Nahm

@zeroISinfinity When you realize there’s no distance from me to you.

@Johnny5 Appreciating the opportunity to clarify...No, I definitely would drop all of the content of focus (pasted above) and of the op. Has Nahm done psychedelics.... Psh. Shit bruh.

Post awakening, self doubt. Post awakening, truth & effortlessness.

@Johnny5 Interesting. Not exactly related, but this popped up.... @upstream An analogy...if it’s helpful... You might be looking to the tripping for resolution, to ‘resolve’ or ‘solve’ or ‘fix’ something. In innocently & honestly not realizing there is no ‘problem’ present, only the believing that there is, You might be making surrendering / letting go impossible without realize what / how you are doing so. Which might be like a movie seeking resolution from the screen. The “resolve“ is in the letting go of the movie (hell, fear, possession, etc) rather than believing there is a problem...which needs to be resolved...and expecting nothing to “resolve it”. The screen doesn’t have any resolution, relatively, it is being all “problems” and “resolutions”. Maybe more simply said, just freely willingly ‘give it to God’, rather than believing there even is a problem, and expecting ‘God’ to solve it. If this ‘lands’ or ‘clicks’ at all and you’re interested...in your day to day, look for opportunities to feel any arising tensions with a coordination to beliefs life is inherently hard, difficult, unfair, etc. Let the thoughts / perspectives go and feel the well being response in feeling. Letting go, just how good it feels right now - vs because it would “solve” anything. Also, help me out, I’m curious what thought arises....7g’s 4x & ego death (and I believe you)...how in the world are you still believing in hell, fear & death? What’s going on ‘there’?

@upstream If you retrace where all these beliefs in a soul and hell etc came from, and understand why those people or person chose to believe that, your odds of no longer focusing on it and recreating experiences like this go way up.

@Michael569 I don’t stop and mention it, so I am...you’re a gem dude. The genuine article, a gift that most authentically keeps on givin. I learn from all your posts and appreciate the time, effort, insight and knowledge you bring. Thank you sir.

@JayG84 Appreciate you man ??

Hey, not everybody has time for this stuff. ? Meditation, going and meeting the wizard, etc. Busy world, limited time. So little to do and forever to do it.

Up to you.

Are ‘you conscious of’ thoughts?.... Now try and think consciousness.... Doesn’t appear to work that way. “Everything” is like time, in that the actuality of it is that it is ‘your’ thought. Side note...”Bert” means “bright”.

In what could be called “the state of no-mind”, there’s still what is being called “consciousness”, wether in regard to “infinite mind” or “finite mind”. That’s half ‘true’ and half ‘false’. There is no “mechanism of change” sans the implication of a thought. Nothing is existence. Time is “your” thought that there is “time”, and nothing more.

@Johnny5 ???

@ethanb121 Sorry to hear, and also that is beautiful. Sounds like you got the very insight that you needed to get. ??

@James123 It’s just their nature to dilate.

@dimitri Now that there is self realization. Beautiful my man, just beautiful.

The eyes are always the last to die.

@JayG84

When you realize there is a Santa in reality and it’s you, but then also realize that means “Santa” was a trap.

Not-motion. Sequence-less event-less-ness.

Thinking about how to get back to the awakened state while its scratching your chin.

@JayG84 If time did not exist, and you were watching a movie, you’d probably think time was passing and existed. If it was then remembered that time doesn’t exist, intelligence & love would still be present. In realizing you only thought time existed (cause of the movie watchin) time would not be regarded as a relative sense, but rather as relative thinking. As there is awareness of this “relative thinking”, there appears to be, awareness. With time being relative thinking, this awareness of relative, would have to be not-relative, but yet, exist. What exists which is not relative, exists in any and all possibilities, except not existing, and therefore would be existence. So existence would be most fundamental...except...you’re reading about existence. Which I would think would make you wonder...what if that movie you’d watched, since there wasn’t time, was actually a frameless potentiality screen, appearing as a layer-less probability of waveless color & motion. Again, that’s if time did not exist. As always, up to you.

@Zabuloon Just sit with a pad of paper. Write down what you’d like insight on, and meditate. Once the thought clear, you’ll receive the insight. You’ve been doing this, and only this, all along. Now do it consciously. The edibles may have played a role in clearing the mind. Maybe not, just thought it was worth mentioning. Ultimately though, you’d have only believed they did.

“Shaktipah”

Thought is consciousness.

”Never ending pain is a waste of fucking time.” - Phil Anselmo