Shin

Yes yes !!! Sounds good !!! For tomorrow I have 28 alarm set up from 8 to 23. Please wake me up daddy ?

Well you become more aggressive, but you need to handle that excess of energy in a healthy way, and get used to it. You probably should stop drinking until that is done.

How do you know if she just see and use you for emotional support ? To give some backstory, I met her 2 weeks ago and we fucked for the entire first week. She was just out of a relationship and needed to forget about him a bit, and I was glad to help. I cutted the sex part 2 weeks ago though, when I saw that she truly moved on, I didn t want to get too attached and risk being hurt (main reason, not gonna lie). I also did that because she was too attracted sexually, even emotionally to some degree, like she really couldn t help herself. I was concerned she develops some serious feelings that would make her difficult to enter a phase of true alone-non-attached-growth (you know what I mean). Now we can talk about everything, even our hook up story, but I gotta admit that at first it felt weird. I sensed some jealousy on my part, but I told her right away, also to not change her behavior towards me because I actually want to feel that fully to transcend it. It doesn't make sense anyway, because I want to see her happy, and I plan to get an another girl for myself, so, that would have been super hypocritical on my part. ?

For a while it can. But you will try to reach alike people soon enough.

The desire is very weak because you think most people are too (or not enough) "fill the blank" ? Is it more like filling the desire is easy and quick, or is it more a general lack in interest ?

How different you feel now ?

It works

You are beautiful enough to me <3

Thank you, Something is making a lot more sense for me now.

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No you can't. You would become so aware of why you have those self esteem issues that they would dissolve in the short-mid term.

The mind distract you a lot Joseph ? So much that sometimes I'm wondering if you aren't making fun of us ?

Take example on me. You don't need awakening to be arrogant ! Just be arrogant !

30 but look like 23 with a full beard. LITERALLY FOR FUCK SAKE !!!!!! ???

That's not true I love you ! ?❤?

You will become whatever you focus your thoughts on. I you visualize yourself becoming better at attracting women for example, you will be more attractive because at some point your inconscious will be rewired through both thoughts and real life action. You will then start to act, think and having the presence of what you want to incarnate in this DREAM ???

Do all races of monkeys fuck all the time ? Or a minority ? Even then, you can still channel that sexual energy, and ejaculation through the spine is still supposed to feel way better than an regular one so ... ?

Get on day 15 several time and consciously unload yourself. You can't not see the difference in energy and won't want ro do it anymore, not even with girls ?

When you realize how full of shit you are:

Totally normal don't worry. It may be a hard pill to swallow, but you will disconnect with a lot of people. Until you awaken ?

We generally want to help people because we have internal issues to solve. Solving those first then seeing if the desire stays is the way to go ?

That's a serious question. Why can't you just awaken right now ? What's stopping you ? Do you think more meditation is necessary ? Do you think you need to clear your mind more ? Do you think you need to activate a specific chakra ? Do you think it's necessary to self inquire for months ? Is it because your teacher told you only a saint can do it, that it is reserved to an elite ? Is it because you think you need to fix "X" problem first ? Is it because you need that right insight from a specific books ? BULLSHIT, ALL OF IT !!!!!!!!!! The only thing you need is to stop seeing that thing you call reality, REAL ! Just stop it. Start looking at it the same way as a dream ! It's not because it seems more constant that it is more real, remember dreams that lasted FOR YEARS ???!!! It's not because it seems realistic that it is more real, because every dream you ever had seemed LOGICAL AS FUCK when you were in it … It's not because it seems you are a real person that it is more real, YOU DREAM ABOUT BEING AN INDIVIDUAL ALMOST ALL THE TIME !!!!!!!!!!

It's true but still, There is no comparason between being addicted to music or actualized.org than pmo/alcohol for example. In the first case you will at worst waste some time, the second one you fuck up your health and energy level.

But it is. Unless you directly focus on awakening, you're doing mental masturbation, IF your goal is to awaken. If you comtemplate on something else, that's a total different story. Continuing to create posts to debate or trying to grasp god by thinking about it is 100% you doing mental masturbation to not self inquire for real. You know you don't need all that to awaken, that's precisely why you do it, it's a self defense mechanism, albeit more sophisticated and difficult to see, but it is nonetheless. If you don't get that, then you'll be lost for years or decades to come.