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I have a question that i been curious yet fascinated about cause everytime i end up deep and closer to pure awareness especially with psychedelics, i see how it all played out and planned out to that point, my body usually reacts before my mind gets obliterated, the body seems to know when its going back to source before the mind or shall i say monkey mind? I always get the same message, everything is in divine order, everything is in divine play, Ultimately. This is very challenging for me to explain because there is much more depth too it but i don't have the words for it. Its almost like when i was at a stage of pure consciousness, past/present/future become one, i saw it all, how it started, how it ended, how it continues and beyond. Now in my day to day life i get random glimpses of that moment as I've lived this moment already and life a billion or shall i say infinite number of times over and over again and my body seems to react in a way, my senses are stimulated like its "ahh that moment again" but the body always seems to show symptoms before the mind picks on on it. Sorry if its confusing, we need to learn telepathy already

Precisely, Although you can release the chemical naturally within in many ways its just highly unlikely to release an insane amount like the amount when taken externally. Unless a Near Death Experience situation is presented or something of extreme fear/suffering. As when in the lowest and darkest of times, only light can be found and the Light is the Awakening, The DMT Release = Aka Taste of Enlightenment.

Leo is just that ET's these days..

I experience this from time to time with cannabis or when practicing meditation often. Although Ego death is quite different. Ego death is when you lose all sense of self, reality ect.. and become pure awareness. This is more likely accessed through higher level psychedelics or natural DMT release.

There is no other option that makes any divine sense. Its pretty obvious in my eyes. I will share two videos that explain why we are here much better than i can and why infinite intelligence expanded itself into lower (so to speak) realms/dimensions or states of existence that most closely resonate with my DMT and other powerful insights and experiences. This way infinite intelligence can grow and learn at a much more extremely profound way then in singularity and having no memory of its infinite potential it can learn more than it already knows(In a sense) Its to infinity and beyond genius! Temporarily experiencing itself subjectively, only to grow and evolve collectively.

I'd also like to mention the report by ~ James Oroc, Tryptamine Palace: 5-MeO-DMT and the Sonoran Desert Toad. (2009). Was almost exactly like one of my strongest experiences with N'N-DMT. Never really noticed any fear coming down but did at the beginning. He explained what i had forgotten, touched my heart and brought a tear to my eye. Amazing!

Found an amazing read of experiences http://www.dmtsite.com/5-meo-dmt/experience/descriptions.html One in particular got me thinking, maybe when you take 5-meo you basically go back to singularity, and re-live and see the whole universe re-create itself as you visualize it into existence once again when coming down from the peak. It always fascinated me how everything eventually dissolves into nothingness, you have to re-create it to go back to where you took off. If you never came back, how would you know? Does that reality even exist? or is it pure imagination of self? One things for certain, we all should be extremely proud and grateful for where we are today and what we have come to be aware of One Love

That's what i think Enlightenment simply is IMO, Full (Possibly all 3) forms of DMT endogenously released all at once which becomes a direct connection to pure consciousness. Awakenings could be merely small releases from time to time yet we think when it happens we become Enlightened fully. I'd Assume the more evolved the energetic pattern/soul/spirit whatever you want to call it, the greater/deeper one can go thus more one can release at once. Tibetan monks that tried DMT explain it as the state of "Bardo" The Realm between life and death. The furthest one can go without losing the ability to come back. Which some usually state is the 5th dimension, sometimes 6th and some individuals extremely rare case can hit 7th(so they say) What arises to the question for me is yeah i been there and all of that but then how do you explain the state of absolute infinity? When you are there you "Know" so to speak you are beyond all dimensions/densities and beyond everything in ultimate nothingness? The infinite state some 5-Meo users explain, you literally become god itself, creator consciousness, you see, feel, understand through everything and everyone in existence and beyond 100% of the time all at once in infinite infiniteness. - There are no words.. I've awoken in that state with Normal DMT as my intention was just that. To be one with the infinite creator and show me everything i am ready to see. After all the hypnotic visuals, vibrations, sacred geometry, fractals, entities and so on after i reached complete surrender. I guess this is what is called a breakthrough dose on the Nexus. Some say Abyss/Void ect.. Who know's but i feel this year will be an amazing year of light and discovery on a mass scale. Its only the beginning All is well

I had an LSD experience a few months back and it helped me remember and understand my deeper DMT experiences much clearer. I remembered moments i had forgotten and i was re-reminded that all is in your creative divine play and you are exactly where you are meant to be. You created this, enjoy it! I also think i have figured out how to absorb, embrace and remember more of an experience and its really simple. Instead of getting up and trying to write down and remember everything or tell anyone about how it was and what you experienced, Instead just lay there in deep meditation as it already puts you in that state and when you are coming back to reality you can continue your surrendering and lay there for as long as you wish. My experiences are usually 20-40minutes long but if i continue in meditation i can still reside in a semi-like state for another 30mins - 2hours+ and it just adds more to the experience and you are able to remember and process much more than usual since you are in a completely relaxed state. Its amazing how when you take off sometimes you start off with a racing heart and pre-flight jitters (as they say) but everytime you come back down, At least for me.. Your body is at its most relaxed, calm, euphoric state like you just got out of an extremely long meditation. This to me proves wherever i was, was a special place, the closest word to that state of existence for me is "Home" Beyond House, Beyond Nature, Beyond Spirit, Eternal Home where only Unconditional Infinite Love resides, Just a glimpse can change you forever. Namaste

I suggest those who are interested in DMT and 5-meo can find a lot of authentic experiences/reports, information ect.. on this site https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/ Not everyone can just sign up and post anything they want in the main sections of these forums which is great to avoid immature posts, trolls and inexperienced psychonauts. You have to pass a test with multiple questions which then current members review and decide whether you fit the requirements to post experiences and information or and questions in these forums. Most are N'N- DMT reports but there are a fair bit of 5-Meo reports and indeed some highly experienced users with 5-meo in the Nexus which can help us here. There is also so much information on Meditation and all the other stuff we talk about and share here on Actualized so most here will enjoy some fantastic reads over there as well. Not sure if you can view them but here are some good ones i can share https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&t=66540 https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&m=738808#post738808 A 5-meo report https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&m=732384#post732384 Combining 5-meo with meditation https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&m=753723#post753723 https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/default.aspx?g=posts&m=712033#post712033 And you can find much more, I learned a lot and helped me a lot with my experiences. I hope this helps

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Anthony D'Onofrio describes his MDMA experiences for the upcoming documentary, MDMA The Movie. For more info please visit http://www.mdmathemovie.com

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Well said Leo even though our words still do no justice to the experience itself haha Psychedelics in general allow you to see how everything is connected to everything. While most psychedelics are more of a journey and a teaching, DMT is more a direct connection to source consciousness(if you will).

The word "better" does not exist.

Been reading this great book called: The Freedom of Choice by Tom J. Chalko Loving it, thought i should share 2 pages i just snapshot. "Whoever seeks - will find..."

I've had the same experience with dreams, psychedelic states and meditation. Every time i am in these states i literally feel my Pineal/Minds-Eye vibrating and sometimes see visions of sacred geometrical patterns and fractals in front of me. The more activated it is, the higher the vibration, the easier to tap into higher/deeper states of consciousness. When you are in these states or coming down, you are still more tapped into your energy body(if you will) than your physical body thus why these things can occur from time to time. Just like when you wake up from a dream and cant move, sometimes you wake before you have come back completely. Why these things happen, i have no idea but its just the beginning my friends. There's so much more interesting sensations we have forgotten about that will present themselves in time. At the end everything will be answered with simplicity. As Simplicity, is the Ultimate form of Sophistication.

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Well said^

Its fascinating how you can hold your breath much longer with no air in your lungs by using this technique. I sometimes use it to quickly get myself into a meditative state. Sometimes you see visions too, I'm guessing its natural DMT release within the brain like Wim Hof mention's somewhere. I feel there will be much more findings in the sacred breath and similar techniques in the near future. Yogi's have known many breathing techniques for thousands of years to reach altered states of consciousness and take full control. I feel this is only the beginning and Wim has just opened the door and witnessed the first layers.

More raw fruits/vegetables, more sunlight, more water, more oxygen should help

I can't think of a better time? Reboot yourself before going on about your day, you'll glide through it smoothly

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I've noticed my dreams are getting powerful too this year, I just had a false awakening loop, i woke up about 15 times dream within a dream yet was still in a dream lol. I find it strange how i have more vivid, lucid and strange dreams when i sleep for few hours mid-day or afternoon.

Indeed. You simply cannot imagine non-existence. Bro Jews are 4th dimensional ET's that ran outta energy to sustain their vessel at higher frequencies due to a long mis-calculated trip and crashed into our 3rd dimensional planet and were forced to adapt and grow to survive here so they took over with their intelligence. Those Ashkenazi's :D:D:D