sad to see ya go in such a way. Much love & God speed in your endeavors. Hope that guy (or woman wasn’t sure) works out fantastically.

@Zeroguy Appreciate the kindness, not lovin the comparative thinking, and as you are well aware there is no teacher. ??