Shin

In one sit like in the picture without having the right to move at all. I will be honest and slap me for you if I don't

Well yeah for sure, for some people it's risky and not healthy at all, but as long as I don't see any drawback on my health I will continue to do this, just to see what would happen Tomorrow 1 hour is the goal, you can slap me if I don't

Seeking mystical experiences is the same thing as seeking the best porn video of the day, seeing the new blockbuster movie, a new relationship, or using recreational drugs. Still a craving, still an escape from yourself. Seek the real thing and dismiss everything else that looks like it untill you're 1000% sure that you realized the Truth.

But the more resistance you have to it, the harder it becomes to let go right ? So in a sense it makes the let go part comes "faster", because the physical pain doesn't let you continue if you don't.

And to start using a weelchair for the rest of your life

Today I realized I needed to know some things in the future. One is I want to be able to save someone in danger, so I'll need a first-aid certificate, or learning what the certificate teaches for free somewhere else. Linked to that, I want to know how to protect myself and other people, so I'm interested to learn Krav-Maga. I realized this when I saw someone falling down at the end of a classe in college, I had no idea what to do except calling the emergency assistance. If that would have happened somewhere where I couldn't use my phone that person would have been dead. This person could have died either way, depending on what kind of problem she had, but if I had first-aid skill, at least all the chance would have been on this person sides. Knowing how to protect people with Krav-Maga is about the same thing, just in different contexts. The dream I had this night was kind of interesting, because it touched a subject I rarely thought about. I had a boyfriend in this dream, and I was a male. In the same dream I had a girlfriend just before, and it was the same person. Not the same person in the same reality though, it was just the same person with a different gender in a different dream (within a dream ). I had no problem or shame at all with it, as well as when I woke up. Now I never have any romantic attraction to a guy, nor that I ever been sexuality attracted to them as well, but you never know It was so beautiful that I would 100% surrender to it if I ever have resistance to it in "real life". In the afternoon I had a class that teaches us various miscellaneous skills. This time it was about how to search for relevant scientific studies, and we get to watch this video … Even if you aren't friends, you can guess what it is about, it is SUPER funny I laughed my ass off for the entire video, so much that I cried We also did exercices on rationality and perceptions. It is amazing how much deception there is. I plan to study this on the side, there are books from David Kahnemann about it. I don't know which or if it's the best kind of books that you can buy about this though. What I did: 20 minutes of work out 50 minutes of meditation 5 minutes of affirmations of being honest 30 minutes of reading What I didn't: Self inquiry

You want to write a master thesis on non duality ? That's ballzy ?

Forget everything you think you know. You must become as clueless as a newborn.

Cross legged is SDS ? I thought SDS was about sitting on your legs, like this: And the larger the gap between the leg is, instead of them being connected like in this picture, the more pain you experience.

Yes the lust becomes natural attraction. You will not even think about sex at some point, You will just appreciate the energy women can give you just by being near you.

Doesnt sounds dicky, more like a extremely direct sentence to break the glass.

It's when you forget that the map is not the territory after having a mystical experience, or during one. That's the best case scenarios though ?

The only thing that matter is to have a posture in which you will not personally get sleepy. Everything else is dogmatic bs imo

I already have back and neck pain anyway, that's another reason to do sds, whatever meditation I do I will always have pain anyway ? I will see how far I can go SOON. I hope this weekend, let's die this weekend ?

If I lie down I will sleep 100%. That's one reason to do sds for me, not possible to fall asleep ?

I probably will try a lot more this week-end, just to see what could happen. Does the pain really gets worse after 30 minutes ? The legs doesn't just feels more and more numb ? I say probably because I never know what I will do or not these days, total blank of future, except for things I really have to do (like to study for example, because I know the deadline for an exam). I start to really penetrate what I read in The Power of Now 2 years ago, when there is no past and future at all, feels like I'm on tranquilizer all the time lol

I find it hard to focus on something else than the pain, even though I don't really see it as pain at some point, more like you say just as an appearance. In a really weird way, you still know it's pain and you still experience the same perception, but in the other hand it's not painful because the sense of identification is lessened quite a lot (for me). I never did more than 30 minutes for now though, I'm still a baby

So many people are fucked ????

The first few time we blame ourselves because we're neurotics af, it's so funny in retrospect ? I don't blame or think it should be otherwise, I was just interested to see that you can be as energetic directly, I guess it depends how fast your body finish to reproduce sperm. Ahah yeah the trap is to say it's ok to fap if you had a wet dream, but with experience you know you will be even more tired so there is no point ?

If you're just starting, meditation. If it's already been some years, then both, otherwise the chance of making real progress is very low.

This is true. I think he warned once or maybe twice. He probably put the warning in the description of the video, but that's not enough in my opinion.