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I don't know what awareness is, but I can feel the acceptance of it. Everything what you are aware of is accepted by awareness, otherwise you wouldn't even be aware of it. Everything that you hate or judge is already accepted by awareness. Your entire present moment with every detail is already accepted by awareness. Your future and your past are just thoughts in your head, so if you are aware of them, then they are already accepted by awareness. Here is a mini-meditation: accept the present moment from your perspective, and then relax into the infinite acceptance of awareness. Note: Acceptance is not the same as a preference. Awareness is acceptance, but your body still has preferences. For example when you are hungry, awareness already accepted that you are hungry, but that does not mean that you can't go and eat something. When you respond to the hunger by eating, the fact that you are eating is already accepted by awareness. Acceptance doesn't freeze you, on the contrary, it enables you to flow with life without friction/resistance.

It has nothing to do with Mexico, but if you are "serious" about working with 5meo, consider reading the "Being Human". It will first challenge your belief system, then it will explain how to use the "medicine" to get energetically fully open.

If you are trying it for the first time, don't expect much from the substance. If you take a too low dose, it will be uncomfortable and you won't have a breakthrough. If you're like me, and you take a too high dose for the first time, you won't remember anything from the trip. I would say that you should buy some in Mexico to take it back with you, but that could be even riskier than ordering it online...

If you really want to challenge your belief system, read the "Being Human" by Martin W. Ball. It's far more challenging than the Ra Material. It is especially challenging if you are spiritually minded (like me).

Has anybody here experienced infinity while dreaming? If yes, how can you induce it? Today was my second time fully experiencing it while sleeping and this time I induced it consciously. In my dream I was looking at a fractal-energy image, there was a golden fractal-eagle in the bottom-right quarter of the image. The style was very similar to the style of Martin Ball's visionary art. A word appeared in my mind: "Infinity", and I breathed it in with a deep (and fast) inhale. And then almost immediately I experienced infinity. Do you know any other method how to induce this experience?

The vibratory complex of thought which you are expressing is not accurate for describing my experience. I didn't "recall" the experience in the dream, it was not a memory. I experienced it. I was not in the dream anymore when I experienced infinity. From the infinity experience I slowly came back to the waking state.

Some people teach how to lucid dream or astral travel. I thought maybe there could be a catalyst for the infinity experience as well...

@Principium Nexus you are right, it's beautiful to be aware of the infinite in the everyday perceptions. However I'm sure that you can be aware that you are ignoring tho topic we are talking about. You are talking about infinity in the calmness of acceptance of the present moment. However, we are talking about infinity in the ecstasy. In the infinity of the ecstasy there is no body, no thought, no emotion, just infinity. There is even no thought about "how beautiful it is". In other words, this is grownup talk here, come back after you have tried 5meo.

Like it's that easy... :)) Can you do it?

I link my trip report here, the infinity while dreaming was very similar.

I know, I had breakthroughs with 5meo, but I want to experience it even in my sleep, why not?

@Psychonaut, this is mind stuff. Next time before you go tripping, ask yourself: "Is there something more than this?". And try to ask this same question while you're coming back from the trip. You will crack up laughing! With a sober mind you just cannot comprehend how deep you go on that substance. Your philosophy is the ego's way of saying: "I am just poor little me, and there is a long-long way ahead of me before I become God (, fortunately!)"

He has a pretty good (and short) description of his enlightenment experience in the Power of Now. It was the first enlightenment experience I have ever read. Maybe that's when I've learned that I should not be scared of fear, because that can even enlighten me.

Maybe it's completely stupid what I'm saying, but... Hasn't Eckhart Tolle got enlightened in an anxiety attack? If you tried NN-DMT and you had a breakthrough that means that you were able to let go. Can't you let go in an anxiety attack? I would recommend 5-meo only if you are confident that you can let go in any situation.

You didn't answer the question. And you can increase your dose.

@Psychonaut, did you notice any distortions while tripping on 5meo? Did you perceive anything less then infinity?

It's not really "believing" when you've already experienced the One.

That's the same, but with more light and less color. You cannot experience complete emptiness because that's not an experience.

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I usually start my sleep with a motionless awareness meditation. I just lie on my bed while being effortlessly aware.

So this book is about an interview with an extraterrestrial race called Ra. Ra is a social memory complex, and they live the Law of One, which is an ideology, a way of thinking but it seems to be more than that. This book is a little hard to read, but if I understand it correctly the Law of One says that the only thing that exists is infinite love/light and what we see as individual objects or individual persons are just the distortions of this love/light, just like a prism distorts the white light into different colors. The Law of One is not just a religion for Ra, they actually think and speak this way. It's beautiful. It's like talking to someone who is coming back from a 5meo trip. That's why I love this book. I don't know if it's a true story or not, but it's really enjoyable for me.

@Psychonaut thank you for refreshing this thread so I could discover this book, I love it.

@John Flores What substance or what technique did you use?

When you meet God, you don't even have a head anymore. :))

If this dimension is an illusion, then every other dimension must be an illusion as well. But let's say that the illusion of this "reality" dimension is real, then we have to define what the word "real" means. I would define it as the following: everything is real that has a consequence in this reality. So for example the illusion of the dreams are not real, because the things that happen in the dream don't have consequences in this reality. Now let's look at the DMT experience. Does it have any physical effect? Does your DMT experience effect other people? Can you communicate with other people in your DMT state? If no, then I cannot call the DMT dimension real. And if it doesn't have any consequences on reality, then why does it even matter if the DMT dimension really exists, or if it is just in your head? After you have the infinity experience, you realize that state is the most satisfying state there is. You will feel sorry for your loved ones for being stuck here in a "ghost" form. (If there is something like that at all.)