LiakosN

Mmmm, I do not really know. I don't know with words, but I can see it. I can not find 'me' inside the physical body. So I do not know. Well, again, I do not know.

Hello everybody, Today was my 2nd try of magic mushrooms. I made a cup of tea (2,4 grams of dried mushrooms) and I drunk it. I don't know for sure, but they might have lost some potency. Anyhow, the mushrooms kicked in after 90 minutes (it takes sooo long for me). I just wanted to alleviate some pain of my spine, because the first time after taking mushrooms the pain diminished about 70%. So, the first symptoms where that I was touching my face with my hand and it was so beautiful to touch my own face, I absolutely loved it. It was like a had sex with myself . Then I sat on a chair and my shoulder were moving. And then I realized I am not moving my shoulders. The body and mind that I believe I am is not moving the shoulders, but God does it! And I was speechless........... ... I asked God to treat me very gently and he did... Then the thoughts came: Leave me alone with God, I do not desire anything else! I, as the God, know everything! Then I asked from God to show me where 'he' resides: And the answer was from my head moving towards my chest. And I realized that God is on the heart level (not inside the heart) Then I asked what is God ? And I was shocked!!!! I said no way, it is too good to be true, it's impossible. My left hand made some letters ( I couldn't control it)..... The letters where (with a slow and very gentle motions) :G O D I S I 000000000 I .. And I realized that good is INFINITE. I was like WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW!! I asked why there is the Infinite, but I did not get an answer. I asked then: Is the body the God. And with my left hand I drew in the air a BIG NO!!! I closed my eyes and asked: Tell me on paper what is God!!! And I grabbed a pen and with my eyes closed 'I' wrote: God is 00. Then I was doing some stretches. BUT, I didn't do the stretches, the body was just doing them and I was enjoying them. It was amazing that the Intelligence of the body knew exactly for how long to stretch the body and how much tension to apply to the muscle. Then I asked why does God exist? The answers were not verbal, but I think I got the answers through the guidance of my body: 1) I closed my eyes and I was walking realizing that God is here to guide us! And I cried so much after realizing this! God knows exactly where to move if I surrender to 'him'. 2) I looked in the room and realized that God exist to admire it's own Creations! 3) I bent down with my knees like a thief does to surrender and I realized that God is here to make us surrender and keep as humble. 4) I asked God why 'he' exists and I was guided to look down my bed... I don't know what this means. 5) And last but not least, when I asked that question I was moving with my feet like I was walking in a rope.. So I realized God exists to keep as balanced. It was absolutely a journey towards with the Absolute and hopefully I will experience more of this. Thanks for reading!

@Leo Gura Leo, in your direct experience is there anything beyond Absolute Infinity ?

I don't ejaculate that often but I fap to the point I feel satisfied (e.g 20 or 40 minutes per day). I really feel like I had sex

Hello there, I just had an insight with regard to stress. The more you limit a space the more the pressure tends to increase in that space. We have stress (or anxiety) because we feel that we are limited entities. The more limited I feel the more anxiety I'll experience. The only way to escape our stressful lives is to realize the infinite dimension. But how can I limit a space? By putting objects inside that space. What kind of object do I put into myself? Well, mental objects: words. Words tend to limit the objects and therefore create boundaries. The more words you "dress" yourself with the more limited you feel and the more stressful you are. What do you think about this ? Let me know! Thanks!

Thank you! I'd definitely agree with your rationale. When you mention 'contraction' I thought the muscles in the body contracted. That's another clue that we suffer from stress. If we wanna move towards expansion then we also need to relax our bodies, don't you think ?

I had similar experiences to you with Golden Teachers: My belly is less tensed and my breath is deep and smooth. Did you notice any self-confidence arising ? Did you notice that you can look deeply in the eyes of women without any problem ? Also did mushrooms tell you what you need ? For example mushrooms told me that I need to be spontaneous in my life, so I contemplated what spontaneity is and I am still applying this lessons to date

@Emerald welcome back Emerald ?❤️

Hey, what's up my friends ? If, let's say, I talk with someone and suddenly this thought comes in my mind: he is is cold-hearted and rude at me". If I turn it around "I am cold-hearted and rude at him". And then suddenly I realize that this is true. Why does my mind projects ? Why I project my own thoughts on someone else? What kind of game is this? Thanks!

Just found a video of T. Swan about Projection. I don't know why, but some things she says does not make sense to me. Do you agree with what she says ?

I've started doing the daily exercises of Reichian Therapy and they are really very helpful. There is on exercises that you look yourself in the mirror and try to put a label on the attitude of the face. I.e confident - non confident, mature - immature, present in the moment - daydreaming etc. I've stuck and there are no attitudes coming up in my mind (I don't wanna use the same every day). Could you please suggest me some? Thanks!

@MiracleMan what do you mean 'verify'? I didn't get it.

@XYZ I mean you can do a lot of things regarding cuddling. To name a few (when you are lying on bed): you can rub your fingers in her hair or massage gently her scalp, you can massage her neck, slap gently her ass chicks. I did enjoy when i touch my chick with my girlfriends chick or touch my eye with her eye. It's very funny You can also kiss her chicks, you can cross your finger with her finger or rub your legs. You can even crack her finger joints (she might work up but she will like it ). Kiss her eye. Touch your lips to her eyelashes. Touch her bones (especially in the thorax and spine). Touch your noses. Stay very close face to face (with eyes opened or closed) and just breath in silence. Listen to her breath. Touch her nipples. Hug her! Smile! You can do a ton when it comes to cuddling! Good luck my friend

@Joseph Maynor 3 weeks ago I had that "aha" moment when I realized that no one will love me more than I can love myself =) .... So liberating!!!!!

They LOVE cuddling if you can do it the right way ??

@d0ornokey Did she punch you in the face?

Hey guys what's up? I want to ask is it effective to say affirmations when you are on the go (whenever you remember to say) ? Meaning, for example, when I am waiting on red light and say: I am calm, I am calm. Or is it more effective to find time throughout the day (let's say 5 to 10 minutes) to make affirmations like this. Thanks!

Great post man. I remember when i took shrooms I was crying and saying to my mom: Mom I love you so much! I just wanted to say I LOVE YOU!!!! How does your belly feel now after crying ? Does it feel less tensed ?

Hey, just watched the video about contemplation. I am facing the issue of stuttering, so I would like to know whether we can use the contemplation technique to fix this. Thanks!

@Zweistein Wow!!!! Never really thought about if stuttering is really my problem or their problem! Who is the one that is projecting the problem? Me or the others? Great reply, thanks!

Don't forget the age factor as well..

Remember to notice your breath throughout the day as often as you can. You can ask: Am I still breathing? Root yourself into the Present Moment!

@Nahm @Nahm I 'get high' every time I read your comments! Love you!!! Currently, I am using meditation with curiosity to discover how insane the mind is. I try to focus my attention on the belly while I let my breath flow in and out naturally. And whenever thoughts come it's just like watching a movie. I don't cling onto them. After my 30 minutes of meditation I open my eyes and concentrate on a thing while I am saying the mantra : Present with every cell of my body..

I am currently reading for the 3rd time the book and I it's just pure gold!! There are so many realizations for me!!! The pain body is actually an entity that leaves inside of us that has accumulated pain from the past and this pain is deeply rooted on the psyche. Every now and then it wakes up and needs more misery to feed on. It's a bit scary when you realize it for the first time. By the way I am feeling more alert and aware of my thoughts,feelings and sensations while I am reading the book.. I am guessing that Truth penetrates to some degrees into my psyche.