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I remember you saying in a video : "Sometimes I would come back from a night out on the brink of tears" (paraphrasing). I remember thinking "come on if you cried just say it ! It's a normal part of the process if a guy is connected to his emotions and push himself with pick up.

Are you suggesting honest dating is impossible ? I am definitely not 100% honest in my dating, but I assume it's possible for the most conscious and awake people.

I think you need 50-60% of people having contracted the virus to get to herd immunity. Someone who gets vaccinated can still be contagious ? If no then if 50% of the population gets vaccinated, and 10+% actually got the virus, then we get to herd immunity no ?

Beyond genetics, it seems that people past lives have a big impact on their baseline level of consciousness. Many "spiritual genetic freaks" seem to have been yogis in past lives.

Hello everyone, After watching the following video, I started doing daily one of the Kriya explained in this video (starting 10 min 25 sec). This gives me a lot of energy, better focus and I love it, but I can feel that it has a major effect on my kundalini energy (which started waking up these last few months). I am not at ease with that. Can someone tell me if this specific Kriya can be dangerous or not recommended ? For now I have stopped doing it. Several people in the comment talk about the potential dangers of Kriya yoga practices without the guidance of a master. For instance this very detailed and interesting comment : "Let's start with one simple consideration: human organism is the most complex machine on earth, and we lack the instructions manual, so to speak. Let's use a metaphor here: this is an extremely sophisticated computer with enormous potential. Yoga is literally the programming language, low-level powerful coding to make the machine go beyond its superficial capabilities. It's like hacking, if you like - Yogis are hackers. Now, if you don't know what you're doing, and you're just putting together a lot of different chunks of code lines, chances are that your machine is going to crash. You can actually burn down a whole motherboard just writing the right kind of code. So, Kriyas are exactly that - "programs" you're using to re-program your "human machine". It takes an enlightened being - one who can actually see the nuts and bolts of the human machinery (on all levels - physical, pranic, causal, etc etc) to design a Kriya. This is why Kriyas are always teached in closed schools and programs, where there is maximum control over the delivery. The same process is repeated over and over again tens of times until everyone is sure he understands correctly the sequence and what is required. Other forms of transmissions are extremely dangerous, given the tendency of many people to be "creative" with things they don't know nothing about (see how different "yoga teachers" teach Surya Namaskar in thousands different "variants"). The very video here is made in such a way (not her fault) that 10 people will interpret the steps in 10 different ways. For example, Kriyas require VERY specific forms of breathing that need to be done in VERY specific ways (intervals, number sequences, chakra focus, sound activation, and so on). A video teaching a Kriya must be a LOT more specific than this. If that is not already enough, many Kriyas require Tantric processes to be properly "implanted", and the use of Yantras and energy forms is often required. So even if I teach you the exact sequence of - say - Shambavi Mahamudra, and you haven't been initiated properly, you will not be able to perform it in the way it's been designed for, and that will ultimately damage you (it will also damage me, but then we're going into very complex conversations about karmic structures). So, unless we're talking about extremely innocuous (and ineffective) kriyas, you shouldn't trust nobody to give you a kriya ever, unless he/she is a teacher in a structured lineage, a.k.a. Guru-Shishya tradition. Now - what happens if you do a kriya wrong? A lot of different things, from physical ailments to mental illness. It's not as simple as just "awakening the kundalini", although awakening the kundalini in a "body" that can't manage it can lead to death. It's about a lot of other things too: e.g. you do a Kriya that's designed for Bramacharys that focuses on empowering the Anahata chakra, and you're not strong in the other chakras, you will get mad for sure, as you will start seeing things that you can't handle. In India, where a lot of people are exposed to Yoga but some just learn it from books or friends because they don't want to enter a school, 15% of the patients of the NIMH are diagnosed with "wrong yoga practice". Summing up: look for a serious school, which means avoid any "teachers" who do not belong to a very specific and demonstrated Guru-Shishya tradition." I remember @Leo Gura advising to read a book about Kriya and starting to do the practices. So is that ill advised ?

I had not watch one of Teal Swan video for several years. She has grown a lot !!

Hello all, After watching this video, I did an LSD trip on a full moon day/evening and had major emotional releases. I am not sure how impactful the full moon was, but it seems to have contributed to the experience. Any of you can relate to this ? I am wondering if the full moon impact on emotional release is only subtle or more than that. Cheers

If it gets too bad, you can always take 10-15 pills of valerian. It will destroy any anxiety you feel without killing the trip. Use it as a last resort though, because you can learn a lot from a "bad trip".

I read the following description of sexual frustration by a guy with a very high sex drive on reddit. I assumed that it was similar for you. I always thought that a guy sex drive could be evaluated by the number of time he can cum in a day. I guess it's more nuanced than that. "Never-ending feeling of being horny. Talking from when I wake up, to when I go to bed, with the most intense times being right after I wake up and again before I fall asleep (being in a bed maybe?). It's a constant nagging sensation that just will not go away. Anything will make me horny. A look from a pretty girl, a bit of skin, really anything involving a nice-looking girl and I'm rock hard. It's subsided a bit as I move into my later-20s, but when I was younger I would get hard all the time over virtually nothing. A look, a laugh, a bra strap. Anything. It's a never-ending sensation of biological deprivation, a thirst you can't quench. And it can fuck with your head after a while. Now that I'm a bit older (not 18sh anymore) it's more a feeling of loneliness than sheer physical drive. But maybe that's the depression sinking in lol. I wouldn't say you're missing out on anything, for a long time my horniness would make me physically uncomfortable, and I would smoke a lot of weed to suppress those feelings. Everyone is different, I wish I didn't have such a high sex drive because it mostly lead to disappointment, years of sexual frustration and hook-ups/flings I now regret."

I remember my frustration with a relatively average libido when I was hopeless with women. I can't imagine how you must have felt haha Have you ever tried nofap and no sex for like a week ? I wonder what it would do to a guy like you.

You seem to have a very high libido that influences your worldview. I remember a youtube comment of yours saying that it is normal for teenagers to masturbate like 10 times a day lol.

Yes that is what I assumed. Very interesting video, thank you.

Hello all, I read of many people relating their experience of having a trip that feels like several lifetimes, or a thousand years, or eternity... After the trip, do you actually still feel like the experience lasted longer than the rest of your life? How do you integrate an experience like that ? Cheers

@WaveInTheOcean Yeah that was a beautiful post, very inspiring. Thank you

I imagine it helps taking life less seriously ?

Hello all, I had a "kundalini awakening" last week-end during a spiritual transmission. Since then I had 2 days when the energy woke up in me again. I was full of energy and my meditation sessions were incredibly strong, comparable to when I take a medium dose of LSD, but sober. The other days I felt pretty normal, though maybe more sensitive, feeling more. After 2-3 years of experimentation, I had developed a perfect protocol for me when taking LSD and I had incredible experiences every time. Now I feel like it would be too risky to take my usual dose, because if the energy wakes up in me again during the trip, that is just scary. I know this kundalini awakening has an amazing potential, but I feel sad that I may have lost another great tool. I plan to try a small dose of LSD but that's just not the same. Anyone else has some experience with this ?

Thank you for your answer. You have done KAP sessions ? I was planning to take a very small dose of LSD to be on the safe side, like 50ug. You don't think that it is a good idea ? I feel confident that I could manage whatever comes at that dose, and I can always take a big dose of valerian if it gets too strong. But yeah I don't plan to do a strong trip as long as I have any fear about it. Already I can sense that my grieving period did me some good. Helped me let go of my attachment to these experiences.

Yeah apparently you can have an orgasm during sessions haha. But trust me it works. There is a round after the session when everyone talks about his or her experience. Out of the 15-20 who participated, only one guy did not feel much, because he could not stop thinking. Everybody else had a positive or very positive experience. Following is a description of my experience: "My first session was amazing. I remember when the music started and Antollena began the transmissions on the others, I could feel the energy in the room and it was really impressive, it felt so powerful. When she came to me, I felt the energy coming into my body and I started crying right away. Then I spent the whole session crying, bawling, laughing and moving a lot. It's pretty fascinating when your body start moving by itself. There were moments when I wanted to scream and trying to do it discreetly :)" This is a great review of KAP if you want to learn more :

It would be long to explain (I will do a post about it at some point), but basically it is a mix of LSD, many different supplements/plants, cold showers, breathing techniques, binaural sounds and different meditation techniques. Plus eating something at just the right time if needed. Now that I started doing KAP sessions I will continue, see where this leads me.

I did a KAP (Kundalini awakening process) session. I did not feel yet a powerful sensation on my spine, so it's probably not like a spontaneous Kundalini awakening that someone can have. But it was really powerful when the energy woke up in me again, so for now a strong trip seems too risky. Strong psychedelic trips were by far the most beautiful experiences of my life, so I am grieving right now... https://www.venantwong.com

I don't talk to girl wearing masks in the street, but besides that the Covid situation makes no difference at this point. But the situation is much better than it was.

You guys can do street approach even now, as long as the girl is not wearing a mask. I am doing it pretty much every day in Paris.

5 HTP makes it 2 to 3 times stronger ? That seems a bit high of an estimation

@Username I have been using the following supplements in the second part of my LSD trips (after the peak) and had amazing purging experiences (felt like vomiting trauma) : Reishi, maitake, shiitake, L-theanine, Holy Basil, Griffonia (same as 5 HTP) I know the following supplements also raise consciousness and have mood enhancement properties, so they could mix well with LSD, if anyone wants to try (never did it). royal jelly, propolis, echinacea Cheers

Phenibut is very powerful but creates a crash 2 days after taking it, when you feel quite depressed (at least it did for me and my brother). Anyone who wants to mix that with LSD should be very cautious. Yeah for sure it's helpful ! For me I noticed that if I was too anxious in the come up I would not have an ego death, so it's why I started using anxiolytic plants. Now I feel incredible ecstasy every time I trip so I am keeping the same protocol for now. But yeah I agree people should not over-do it on quieting anxiety.