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Fear, but ultimately, love. Don’t rope me in to your subject-object situation! ?

I think you know you’re way past deflection & projection. Penetrate through that, rather than settle. “One can not go where one has not been”.

@Anton Rogachevski You just returned to the initial subject-object inquiry of the thread. Try to ascertain which is which in your last comment.

@Anton Rogachevski Tell ya if I could. ??

@The observer You can love freedom, but you can not be free of love. Awareness is aware of awareness. Infinite can not know finite. Freedom is a thought.

@Anton Rogachevski Paradox doesn’t exist in actuality. The thought itself it does is you.

It’s you.

@Anton Rogachevski When contemplating consciousness & awareness - where is it, literally? What is your actual direct experience of these? 0%.

@WHO IS Awesome.

@Anton Rogachevski Might be a step in home direction, but doesn’t make ‘total sense’. It will lead to deeper contemplation & deconstructions.

@The observer Freedom is actually a ‘deep’ bias, a relative subject-object projection. The actuality of ‘freedom’ is love. Consider you can not give up love for freedom, you can give up freedom for love. Or more simply, you are you. Wether free or not, thinking you’re free or not you’re still you. There’s no such thing as a person. Names are thoughts, time is thoughts, perception is perception, love is love. You’ve never spoke with an “enlightened master” and you’ve never received Shaktipat. It only seems sent & received because there is no sender & receiver, but you believe there is. The love is you, everything going on with it is thought. In the same manor, you’ve never seen your own face, but believe there’s a you receiving. If you could be said to be receiving at all, it is only from the source of ‘you’, which is you, which is love. These are the ‘myth’, ‘you’ is the myth, love is not the myth, it’s just prior to and yet is the thinking derived to arrive at the contradiction to itself. Notice, rather immediately, thought arises, of self, past, future, other. Let go, all revealed to be love.

@Anton Rogachevski Subjective, objective, reality, imagination, and a brain which can ‘tell the difference’, are thoughts, and not even.

When self inquiring, and such thoughts arise on your behalf (advanced technique, other circles, only when one has become advanced, work, etc)...the idea is to let all such arising thoughts go. It’s all self defeating with respect to the intent of the practice. Love doesn’t know any of those things about you. These are conditions obscuring your unconditional self, the very thoughts to let go.

@r0ckyreed I would do what’s in this thread up to and including the “Proper Foundation”, and then contemplate by writing a question down, letting it go, and receiving the answer via feeling in the body. In this way you’ll heal yourself & connect with source, and then be able to help others to do the same. Your orientation of well being and sharing is most ideal for experiencing psychic abilities, siddhi’s, etc.

@Flowerfaeiry I see the depth, but not any specific look.

Exactly! ?

A??to all conceivable write off’s, imo. Watch it without sound. It’s a extraordinarily simple portrayal of killing the Buddha. The slow mo zoom in on the first step, the inner Kriya - then shutting that bitch up, and dancing in it. Well done ladies, well done.

@LfcCharlie4 You sir, are the most woke person on this forum, without exception. Now or not at all it is. ♥️

@zeroISinfinity Ha! Sweet! “Alive me” did not care for my Steve Vai self, yet the wearing out of that passion & warfare took me through my belief in talent. God bless the Vai. And she is phenomenal! Love it ?♥️

Nothing is wrong with you. The ‘wall’ you’re ‘encountering’, you’re actually creating. There is no ‘gaining of knowledge’, no ‘acquiring of understanding’. It arises within you from an unconditional source, transcendent of any usage of understanding, creating it of itself. Understanding arises in letting go of conditions. It can be no other way. Your passion is to understand all your own misunderstanding, but you are denying this to yourself. There’s no shortage of passion. Just arrogance, truly innocent. When you recognize self referential thinking, you’ve begun a metadventure so unthinkable, that even assertion is perspective, choice.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Pressure is conceptual. It is not of an outside source. There is no “pressure” “in reality”. It is of (so far) identity, but not even that. This was seen clearly in the trip, but resumed unseen. I’d write what it is you most want different in this world, and what you’d love to do about it, on the back of your dreamboard. Then in letters ten times bigger, I’d write “nobody cares! Get over yourself already!”. I like to pull the band aids off though. You might like the slow burn. Idk. More practically speaking, the feedback is present, but you aren’t hearin it. So it’s “tinnitus”. I’d watch Leo’s video on impermanence.

That you could ask this is the very evidence that nothing is beyond love.

@WhatAWondefulWorld I might be way off but it seems like you’re talking about understanding reality as if that equated to thinking, vs living it.

That was a really beautiful trip report, thanks for sharing all of that??. All of that (above) is thinking. In your trip you let go. ♥️