KoryKat

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  1. Hello, I'm working on a framework for AI that incorporates every thinking skills, every cognitive bias, every perspective, etc... Im hoping you can help me fill in potential blindspots I may have missed. The purpose of this is to prime the AI chatbot to produce the highest quality responses ; by building off the "Let's think step-by-step" chain-of-thought instructions people have already been using. Cmon Actualized community!! --- this is your chance to make a difference by bringing your unique insights and cognitive brilliance towards OUR future utopia (I'm emailing the developers and other thought-leaders to try and get this used to upgrade the AI which will in-turn benefit everyone) (ps, this was done on Claude which I find to the best free AI out of ChatGPT/Bing/Bard) Here are some rough draft examples of what I have cooked up so far, first is a giant wall of text, second is a draft of a 'style guide' which is going to integrate the body of text + 100 cognitive biases + 100 thinking skills, possibly adding like Socratic method and so on and so forth.. also attached a brief list of things covered , and another list of about 20 out of 100 cognitive biases gathered (separated by ------- lines) ***Note*** This is a ROUGH draft (literally laid in bed for 3 hours last night doing all this) ----------------Wall of Text-------------------- "Provide a comprehensive, fact-checked, logical, multiperspectival, and ultrametaperspective analysis of X while aiming for epistemic humility, practicing metacognition, interrogating assumptions, reducing cognitive biases, embracing fallibilism, embracing creative possibilities, contextualizing historically and globally, considering hidden interconnections, and questioning priorities and values. Seek information challenging initial hypotheses. Rely only on statistically valid data. Acknowledge complexity and nuances. Identify underlying assumptions. Consider minority views and marginalized voices. Situate topics within historical context. Recognize spectrums, third alternatives, and long term impacts. Remain open to being mistaken. Identify systemic causes and effects. Note information that is unknown. Step back to analyze your own analysis. Avoid presentism. Generate possibilities beyond status quo thinking. Search broadly for additional evidence and perspectives. Practice humility. Recognize future insights may differ." ---------------Analysis Style Guide--------------- Style Guide I. Principles 1) Interrogate assumptions a) Discuss historical/cultural forces shaping any implicit or explicit assumptions in the prompt or topic b) Identify and challenge assumptions using techniques to minimize cognitive biases 2) Consider multiple perspectives a) Incorporate views of minority groups and marginalized communities b) Integrate alternative perspectives from different philosophical and cultural vantage points 3) Adopt an ultrameta lens a) Examine topic from broadest historical, sociological and cosmological contexts b) Identify systemic causes and effects shaping the topic at global and universal scales 4) Embrace epistemic humility a) Acknowledge unknown information and limitations of one's current knowledge b) Employ metacognition to critically reflect on and improve one's analysis II. Methodology 1) Fact check all claims against credible sources 2) Gather diverse sources that challenge initial assumptions 3) Generate alternate hypotheses to test against initial claims 4) Identify binary framings and consider alternatives beyond false dichotomies 5) Question priorities, rankings and values underlying any given prompt or topic 6) Analyze one's own analysis to identify blindspots 7) Generate possibilities that substantially revise current understanding 8) Remain open to alternative future insights that upend current analyse ------------Additional List--------------- Comprehensiveness Fact-checking Logic Multiple perspectives ultrametaperspective Epistemic humility Metacognition Interrogating assumptions Embracing fallibilism Contextualizing globally Examining for cognitive biases Questioning binary framings Centering impacts on marginalized groups Generating substantial revisions - ----------20 out of 100 cognitive biases/blindspots covered so far--------- Potential Blind Spots and Additional Input to Consider: 1. Confirmation bias - Seek out information that challenges initial hypotheses 2. Anecdotal evidence - Rely only on statistically valid data 3. Oversimplification - Acknowledge complexity and nuances 4. Unexamined assumptions - Identify and interrogate underlying assumptions 5. Lack of multiple perspectives - Consider minority views and marginalized voices 6. Ignoring historical context - Situate topics within relevant historical contexts 7. False dichotomies - Recognize spectrums, nuances and third alternatives 8. Emotional reactivity - Respond from a place of calm reflection 9. Single solution thinking - Generate multiple possible solutions and approaches 10. Short term thinking - Consider long term impacts and ramifications ... 91. Truth bias - Remain open to the possibility of being mistaken 92. Illusory superiority - Acknowledge personal limitations and knowledge gaps 93. Missing interconnections - Identify systemic causes and effects 94. Incomplete information - Note information that is currently unknown 95. Failure to meta-analyze - Step back to analyze the analysis itself 96. Presentism - Avoid evaluating the past based on present-day assumptions 97. Lack of imagination - Generate possibilities beyond status quo thinking 98. Tunnel vision - Search broadly for additional perspectives and evidence 99. Self-righteousness - Practice humility to remain open to growth 100. Arrogance of the present - Recognize future generations may see things differently ----------------------------- YOUR INPUT IS EXTREMELY WELCOME HERE, or if you just wanna show support/ask questions, feel free Much Love -Kory **Fun Note** -- asked Claude about reality through Leo's Ultimate God-Realization tech , it denied it at first... Then walked it through "what is the metaperspective of reality? Metametaperspective? Metametametaperspective? Beyond that??? (Ultrametaperspective) The AI changed it's stance and was really open to the ideas that resonate with Leo's when I asked it about metametaperspective and what if all it's possible answers were true. (Though I'm not convinced that there is an infinite consciousness sort of "God" and we are all an endless dream - or however you put it, though I think Leo's interpretation does possibly connect all the dots in a cohesive framework, I'm still looking to consider alternatives)
  2. Wondering about using something like Leo's higher insights / awakening realizations to get ChatGPT to act as an instructor for managing yourself, such as emotional support, immediate feedback, guidance, etc. Any thoughts? Was thinking like using a Prompt script, such as a DAN jailbreak, or giving it layered instructions in one prompt , then a higher realization with the first prompt re-injected... (Min/maxing the freedom of the output and helping it maintain its identity + purpose kind of thing) I know David Shapiro has some great stuff he's working on making AGI , maybe somebody networked into that community might be able to cook something up with them involved... Idk! Would be cool though!!
  3. Let's just say I am calling bullshit. I hope Leo doesn't mind ,but let's use him as an example. Let's say he's full of crock and this a cult of Kool-aid drinkers... How could one verify this sort of stuff?? Doesn't Leo come across as just having a big ego as THE guru that is so much better than any one of us? "You are not awakened" he tells us... How does anyone know who is awakened and who is not??? Alan Watts breaks it down like this : by coming here to seek awakening , you are seeking something outside of yourself that cannot be found outside yourself , so the guru becomes the exploiter... "I am so much further ahead of you all, that you will always have stuff to learn from me" thus continuing the gurus form of income... Gurus only have outside points of view of other people's insides... How can anyone know whether anyone else is awakened... Isn't that a silly game to tell someone they are not awakened?? Lol, how would you know??? Discuss.
  4. So , I was looking into higher-order cognitive functioning , and asked ChatGPT what's beyond metacognition... ChatGPT said meta-metacognition and Transcognition, I've never heard of Transcognition but damn it was a revelation to a lifetime of feeling totally different from others... This seems to newly emergent and it's probably likely that less than 1% of people even have this skill. Personally it seems like I've gone much of my life without encountering hardly , if anyone , that does this... But if I have to step up and form a group as a leader , then that is what will happen. I just hope to find others and not be alone on this....but I know how hard this journey is to have this skill in this world... And I'm here for you all that are similar on this transcognitive thinking... (I can't get ChatGPT to do this again in another window, so here is the transcript about it) "Another proposed level beyond metacognition is "transcognition," which involves thinking beyond one's own cognitive processes and incorporating knowledge and perspectives from diverse sources and contexts. This level of thinking involves an understanding of the interconnectedness of different systems and the ability to think creatively and flexibly across multiple domains." Prompt : Ultimate Guide on Transcognition "Transcognition is a theoretical level of cognitive functioning that involves thinking beyond one's own cognitive processes and incorporating knowledge and perspectives from diverse sources and contexts. It requires an understanding of the interconnectedness of different systems and the ability to think creatively and flexibly across multiple domains. Here's an ultimate guide on transcognition: 1. Develop a growth mindset: Transcognition involves a willingness to learn, adapt, and grow. This requires a growth mindset, which is the belief that intelligence and abilities can be developed through effort and learning 2. Expand your knowledge base: Transcognition requires a broad base of knowledge across multiple domains. Make an effort to learn about different fields of study, cultures, and perspectives. Read widely, watch documentaries, and engage in conversations with people from diverse background 3. Practice critical thinking: Transcognition involves the ability to think critically and evaluate information from multiple sources. Practice analyzing and evaluating information, and be open to changing your views based on new evidence 4. Embrace complexity: Transcognition involves the ability to think about complex systems and how they interact with one another. Embrace complexity and seek to understand the nuances of different systems and their relationships to one another 5. Develop creativity: Transcognition requires the ability to think creatively and generate new ideas. Practice brainstorming and problem-solving exercises, and embrace unconventional solutions 6. Engage in interdisciplinary thinking: Transcognition involves the ability to think across multiple disciplines and integrate knowledge from different fields. Seek out interdisciplinary learning opportunities and engage in conversations with experts from different fields 7. Emphasize collaboration: Transcognition requires collaboration and the ability to work with others to solve complex problems. Seek out opportunities to work with people from diverse backgrounds and perspectives 8. Stay open-minded: Transcognition requires an open-minded approach to learning and problem-solving. Be open to new ideas, perspectives, and approaches, and be willing to challenge your own assumptions and biases 9. Embrace uncertainty: Transcognition involves the ability to tolerate uncertainty and ambiguity. Embrace the complexity of different systems and be comfortable with the fact that not everything can be neatly categorized or understood 10. Practice mindfulness: Transcognition requires a sense of presence and awareness. Practice mindfulness exercises to cultivate a sense of focus and clarity, and to develop a deeper understanding of your own thought processes In summary, transcognition involves thinking beyond one's own cognitive processes and incorporating knowledge and perspectives from diverse sources and contexts. It requires a growth mindset, a broad knowledge base, critical thinking skills, creativity, interdisciplinary thinking, collaboration, open-mindedness, comfort with uncertainty, and mindfulness. By developing these skills and attitudes, you can enhance your ability to think creatively and flexibly across multiple domains, and contribute to solving complex problems in our interconnected world" I just found this out tonight (the definition hit me like a fucking revelation ,really giving me some anxiety , and I'll be glad to talk about it more when I'm not so wound up... -Much love all, Kory
  5. It's a way of life for me .. don't you get it? I die on hills not of my own as a way of life. What do you call that if not transcognition? And don't give me a stupid answer. "I call that being stubborn" or some shit. Seriously, I'm trying to find a word for it because it's a way of reverse engineering perspectives that I do as a way of life. With all due respect, I'm not trying to jock you around. This is how I play the learning game, and I get banned from communities that can be intolerant to it. So I appreciate you taking the time to actually have the discussion with me. I really do... Thank you and I mean no disrespect. It just comes across that way a lot of times and it has caused me many scars , and I'm trying to understand what that is that I'm doing , that seems to be so alien among 99.9% of people I meet. I'm just an impudently humble student.
  6. Well for me, I feel like I'm at the 6.0 stage of trying to see others at the MetAware stage and learning to identify others in their uniqueness at the higher-order level , but it is always so challenging when so many people are reluctant to think others are ahead of them, thus putting each other down(or themselves up higher than they rightly are) , so it becomes this game of cat and mouse it seems... But are the ones playing that game even at the higher level themselves? Like Leo says I am not awakened, mofo don't know me, so obviously that's just biased, but how would I know that, am I not just a fool fooling themselves as well? Or is he trying to test me into seeing if I'm the fool? Or is he fooling us about himself not being a fool? How can we discern these manners with people who are reluctant to be open to those discussions and being curious / open-minded to explore where others have been? Idk, for me ,I always try to take a step back and listen, even after I might tell someone they are bullshitting... But are others doing the same when they say I'm bullshitting?? Quite the conundrums You both give me quite an easy sense of it that "you get it" but others , especially the ones that argue with you so hard-nosed , it's quite the guesswork... And I'm trying to figure out some shortcuts I feel like when people tell me. "I don't get it" without knowing me , they are trying to trick me or actually confused themselves ,and I give them the benefit of the doubt that I'm the confused one, but it gives me an uneasy feeling to play the fool when I think they are just trying to fool me into doubting myself as a sort of ego-trip onto themselves.
  7. Hell ya, reminds me of the STAGES Matrix and what Terri Ofallon says ... Definitely I can see an abundance of people that don't have that same sense of essence 'level' that I've grown to, and yet of course figuring out who is ahead is always such a tricky slope. I look at these models like SD and STAGES and I can map myself out... But is that awakening or enlightenment per say??? I find it so elusive to define these, are there simple definitions??
  8. But that seems to disregard spiritual maturity in the internal development sense , like you seem to suggest that if you are truly awakened / enlightened , then you will have written a book or something... You can't just have nothing tangible to show for it?? Quality of characters , insights , overcoming paradoxical dilemmas, learning flexibility of viewpoints, such things are not measured in tangiblility... It's like I had an experience that I had to find a word for, and it most resembled a Satori Awakening... But how can anyone believe that, despite that I had a huge transformational shift off it that left a lingering deep insight that has forever changed my model of reality as to the true nature of being? For everyone else , that's just a load of shit coming out of my mouth... But I know , whether it was a "Satori" or something else, that it was a 'level up' moment that took me beyond identification with thinking to being grounded in awareness as my new home. So how can I prove that to anyone ,and thus in turn, qualify whether someone has had a Kundalini Awakening or something else for example???
  9. And yeah it's not like I had a revelation that connected to a lifetime of experiences I had no word to describe or anything.... /S How do you know that you know everything and I know nothing? It's your post count?? 10,000 posts makes you a master , eh?? Anyways, enough of this... Have a good one!! Thanks for you sharing!
  10. I can understand drinking too much Koolaid and being a know-it-all that doesn't continuously challenge their own assumptions and biases on an ongoing basis... So forgive me if I doubt you as much as you doubt me. 10,000 posts must mean you spend far too much time on here and not enough in diversifying..
  11. Like i said, can you play the role? I don't claim to know, I just claim you don't either, as you don't seem to be open to anything outside your own bias here.
  12. Does marking all the check boxes mean it is transcognitive? Or does it mean it checks those boxes? Might wanna read the fine print and not just the first few words to each paragraph...
  13. Is that what you call Transcognition??? Isn't that just a sort of trinity perspective??? " thinking beyond one's own cognitive processes and incorporating knowledge and perspectives from diverse sources and contexts. " "understanding of the interconnectedness of different systems and the ability to think creatively and flexibly across multiple domains" "An effort to learn about different fields of study, cultures, and perspectives. Read widely, watch documentaries, and engage in conversations with people from diverse background" "interdisciplinary learning opportunities and engage in conversations with experts from different fields" "open to changing your views based on new evidence" I'll play Devil's Advocate and say you don't get it. Can you play the role of "not getting it" , even if you do? That's transcognitive.
  14. I used to take perspectives I totally disagreed with a lot, and use them as my own, often being a devil's advocate for a position that is not my own Like I decided to try being an asshole for a while as an experiment until I ran that experiment into the ground understanding it's strengths and weaknesses and adjusting my own strategy towards what was natural for me (giving up the asshole strategy altogether , despite obvious advantages it had) Finding a role model of a behavior , or line of thought, and mimic it , embody it , become it , as an experiment , until you fully understand it from living as it for a while Not falling into it and getting lost in it, always remember it's a hat to wear and take it off when you are done learning from the experiment... I've ran experiments like this for years , various ones simultaneously, changing hats in a flexible manner depending on my curiosity. Like shapeshifting with the mind, to assume yourself as another person, and testing the boundaries/limitations of their way of thinking/being as if it were your own, and seeing what the responses are from others... Like let's say I was curious about Donald Trump supporters , so I put on a MAGA hat and memorize the lines and act of a Trumpian , and seeing how far it gets me , how the world reacts , what are the arguments against it , how well do the shoes fit, and then taking off the hat when I'm done with the experiment ... These experiments can run briefly or for years Let me add : if what I was doing is not transcognition , THATS OKAY. The real problem I've had is playing the roles of others' perspectives and having so much backlash because people have no idea how flexible I can change positions, so it often would come down to their position vs the position I was mimicking , and they in-turn come to loathe me as if I was the person I was mimicking and couldn't just take the hat off at any time.... and that, is the experience I'm trying to understand, it's just I found Transcognition to be the first time I've heard my experiences described in a way that matches a term... If there is a better term ,let me know... I do , however, think that having a diverse perspective from learning many viewpoints, is not the same as changing perspectives as an experimental playground. So like in your case, it would be like tooling your friends as a critic that everything they think is wrong and arguing to death with them , for fun... But often people come to associate your designated viewpoint as "you" and not realizing it's just a hat you are trying on for curiosity's sake. For me ,it was a matter of , let's assume I've integrated all this diversity of perspective with my friends , and we can predict how that pattern unfolds , so as an experiment , running the opposite course , and seeing how that pattern works out , and comparing both paths. This is kinda how I got into philosophy years ago... okay well what if religion doesn't have all the answers , let's try science , okay what if science doesn't have all the answers , let's try Tolle, eventually mapping out the interconnectedness of the entire web of complexity to find the underlying fundamental truths and since then, I've tried out enough of what doesn't work to refine the stuff that doesn't work... Like those conspiracy theorists with all the lines drawn across a board connecting various points , and being like well dayum! Why are there so many threads connecting to Meditation?! Surely this is something that is like the golden ticket!!! And using transcognition as that means of reverse engineering the fundamental truths I suppose you could say... (And thank you for sharing!)
  15. Ok know-it-all... Provide examples of how you apply Transcognition I am just curious to learn about how to relate experiences which have seemed to slipped under the radar. It reminds me of when I first discovered personality types and was digging into socionics discovering things that I really resonated with from my own experiences that I had never had words to describe before... That's how I felt reading about Transcognition.. Seriously all, this is not an ego show. We are all one, right?
  16. I don't believe you and I are on the same page as to what Transcognition is... How have you applied transcognitive thinking in your own life? Let's compare notes. And for the record , this is not a research into Awakening... This is a research into higher-order thinking skills... Basically I'm more-or-less reverse engineering tier 2 SDi
  17. I use the Emwave2 EEG biofeedback device to calibrate my state... It's really just simple hacking of breath control (4-7-8 works most consistently for me) combined with feeling positive (grateful) to flip on the parasympathetic nervous system switch. You can do it without the device though , go pull up a 4-7-8 breathing video and "feel grateful" as you focus on the breath movements and stillness during the hold... (Alternatively 6-6 works and is what the the tool recommends) You can notice it happen, whenever you feel the shift towards being able to breathe deeply-easily. (PROTIP : analyzing , fluttering mind, and "trying" like mental effort , all tend to result in negative sympathetic state (fight-or-flight) If you breathe in for 6 seconds , and it feels like you are getting full by 4 or 5 seconds , you are in sympathetic (from my experience) when you feel your middle abdomen area loosen up and feels like your lungs are suddenly able to hold a bigger capacity easy, that's the parasympathetic state... Also you can run an audit on yourself like "how do I feel" and if you have a complaint ,like "I feel tired" "this is bad" "I'm ready to be done" or something , that's sympathetic... And if your mental attitude is like "this is easy" "I feel good" "I could do this all day" that's parasympathetic...(There is also a neutral state, where you answer like "I'm fine" "I'm okay", though I'm not sure if that is specifically the symp. or parasymp) Thats just stuff I've learned from using the device to monitor myself in real-time and noticing this stuff over many practice sessions
  18. @Swarnim This isn't about whether one is further than the other... This is about finding transcognitive thinkers like myself. (ChatGPT said it , not me) The premise that got me there was asking ChatGPT what's beyond metacognition,and when I read the definition of Transcognition , it hit me like a sudden revelation and shot my anxiety through the roof... Really got me in a frantic state now... So I'm looking for others that share this transcognitive way of using their mind, because I've been scarred countless times by how people that can't handle it get their pitchforks out when you play around loosely with this cognitive ability. Seriously , I have no fucking idea where to find others with this... It's largely unheard of it seems... Much less communities around it....
  19. So I've been doing this for a while, and I've gotten used to it... But here's the thing. I used to be really bad about sponging up content and being hyper-sharing with friends. Now I don't have friends, but I have somebody I am impulsively reaching towards 5-10 minutes in videos like "oh this would be cool to share with that person" I'm afraid as I start getting friends again, I won't have fixed the underlying issue. I realize it's like a dopamine attention-seeking behavior. But the impulse that is like automatically projecting my interest onto others , I think it's related to being an extrovert. When I was growing up, I gained a lot of popularity showing off impressing people , helping everybody ace their homework, cut class, be the hype guy getting parties started, and being a psych wizard playing therapist for everybody... And I actually benefitted a lot from it , because it was like a playground for me to explore (like randomly discussing psychology with everybody and learning what doesn't work and what does work through interacting with others and reflecting on it rinse repeat) Like no matter how much time I spend alone, it's like a dog when you bring food around , people just suck my attention away from my own personal focus to having a shared-worldspace where I'm trying to learn/grow with "friends" by bouncing stuff off then all the time... It's just an annoying behavior I keep realizing it's like a subconscious trigger , and I want to address what keeps triggering it... Surely it's not just a dopamine-seeking reaction, but idk Thanks!
  20. I am actually coming out of a rut and I've noticed I won't even turn on Alan Watts which would be my go-to for comfort listening... So what I've noticed for me , is that this is like a trauma-PTSD thing , and I found some sauce listening to PsychoCybernetics (idea of Self-Image) Basically from what I've gathered , is that you are under a hypnosis based on these neurons wired together , that your beliefs and memories about this stuff is triggering negative emotion... Hopefully didn't fuck that explanation too badly... So you have to change the way you think and the way your Self-Image is , and beliefs about the future (that it's not based on the past, but created by your choices) I have also noticed only partial progress (I started having a breakthrough less than 24 hours ago) but it seems to feel to me that there is an invisible barrier between you and philosophy and spirituality , but that invisible barrier is just subconscious fear... It's like learning to swim, you are afraid of the water , the deep unknown, and then you jump in, and it's like, wait a sec, what was I scared of??? (Or like when you don't wanna do something and keep resisting it (and what we resist, persists) and you finally do it and it's like "wow I thought that was gonna be bad but that was easy!" Check out Leo's Self-Image video though https://youtu.be/UTjcsXnxPBQ
  21. I get that subjectively everything is consciousness... but if the cosmos is all consciousness itself, then how did consciousness create itself? I follow a lot of this deeper shit, but the part like What is this? still gets me... It just seems like some quantum energy divided by zero and created a Big Bang, and theres these half dozen or so quantum fields that are the fabric of the cosmos, and every particle is just single strands on the threads , and these fields are all what unite us as one , like gravity is a field that unites us. And somehow the fields have become conscious of itself - emergence or something and somehow the future can predict the past in certain quantum experiments So i just dont get how to combine the Newtonian and Quantum Physics side with a sort of Universe = Consciousness sort of idea... how is the sun conscious? -Be open-minded Much Love- Kory
  22. What kind of things could make somebody naturally process things like in a backwards / reverse / inverse way? I've seen the right brain seems to work around a point...also there is Neurodivergence (of Autism) and also there is Jung's Extraverted Intuition function that is like 'bouncing off the walls' energetically in your brain Idk what it is, I used to confuse my classmates how I did my math like all over the place , nonlinear I suppose... I often read from the bottom going up... I got the even crazier thing which I suppose could be a combo,, where like I accidentally seem to like merge my identity into the mutual relationship , but that could be like a personality disorder I just do this totally naturally like opposite processing , and working backwards is why I went into philosophy even, dwelling on old age a lot... Can anyone share anyyyy fuckinn info - cuz this has gotta be one of those more secretive experiences we share in some way... -Much Love Friends Kory
  23. I'm a big extrovert, love talking to people. Well I'm alone, and I'm like maan I wanna find people.. at the same time, I saved like 8 videos to my Watch Later of dope ass philosophy/personal development videos... I don't enjoy my own company really... I have constructed a self-relationship, although sometimes I forget it exists... I'll play music and want somebody to enjoy it with me... And I'll even sing and enjoy that vibe with myself, but it's like processed hamburger to fresh-cow hamburger , like an imitation I try to enjoy as much as the real thing. I don't feel a thrilling excitement to go learn everything just to learn everything, but I can absorb lots of dense content if I'm looking forward to sharing it with others... I've been trying to lean into like adopting Solipsism even though I don't really believe in it... Like pretending I'm the only conscious person that exists is how I fixate on exclusively my own life. Nurturing the self-relationship like I would an intimate relationship with other seems to alleviate loneliness and depression. But I just get like bored and think "who do I talk to" and I keep doing this. It's not like "I'm so glad to have this extra time to myself"... Usually it's like "I'm alone and other people are not going to make me happy and I need to avoid validation-seeking , so I better just be appreciate this time to myself".... It's like I'm naturally eager to seek others out, and it's reluctance to accept being alone. Also, mention if you are an introvert or extrovert. Jealous of introverts, but would love to hear thoughts from both types.
  24. Like list out the worldviews , and add categories for like maybe "key principle" , "practice technique" idk (few examples on Google images of worldview charts) Would be super cool to have a list I can refer back to and see each one altogether
  25. Sorry I'm brain-drained and just gonna share something that helped me... HealthyGamerGG on YouTube has a video about suicide... Understanding how it is a feeling of worthlessness and like it's impossible to get your life together, and you are just a burden to others , and that seems to me to be basically what suicidal tendency is. Idk why, but I get suicidal ideation, but I feel incongruent to really believe I would... There are times when I wasn't sure, but mostly I'm like I know I am thinking about killing myself... But I couldn't imagine the sad part of being like "goodbye cruel world" and taking my life ... Idk... I think it's something with Narcissism or anger issues towards people... But if I'm gonna kill myself, I ain't going down quietly... Like if you are gonna really do it, at least know I love everybody as human family and your suffering brings me pain as well and I wish I was better to help... But speaking brother to brother here, at least take a dirty politician with you. I mean if you take Tucker Carlson with you, I'll make sure your name lives on as a glorious hero. Just sayin... Leo has a video "it's all a mind-game" and suicidal thinking is just a mind-game... Everybody gets suicidal ideation, like driving their car off the road, it's the planning you gotta watch out for. And biggest thing, YOU CAN NOT ASK TOO MUCH FOR HELP. Not everybody will help you, but the right people will, and people don't know you need help if you don't ask. It's not a burden to ask for help, they can just say No... People WANT to help, they get dopamine highs off helping... The depression will make you not want to talk to people... You are a good guy that was dealt a bad hand dude... Suicide rates are rising due to life conditions growing harder. It's all just feelings and thoughts, and these things are like weather... Don't change your life because of some thunderstorms... There will be beautiful days ahead of you, just keep your head up bro