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@Anton Rogachevski Tell ya if I could. ??

@The observer You can love freedom, but you can not be free of love. Awareness is aware of awareness. Infinite can not know finite. Freedom is a thought.

@Anton Rogachevski Paradox doesn’t exist in actuality. The thought itself it does is you.

It’s you.

@Anton Rogachevski When contemplating consciousness & awareness - where is it, literally? What is your actual direct experience of these? 0%.

@WHO IS Awesome.

@Anton Rogachevski Might be a step in home direction, but doesn’t make ‘total sense’. It will lead to deeper contemplation & deconstructions.

@The observer Freedom is actually a ‘deep’ bias, a relative subject-object projection. The actuality of ‘freedom’ is love. Consider you can not give up love for freedom, you can give up freedom for love. Or more simply, you are you. Wether free or not, thinking you’re free or not you’re still you. There’s no such thing as a person. Names are thoughts, time is thoughts, perception is perception, love is love. You’ve never spoke with an “enlightened master” and you’ve never received Shaktipat. It only seems sent & received because there is no sender & receiver, but you believe there is. The love is you, everything going on with it is thought. In the same manor, you’ve never seen your own face, but believe there’s a you receiving. If you could be said to be receiving at all, it is only from the source of ‘you’, which is you, which is love. These are the ‘myth’, ‘you’ is the myth, love is not the myth, it’s just prior to and yet is the thinking derived to arrive at the contradiction to itself. Notice, rather immediately, thought arises, of self, past, future, other. Let go, all revealed to be love.

@Anton Rogachevski Subjective, objective, reality, imagination, and a brain which can ‘tell the difference’, are thoughts, and not even.

When self inquiring, and such thoughts arise on your behalf (advanced technique, other circles, only when one has become advanced, work, etc)...the idea is to let all such arising thoughts go. It’s all self defeating with respect to the intent of the practice. Love doesn’t know any of those things about you. These are conditions obscuring your unconditional self, the very thoughts to let go.

@r0ckyreed I would do what’s in this thread up to and including the “Proper Foundation”, and then contemplate by writing a question down, letting it go, and receiving the answer via feeling in the body. In this way you’ll heal yourself & connect with source, and then be able to help others to do the same. Your orientation of well being and sharing is most ideal for experiencing psychic abilities, siddhi’s, etc.

@Flowerfaeiry I see the depth, but not any specific look.

Exactly! ?

A??to all conceivable write off’s, imo. Watch it without sound. It’s a extraordinarily simple portrayal of killing the Buddha. The slow mo zoom in on the first step, the inner Kriya - then shutting that bitch up, and dancing in it. Well done ladies, well done.

@LfcCharlie4 You sir, are the most woke person on this forum, without exception. Now or not at all it is. ♥️

@zeroISinfinity Ha! Sweet! “Alive me” did not care for my Steve Vai self, yet the wearing out of that passion & warfare took me through my belief in talent. God bless the Vai. And she is phenomenal! Love it ?♥️

Nothing is wrong with you. The ‘wall’ you’re ‘encountering’, you’re actually creating. There is no ‘gaining of knowledge’, no ‘acquiring of understanding’. It arises within you from an unconditional source, transcendent of any usage of understanding, creating it of itself. Understanding arises in letting go of conditions. It can be no other way. Your passion is to understand all your own misunderstanding, but you are denying this to yourself. There’s no shortage of passion. Just arrogance, truly innocent. When you recognize self referential thinking, you’ve begun a metadventure so unthinkable, that even assertion is perspective, choice.

@WhatAWondefulWorld Pressure is conceptual. It is not of an outside source. There is no “pressure” “in reality”. It is of (so far) identity, but not even that. This was seen clearly in the trip, but resumed unseen. I’d write what it is you most want different in this world, and what you’d love to do about it, on the back of your dreamboard. Then in letters ten times bigger, I’d write “nobody cares! Get over yourself already!”. I like to pull the band aids off though. You might like the slow burn. Idk. More practically speaking, the feedback is present, but you aren’t hearin it. So it’s “tinnitus”. I’d watch Leo’s video on impermanence.

That you could ask this is the very evidence that nothing is beyond love.

@WhatAWondefulWorld I might be way off but it seems like you’re talking about understanding reality as if that equated to thinking, vs living it.

That was a really beautiful trip report, thanks for sharing all of that??. All of that (above) is thinking. In your trip you let go. ♥️

He’s talking about love. Transcending your self, you get to see the universe.

@WhatAWondefulWorld There’s no problem with school. There’s no problem with life. There’s no problem with where you’re at on your path. There’s nothing wrong with you.

@TheSomeBody That’s not really what I meant. It seems you only struggle with focusing on what doesn’t feel good to you, what you don’t enjoy. There are two considerations that come to mind. One is there is “something wrong with you”, and that explains it, done. I favor the second, which is that there never was anything wrong with you, and it’s actually how you’re looking at it, and misunderstanding the feeling, thought & focus as such. That one must take classes more or less having nothing to do with the degree one is pursing is a sign of the times, and imo, archaic. It does however, make a few people a lot of money. So I would at least consider the possibility, that your spirituality only appears to suffer in the believing of that perspective - which does not jive with feeling (it doesn’t feel good, and effects focus as such). To me, you are, spiritually speaking, intuitively well ahead of your time, which in and of itself could be profoundly inspiring - if you didn’t hold beliefs which do not resonate with your being. Meditation, likewise, it amazing for taking time to yourself to relax, detach from thoughts, and allow the body to empty. In misunderstanding, one often “doesn’t like meditation”. Often, the body is letting go of the misunderstanding, but the mind uses beliefs (of the very misunderstanding; “something is wrong with me”) to prevent the body from releasing misunderstanding. When it does however, when the mind acquiesces to the body, well, desire & focus abound. I’d look for opportunities for the mind (choice) to get on board with the nature of the body (well being). Simple changes go a very long way in terms of inner alignment. Something as simple as choosing fluoride free toothpaste, aluminum free deodorant, or cutting granulated sugar from the diet, etc, could be life changing. And if you haven’t, for God sakes, make a dream board.