Shin

Outlook 1 seems neurotic, wanting something fast, is never a good sign. Outlook 2 imply there is a purpose to life, which can't be proved, and most enlightened people just say there is no point to it, or that it is just there to be experienced. The ego can't be a foe, existence is impersonal, it has no enemy, since it is only one being. If you fight your ego, it is the ego that is mad about itself, which reinforce it.

The Alchemist - Paulo Coelho The War Of Art - Steven Pressfield The Top 5 Regrets Of The Dying - Bronnie Ware Influence: The Psychology of Persuasion - Robert Cialdini

Don't let your mind rationalize anything, you have 3 seconds top until your ego finds a good excuse, and you will believe it, everytime.

You know what you don't want, it's already a lot

It feels like a downward spiral because you are too attached to your sense of false-self, that you think is you. Once you've clearly see past this illusion, this downward spiral turns into a shining light. This light will call you, again and again, until you finally comply. Only then you will know who you really are.

Leonard Jackson No fucking clue Bryant Mcgill Mother Theresa Ouspensky

If it isn't a priority, why do you want to know ?

Deepak Chopra

Yep, And don't forget to bury the corpse and to wash your penis.

The world you speak of is already a part of you, you are just blind to it. At least you know you're blind, most people will suffer all their lives without a damn clue.

You just realized that you have to kill the thing you think you are, of course you wish you never knew.

If you really don't want to bullshit yourself, meditate 1 hour in the morning and 1 hour after work.

What are you waiting for ? Why ?

As long as you don't realize your true nature, you're narcissistic ^^

Do it now.

You are your own child

30 fucking days till spring, oh boyz, this year gonna be the year ! Guess I'll have to move to a warm country at some point, I do need my outdoor meditation sessions :3

There is no death if nothing exist, and there is no death if you live as everything.

I would meditate and comtemplate in a plain/forest for all of my free time. Already what I planned to do as soon as spring comes though ^^

It's also bothering them, they don't want you to change, classic group homeostasis at play.

A lot of people only do all of that in order to mask their hidden sadness, the void they don't want to face, not because it is natural to them.

You're very far away from the path if someone you can't even see, pisses you off. The fact that she pisses you off is a good thing, you should see that as a warning sign that your ego is very active at the moment.

You'll drop your anger soon enough if you continue to practice, and this will be the best thing that ever happened to you.

Happiness is when you can stay all day in the forest just watching nature and being happy by just doing that, without a single thought. Sex is weird though.

Just like any male. Sounds like you have issues with women.