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You are understanding of the album, ‘Before These Crowded Streets’, yes?

@Inliytened1 If you feel like it, maybe paste the quotes where he did this...

Was he? Do you find Ralston to be doing the same?

This is a lie.

@Inliytened1 Was he?

Paranoia is of course, a write off. A slightly meta defense (cognitive & sensational). But how am I ‘writing it off’, and why... The misunderstanding derived, “like I’m kinda a robot” is like a Monday morning coach who’s recap is gravely tarnished with the forgetting of the actuality; the flow, the zone, the magic, of the actual playing of the game. Rarely does any spirited heart-strong player agree with anything Monday’s coach proclaims. Your 1 - 6 points are the inner / outer world wrestling, the back & forth between two paradigms, with an implication of a third. If this were a video of a wrestling match, you’d see the idea of I wrestling the actuality of consciousness. The primary delusion of the materialist paradigm is that the body produces consciousness. ➡️ You are here. The primary delusion of the relative paradigm is that we are conscious. The primary delusion of the meta paradigm is that Mind is and or produces consciousness. The primary delusion of the absolute paradigm is that there is a God, and that there is consciousness. Initially, the move from materialist to relativist invokes the examination of; the material world, and more intimately, our relatives & relationships. The actuality of reality & the perception of it derived from our perspectives developed via our relationships is clashing, and this is a very good thing, a good place to be on the path. Obviously, you’ve been taking the consciousness work seriously and are ‘gaining’ some ground. Initially, in the material to relative ‘move’, the meta peeks through in a sense, but is like static between radio stations, confusion between harmonies. Like a low D and a middle C - something just feels out of tune here... until later, when the low D is realized to have been a low C all along, and as such is completely harmonized with the middle C. One can not ‘tune the dial up’ the emotional scale, while keeping the dial where it already is. One can not solve a problem with the same consciousness which created it. One can not realize the actuality of the middle C also being the low C, while listening to the low D. So one must let go of the old paradigm. One must let go of their existing hold, their perception, of reality. How else can the manifestation of all that you are wanting arrive? There are not two realities. There is one. So all will arrive, here, now, where you already are. The body is not conscious, the mind is not producing consciousness. Every cell in the body, is consciousness, and as such employs “it’s very own consciousness”, to the same degree “you” do, or rather, have been believing “you” do. Though of course, the resolution is in the understanding there are, in actuality, no such separations of consciousness. It only appears so. So revisit this... Old paradigm is being revealed by the light of the consciousness of the new paradigm. New paradigm vision / higher understanding is “somehow I Connect with all the parts that made me”...”I connected with the part that was hurt and sad”...”dissolved into that and accepted it”...”some kind of healing” (indeed!)....”started seeing how personality is made out of patterns”...(again, very revealing of the solid work you’ve been doing ??)...”sad, interesting, non interesting, are made of patterns...and I was conscious in a way I was doing all of this”...all new paradigm perspective. Then...old paradigm, upon being spotted, realized, feels “called out” - and the sneaky sneaky sob that it is - defenders itself, and launches the attempt the hijack: ”Every movement that I made was in a way, already decided. (Just got hijacked) Every reaction...” (yes - every reaction) - Again, yes, this is something one must become aware of - but do you see the hijack happens right here...(technically, it started with the subtle precursor set up for the hijack, claiming the “fun”)... “It was in a way fun, but sad to see that I’m kinda a robot.” Hijacked. Old paradigm, “I am just a robot”. New paradigm, “Upon doing the work, I have realized I’ve been asleep, in reactions and patterns. Having realized this, I realize I am not at all like a robot, as I am aware of this.” Therefore, you can not be this. Old paradigm, “people are thinking about me, judging me, I need to be concerned with what people are thinking of me, etc” (“paranoia”) New paradigm, “If I am to transcend this robot situation, in my purity of mind, my behaviors, and actions...it’s going to mean more sensation exploration.” Old paradigm, “ya. And, Hellz. No. To the sensation - run!” Thus old paradigm of thought employs the paranoia; old paradigm, thought based, hijacks the sensation, defiles it basically, de-purifies it - claims it - and now it seems like “paranoia”. (But a sensation is a sensation, paranoia requires the thought story of, other people.) New paradigm, “nope. No sir. That shit don’t fly anymore. I want more sensation, not less. These sensations are guidance, truth, the way - certainly not anything to fear. The sensation is itself telling me - you have a history of putting what people think of you - ahead of how you yourself, feel. That is absurd, painstakingly evidence by that very simple fact - that you feel! ” New paradigm, “and you know what, furthermore, I have no idea what anyone is actually thinking! I don’t even know if anyone is actually thinking! This is actually within me - this has only to do with the coming-of-understanding that people (probably the parents) were simply doing their best, given the times, and consciousness.” ”Forgive them, for they know not what they do” very powerful words man. If you are pickin up any of what I’m layin down here...stop and contemplate: I am not aware of a separate thing - paranoia. Paranoia is within awareness. I am not aware of things. All “things”, are actually, in my own direct experience - within awareness. (A linguistic paradox, but, notice, anything you can verbally state you are aware of, is only possibly to state due to the actuality “it” is within your awareness. I am not aware of separate things - parents. Parents are within awareness. I am not aware of separate things - understanding, forgiveness, acceptance. These are within my awareness. And they are dude. These are all within you, now. Sometimes multiple approaches ‘speed up’ a realization. “This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing, at what you thought was your grief.” The paranoia is (currently) your “grief”. So the question is how to ‘wake up laughing’, how to see the paranoia is the punchline of a joke. I suggest this is done in realizing how you are creating the set up. What is paranoia? “Paranoia is an unfounded or exaggerated distrust of others, sometimes reaching delusional proportions. Paranoid individuals constantly suspect the motives of those around them, and believe that certain individuals, or people in general, are "out to get them." The meta error of that definition, or more accurately, the writer’s misunderstanding, is there is no such thing as an individual. It is precisely there which you find your ‘struggle’, the ‘wrestling’. The definition above is of the material paradigm, that consciousness is a product of matter, namely, the belief a physical body and brain ‘produce’ consciousness, and consciousness is therefore -perceived as individualized, by individuals. (The relative paradigm) The key word here, is “unfounded”. In the above example, paranoia is “unfounded”, because cognitively, logically, one can deduce, people are quite consumed with their own lives & suffering, and there is no foundation to believe anyone else is actually more concerned with your life, your thoughts, your ongoings - than their own. The ‘wrestling match’ is ultimately fueled by the collapse of self & other. A collapse created in love, fueled by love, which ends in love itself. I believe you’ll begin noticing how unfathomably sneaky thinking is, in hijacking the sensations, in an attempt to prevent this most lovely collapse. Look into the mirror once more, and say “you sir, you - are the sneakiest thing in the entire cosmos.” See this, inspect this, look at this sneakiness, until it’s downright hilarious. If you’re not laughing, the sneakiness, your own sneakiness - the joke - is still, on ‘you’. Sneaky peeps create paranoia, sneakily using “others” - as the “cause”. I say this in love my man - Nobody is thinking about you, paranoia is unjustifiable, you can’t even claim in your direct experience that anyone is thinking at all. You just have to look at that sneaky sneaky son of a bitch in the mirror and have the greatest laugh ever about it. ? If you aren’t laughin - there are some sensations currently hijacked, and you have some purification coming. Write about the sensations. Don’t go into the thoughts, the thought stories. Write about how you feel. There are beliefs, related to identity...thoughts mixed with sensation....thoughts which hijacked sensation, a mix which has been repeated resulting in beliefs. Sensation is Truth. Sensation is Purification. What one is purified of, are beliefs. “ It’ll all be dead and gone in just a few short years - Just love will open our eyes, just love will put the hope back in our minds. Much more than we could ever know.....come sisters, my brothers, shake up your bones, shake up your feet! I’m saying “open up and let the rain come pouring in!” Wash out this tired notion that the best, is yet to come. While you’re dancin on the ground - don’t think of when you’re gone. Love! Love! Love! What more is there!” -DM

@zeroISinfinity Just as surely as this thread itself will disappear, there was indeed a first Jew. - Said no evil, ever.

What are the two paths? And why is it, exactly, that this is so... And....what are the deepest, most personal intimate dualities, which the understanding of ‘the two paths’, reveals, clears up, alleviates? These together will coagulate into a tremendous epiphany and meta release.

Talent is a deeply delusional write off, in that sense, it’s preventative of actualizing paranormal ‘abilities’.

@Neorez Really neat!

@mandyjw Can you elaborate as much as possible, as much as you’re willing to, on that? I’m finding it really interesting & intriguing. What are some of the ‘why’s’ you’re pointing to, etc. Thanks!

Non-sense. The lie is not conceptual. People lie in ignorance honestly all the time.

@ThomasT If you’re ‘sizing people up’, seeing ‘individuals levels of consciousness’, you have a much longer way to go than you are thinking. You are not “moving past” anyone. This is a trap. A deep delusion. You’re missing the deliciousness, the miracle, the magic - the point (loosely said).

Enlightenment is not an entity so “it” doesn’t “bring”. Yes, emotional mastery, but more clearly stated, emotional creation. Each of us are already creating our emotions, mastery is realizing this, and creating on purpose, & utilizing the emotions for the benefit of others. Carried out, no self / one self, yet ‘for another’, this is Shaktipat. Obviously there are a few paradoxes realized along the way which make sense of some of this which linguistically alone does not make sense. There is no longer the experience which you are recognizing as ‘work’, ‘orders’, ‘subordinates’, deadlines’, ‘turmoils, tension, anger’, etc, etc. These are not actual in the first place, each one creates these, which is in large part what is realized, and therefore no longer experiential (in the light usage of the word). There’s no ‘acting’ anymore at all, as that is realized / seen through as well. Likewise, there are no ‘enlightened householders’, sans one’s own projection. This is a lack of understanding of one’s self, and of enlightenment, again, a projection onto another & the word as if it were a thing itself which comes in characters like ice cream comes in flavors. It’d be much more accurate to initially see that the house holding, business operating, and the relationships therein, are what one “utilizes” or rather eventually acknowledges as the very truest of teachings and teachers, which aid the enlightenment. It’d be far easier in a cave alone, yet surface level in comparison with daily interaction in the world, and specifically with people of all situations, predicaments, understandings, shortcoming, etc. In this same vein, no guru of thousands of years ago can teach like a two year old can, nor like the co creating of reality can. If you truly take the complete ride, you’re going to naturally uncover many siddhis. It is not helpful to think of siddhis as powers. “Ending the cycle of birth & death” is ending your belief in this. It is already not actual, and therefore does not “end”. The ignorance “ends”. “Unbelief” of loa is denial of one’s own actual creating (and co creating).

@Matt23 Wants & desires come from sensation and ‘meet’ thought / duality / and manifest as choices. If one has chronically suppressed sensations, one has unknowingly chronically created the very emotions one does not want, which perpetuate the suppression. A vicious loop I’d wish upon no one. The usefulness of writing what you want on a big dry erase board, in terms of suffering, especially of chronic recreation of emotional discord (unalignment) , is that - because you do have wants, because you do have desires - the writing of them, as seen by the eyes, and recognized by the mind - triggers ‘that you have suppressed sensations’, and can be the beginning of healing. Oversimplified, but, the brain - often for the first time in one’s life - begins to literally see what has been only previously felt. And it felt bad, and so innocently, was avoided.

@Matt23 Worked with people who suffered from trauma not quite prenatal, but post birth, prior to or during fundamental identity creation. Their breakthroughs were found in understanding the feeling, or sensations they experienced, had no thought nor thought story associated (the understanding of why there was no understanding) A most difficult suffering, which they had experienced their entire lives, and had tried everything under the sun to resolve. The understanding that the trauma was prior to understanding, and again, prior to identity, after some discussion, was a tremendous emotional release. In a sense, the identity facets which did not form, or were ‘paused’ leaving gaps, are reforming in healthy ways. If this rings a bell, let me know and I am happy to help in any way I can.

“Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world, and the real world? You've been living in a dreamworld. It is the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth. I'm trying to free your mind. But I can only show you the door. You're the one that has to walk through it, all I am offering is the truth. Nothing more. You have to let it all go. Fear, doubt, and disbelief. Free your mind. They are everyone and they are no one. We have survived by hiding from them, by running from them. But they are the gatekeepers. They are guarding all the doors, they are holding all the keys - I won't lie to you, every single man or woman who has stood their ground, everyone who has fought an Agent has died. But where they have failed, you will succeed. I've seen an Agent punch through a concrete wall. Men have emptied entire clips at them and hit nothing but air. Yet their strength and their speed are still based in a world that is built on rules. Because of that, they will never be as strong or as fast as you can be. Unfortunately, no one can be told what The Matrix is. You have to see it for yourself. Welcome to the desert of the real.”

If you are not enjoying your priorities, address your priorities - by creating many more of them. Get a large dry erase board, and dream up the life you actually want. When you think you’re “done”, take a breather, and then actually put some love into it, ?and dream Way Bigger. Your dream should be flat out impossible ultimately, beyond what you consider possible. Start where you are, but also carry it allllll the way out. The biggest dream you can come up. Then watch the details fill in, and choose thoughts which are aligned with your dream, that feel good to you, just like the stuff your wrote on the board. Then, what was “mundane”, what was a matter of choosing between “what you have to do” “priorities”... is now beginning to take shape, within a much bigger, and much more sensational, puzzle - and you’ve got a bird’s eye view on this puzzle, and it gets exciting when your day to day “grind” is revealed to be the very thing which is leading you to more and more of what you want. Everything earned, gained, received - is but more seed of, and for, your dream. It does get downright exhilarating. You’ll no longer be focusing on the breathe, but enjoying it being taken away, moment after moment, a perpetual impossible miracle of all that you want unfolding in the most joyful, unexpected, unbelievable, unfathomable, and divinely synchronistic ways. You new problem with “priorities” will actually become experiencing all that you desire to, within the limited amount of time we are given to live this best of both worlds. If you have acknowledged habits, then they are no longer unconscious, and therefore no longer habits. You are doing precisely what you want to be doing. No biggie. The expression of your wanting, your life dream, when seen on the board - is a wind in the sails. You’ll naturally change many things in alignment with feeling. There is never a justification for beating up on one’s self. If you find yourself doing so, write “I am beating up on my self” on your board, and notice it does not actually make any sense, because you are not two. Have a good laugh. Maybe a good cry too. Knowing reality, knowing that which you are wanting, IS that which you are seeing and hearing right now - knowing that you do not “get there”, but rather all that you see & hear, that in front of you right now - becomes what you are wanting...and you need only choose thoughts aligned with how you feel.....the knowing of that, the feeling of that - is far, far better than any thing “That”, could become. There’s no Santa. ? I do not enjoy being the one to have to break this news to you, and I am very sorry if this is difficult for you to hear. But, there just isn’t. It was grown ups the whole time man. Likewise, there is no fear. You can pretend for as long as you like though, no one will stop you. If & when you tire of it, just begin inspecting things, from the better feeling place of seeing what you really want, and seeing it manifest in so many beautiful ways. Then, do some inspection, look up that chimney, contemplate how he could get to so many houses in one night, really inspect...have you directly experienced reindeer that fly? Without proper inspection, for all you know, you could be Santa - without even knowing it. And, calm is a sensation, a feeling. Logic is not. One is oneness, the other is two-ness (duality - just thinking). I say a better use for thinking, is creating. Careful listening to anything I say though, people think I’m nuts. You gotta see for yourself. How fun is reaction? How fun is creation? Where does how you feel place on your “priorities list”? TLDR: Lifesucks?#dreambigger/you’retheuniverse

Synchronicity is nuts. My ten year old son just had a shocking insight outta nowhere and looked like this ?. He shared it with his little sister... “We don’t actually have to listen to mom and dad.” Sister said, “Yeah we do. We’ll get in trouble”, looking at him like he had gone crazy. Son said “Yeah but think about it, what’s the worst that would happen, no matter what? Even if we get in trouble we still don’t actually have to listen, we don’t have to agree”. I swear my daughter then got what he was saying, it ‘clicked’, and she realized to some degree, there’s no actual power, just the belief there is. I could almost hear their minds running through all kinds of scenarios. Between the free loaders and this post, I was just thinking, maybe the cornerstone of power & freedom is the knowing of self, of truth. In the sense, one who does not know it’s Halloween, tricks, understandably innocently. But one who does know, then makes a choice in any and every given moment, of the win win ‘treat’, of alignment, in love. Essentially choosing how they feel, over dualistic agenda thinking rooted in separation, inherently placing how another feels (same one), above their own sneakiness too. More so maybe, ‘lending’ the sneakiness to the win win, a co creating of perspectives rooted in unification, in sensation, resulting in the actual dissolution of choice, and the actual co creation, of co creation. One who know’s this truth of love, and therefore of power & freedom, whenever confronted with it, acts in love, or... - simply accepts the “power” “given” to them on the back of the ignorance of the giver, and does not express the truth, be it in their silence, or in their title, their position, their claims, knowledge, consciousness, dogmas, teaching, stature, accolades, achievements, accomplishments, wisdom, etc. There are so many means & masks for sneakiness, but maybe all they amount to is a ‘separate self’, implying hierarchies (which do not actually exist) in defense of a suffering half truth. Maybe love and creation as far as can ever be spoken of, are inexplicably One, and power & freedom are the isness of this in appearance. What is infinite unlimited power & infinitely unbound, upon self inquiry, self sacrifice, and ‘forgetting’, (and yet to remember), inherently limits one’s self, and that one’s self (reality) perceives itself (pure consciousness) through veil of deeply misunderstood, creating resolutions in defilement, and paradigms of beliefs, to reconcile the mind of falsities like limited resources, individual worth, lack, need, and hierarchies. What if there is an obviousness, that there is creation = there is desire? That there is a universe = your design, your desire itself? Even beyond ‘design’ as creation, the only possible reality that could be, given the infinite truth. Binding the unbindable, in togetherness. An inherent desire to create, the driving power itself the creation of your life dream, and of all dreams together drawn by love to an infinite expansion of more unique, and yet unified, creation(s). I think that would imply the power of creating, is love. The “electricity” of creation is our source, love. The “access” is that which is omni-present, omni-abundant, all-pervasive and is known via sensations, feelings, leading to more of the same, unification, purification, conscious creation, a full circle of consciousness itself. Have you ever considered, all those thoughts which are not aligned, and therefore do not create a thing - those thought are themselves, things created. Where do they all go? Whenever I’m in their classes, it’s hard to miss there are kids who enjoy sharing, lost in love in feeling, and kids who resist, defend, claim. There’s no need of any power schemes for anyone to feel the difference. Thinking is just untrue, and sneaky. Like popcorn popping, implying it must be eaten. Meh.

?? That one is not easily learned.

@Wekz Is there a thought story, memories, associated?

@Rohit N Excellent. (I’d use a separate board / pad of paper for goals, checklists, etc.) The dream board, I’d use only for dreaming, for what you are wanting (which changes as you go). You’re already rockin with this, obviously. Kick it up another notch. Notice any resistant thought, and choose a better feeling, more aligned (how you feel + what you are wanting) thought. Maintain however, that the ‘better chosen thought’, is true for you. When you have declared what you want, it is already manifesting from the same reality which wanted it and declared it. Align, allow & receive, dream bigger, repeat.

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@karkaore We are very sneaky.