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I don't like to judge my neediness like it's mine. Nothing is mine. I don't want to identify with it. A lot of I. But the thing is mind tries to rationalize everything. So rationalizing the neediness and making it 'yours' makes it manageable and so that you can resolve this with step A. B OR C. You see I'm tired of this approach. I prefer of just watching and observing and trying to not bother so much about that stuff. Because after all it's not yours so why stress about it? Also, taking a step back makes it easier and it prevents you from seeing it from black and white perspective. I want all of us to not judge our 'problem' to not identify with it (it's my problem my neediness I need to do something) f*ck that mentality! Who went far with this train of thoughts? It's so full of guilt. You don't have to agree with me. Anyhow. Thanks for bringing up the subject. Don't worry. Peace. ?

Cuuuute. She seems like Cara de Levigne Keep going Are you going to add color?

Today I did this She's one of my friends. She is cuter in reality. Ho-ho

Today I did a LOT of nail art and live streaming. But also did this

I love her. I've been loving her for so many years. ❤️

Τhats amazing and the biggest realizations are when we feel the pain. Your case was a break up. You see, these words are hiding experience. It shows. ??

@assx95 You mean that, if you do something or tell something that will make her reject you, you won't be at friend's zone. How's that so? By knowing that she rejects you, you will know that she doesn't like you as a bf. I know. You have nothing to lose. Only the fake friendship. Friend zoning is a way of a girl trying so hard to not break your heart. Usually it is because she has that good - person behavior, and a fear already in her of rejection (No one wants to deal with drama and unexpected behaviors) so it's a clear chicken-way to do what has to be done. But it's not how a girl should treat others, I think. It's not straightforward behavior. It's fear based. ? Best thing is to have the guts to say no.

Yes but it's not always the case. Some people are willing to hear what is bothering you and respect that and both of you find a common ground, but there are also people who don't appreciate you opening up being vulnerable, don't want, dont need you to open up. In general, they don't wanna deal with your emotions and thoughts or find it difficult. So it'd be great if we all are able to be accepted and willing to open up. Some people don't wanna do that. They are just so closed. They don't reveal their emotions. And then you move on.

@Aquarius hello Aquarius ♒ I'm a sagittarius ♐ how ya doing?? Haha I liked that you are opening up so much and talked about a lot of things openly. Would you like to message me anytime? For the sake of your post, I do feel low vibes and red flags everywhere. ?

I used to watch online live satsangs, they did help me a lot because other people were asking question I was about to ask or didn't even know how to put in words. Currently I'm not watching I've stopped watching. I enjoy my silence and less and less searching for truth, just being and enjoying what is. Which it actually the purpose of satsangs besides the searching.

First of all, I love you, because your nickname is everything to make my life happier ??????????? Okay. So. Yeah don't expect anything. Just live it experience it. Don't think about it. Knowing that is was a test you answered on purpose or it was coming right of you? Hahaha that look. Okay. It's okay don't judge yourself about it. You'll eventually come out of your shell. Don't stress about it. The less you think about it the more chances you have to do something. That could be the case but that doesn't mean it's that only. Could be other cases as well. For example her presence is stressing you out. It has to do with your own self it doesn't mean it's trauma related. Maybe low self esteem (so common) or anxiety disorder, can be anything related to your sexual performance. But don't think about it. Go for it and see what happens. Remember that her look is not gonna kill you in any way. She is playing her sexy flirting game and that's her part to show you what she wants. It is was it is. Accept this eye look and go on trying to not think about your past and your traumas. Be your own hero let go of the past. What's in the past stays in the past. Even if you go to a therapist and discuss all about that, in time he/she is going to push you into a move. So do it now. You never know. Time flies as well.

No, positive thinking is the weapon by which you're winning the mind-game called life. It's so necessary

Congratulations!!! For your hard work and rest well until the next journey. Do you want to share a link? You are so talented and you don't find a meaning through all. What about stopping that kind of thought-train and start showing your talent to the world? Express yourself. If you think about it and try try to give it a meaning, it won't happen. It's a distraction. Thought thought thought, zero action. Yeah these tasks are probably relaxing your mind for a bit, but you know these wont add up to something. Zero plus zero equals zero. It's okay. You don't have to have a purpose. Just do what you like doing. Draw, play th piano. Doesn't have to have a meaning. Don't you see... Do what you like first, other people come second.

@Psyche_92 you probably got disappointed because of the injury. But dont let it stop you. This was an awesome routine. Start again but go slower with everything you do. You will eventually gain motivation again.

Idc

After all this hard work you've done on yourself, you say this. You are so delusional. What kind of girl these days is fantasizing about this? Have you met a girl in your life? Noone thinks like that.

God, I missed you I didn't get any message and I may know why. I'm glad you are here ❤️ Messaging you right now.......

Girl it's been an eternity and a half. My go to are: GP Walsh, Eckhart Tolle, Matt Kahn, Rupert Spira, Jeff Foster, Lisa Cairns, Mooji, Although only the 3 of them on top of the list I am most likely to watch /listen.

What a perfect subject. Thank you

@orpheos you don't have to do it if you are not ready. Nobody is going to tell you how bad you are because they don't have the right to do so. Stop seeing him, he seems to be an abusive man who likes to take you down. No one has the right to treat you as he did. Some people are just toxic and no matter how hard it is you just have to get rid of them. You will find a ton of boys that will treat you better than this. It's just the start, you'll gain experience and feel so much better after meeting the next guy, and the next one etc etc

@Espaim texting it's like approaching face to face but a tad colder. Imo do it when there's no other choice. What you've done, letting yourself explore the world outside and leaving the phone behind, is a big step to change the humanity. People need more time together, face to face conversation, the real deal. If you can do that properly, no need to worry about the digital, it comes second. The goal I suppose is to have the skills to deeply communicate, express yourself, watch and feel everything,... The screen lacks of that opportunity. Focus on the real stuff. And consider that when you do that, people tend to get that as the truth, they're basing their opinions more on the real stuff than online.(well, there are also exceptions, once I unfriended a contact from an old account, when I saw them in person they were so butt-hurt they didn't return a 'hi'. Lol)

@bmcnicho you never 'match' with a person that you don't share interests together. It's no doubt that you have those qualities in common. So that's no random. Accepting her situation and helping her would be a great deal for your relationship but if you are not capable/ready of doing it right now, just leave her soon.

Short cut to all of this is self love /acceptance. This doesn't have to do with other people. Once this is done, all behaviors are eliminated or diminished.

BRO! YOU NEED TO STOP. why? Cause this feeling is gonna kill you sooner or later. Dependency on another person, can not only kill your relationship (that's the least it can do-and if it does it will be for the good) but decides for you whether you'll be happy or not. Also, it's an illusion! You don't need anyone in that way. Give her time and space and whenever you're feeling like this again, that you NEED her, stop and observe yourself, your feelings, your thoughts, and do not invite anyone to be with you at that time. It's an alone time in which you do search for your deeper inner self and there's no one's business in that. This behavior is not healthy although it's normal. Many people have experienced it at least once in their lives. Cope with it, search neediness, feelings of not being enough, watch ECKHART TOLLE. I love this guy. You need to figure yourself out. Asap. The sooner you do the better quality your life will have and the happier you'll be. Plus more healthy relationships. Best wishes. ❤️(you're not alone in this)

Oh girl. Tough times right? ...... Girl you need to find out what you really want from him. Don't play with his feelings or experimenting with your feelings on him. Figure that stuff out before action. Anyways, I'm not judging you or your acts, but having sex a few times may have complicated things a bit more. Now being friends with someone is easier to transition because you have intimacy already and you can read his personality easier and faster. Just do something that shows your love more than friendly. Or tell to him directly. If you do have that familiar relationship anything is accepted. Q&A yes ofc it is possible and you're going to do it. More benefits than drawbacks. Hello friend, boyfriend wanna be. Lol I'm kidding. So depending of your level of familiarity choose the words that you know make him more happy and less stressed, say to him that you love him so much as a friend but things evolved in you and that you now considering getting deeper with him and having a relationship with him. Saying it probably is not the tricky part, the afterwards is. What ever his answer is just be cool with it. You don't wanna lose a close friend because that happened. Stay cool accept any desire that he has. Relationships are about respect and love anyway so a good friend is better than no friend.