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There is absolutely nothing to understand. Everything is made out of silence. And it's all love!

@Outer do the mushrooms, see if you like the direction they bring you. And when you're confident enough, try a smaller dose of 5meo, see if you like it. If you do, work your dose up, and you will see what "All is one" and "Infinity" means.

As I read it's almost impossible to vaporize HCl with a simple oil burner. You have to build a "machine" or buy a vaporizer and try with that. But I think HCl can be converted to freebase, you can try that as well. I don't know about the purity.

You are the breath of the Universe. The air is all the experiences. You are here to inhale (love) what comes and exhale (detach from) what goes. The ego is simply the resistance of this breathing. But the resistance is also part of the air (experiences) and it doesn't want to go anywhere, so all you have to do is to inhale it (love it).

@John Flores you can curse me as much as you want, this won't decrease the love that I feel for you. I love you, may you be blessed with love, safety, peace, abundance and happiness. You're a very good and powerful person. I respect your power. All I'm asking is this: what's the point of learning everything about angels, if we forget to love in the process?

@John Flores I appreciate your thoughts, I just prefer not to get involved into belief systems. Here Leo's detailed description of paradigms: https://www.actualized.org/articles/understanding-how-paradigms-work

How can an anxiety attack even happen when you have the courage to induce it? Once I had an anxiety attack, it was pure fear. My neck and shoulders tensed up and I couldn't do anything about it. So I just pulled the experience inside me and it transformed automatically to a 5meo-like state. The anxiety never came back which is a pity because I really enjoyed how it transformed. I think an anxiety attack cannot happen when you're not afraid of it. Fear and courage are incompatible.

I have the same issue on my phone. Just select some random text on your previous reply (by long tapping it), extend the selection to the whole reply including the tags and then tap on the "Cut" option on the top of the screen, it has a scissors icon.

1. Select some text when you type a post. 2. Expand the selection until all your tags are included. 3. Cut the text. Don't copy it, cut it. (Ctrl + x on Windows.) Tadaam. You're welcome.

Be a clean nostril of the Universe! This is the highest blessing I can give.

I always do, but they get offended... You mean butt cheek, right?

Don't just accept it or surrender to it. Pull it, hug it, love it, inhale it! When you pull resistance inside your heart it will melt into the light that you are and only love remains.

You don't have to explain it, I experience the same when I'm on weed. What is the VERY last thing that you remember right now? Meditate on this question. Concentrate on the gap between the very last thing and the present moment. You will go places...

You don't even have to go to the level of thoughts, all consciousness work can be done on the level of body and emotional pull/release. Your thoughts will adjust, as always.

What is the last thing that you remember right now?

Falling "asleep" in a sitting position while meditating is not the same as falling asleep while just, you know, sleeping. If you're sitting and meditating you don't really fall "asleep", you fall into emptiness, it has a completely different quality. I did it one time for one hour yesterday, so I'm a master of it now. :)) The important thing is to focus on your breath and let everything else go. Die to your breath.

If you want to go bad-ass, why don't you just meditate the whole night instead of sleeping? If you're tired in the morning then at least you know that your meditation didn't worth shit. :))

I just read about the potential effect of NN-DMT in large doses: Thanks for the photo @MsNobody!

@zikzak I understand what you're saying, I experience the same when I'm on 5meo. And you're right, nobody can prepare for this experience, every preparation is insignificant compared to Infinity. However, we're not preparing for Infinity, we're preparing to be able to enjoy it. If one lives their life in resistance, no wonder that they will resist on 5meo as well.

I think I haven't mentioned it before, but... It's kind of important... So before you go to the 5meo state it's VERY useful to have the realization and understanding that the space of awareness is infinitely larger than any experience. And YOU are that infinite space of awareness. Meditate on that. You are the infinite space of awareness and every experience (no matter how intense it is) loses significance compared to the infinite space that you are. Even Hell is insignificant compared to the space that is aware of it. Realize it. Victimhood is over because you cannot be victimized by any experience. You cannot be harmed by anything. Every experience is insignificant compared to you. You don't have to surrender to anything because the space of awareness is larger and it includes every experience. And when you know that you cannot be harmed by anything then you cannot be frightened. You're free to love anything because nothing can harm you. You can pull closer everything. You can pull Hell inside your heart and let it melt into the infinite light of the awareness that you are. I learned all this on the Trinfinity Academy and it was the perfect preparation for the 5meo experience.

That's right, that's why it's an absolutely perfect state of mind. That's where 5meo takes you.

Death doesn't only take away your future, it also takes away every memory of a past. Do you want to face death? Dare to forget everything, even the fact that you exist.

The question from a love centered viewpoint: Isn't it more effective to meditate when you have 10 more people around you to love them, not only yourself? The question from an energetic viewpoint: Isn't it more likely to get an energetic expansion when you have 10 more people around you so that you can raise their energy as well?

@Dan Arnautu I just learned the answer for your question a few days ago from a Matt Kahn video. It's a long ass video, but I made it start from the relevant part. However, I recommend watching the whole video, it's worth your time.

Does anybody know where can I check if 5meo is legal in Austria? I did a quick google search but I found nothing about the legal status in Austria.