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So you consider the positions in which you climax easily to be the ones you don't enjoy? Hmm. If you want to start to enjoy your masculine side you could explore it in different avenues in your life. Not only while playing instruments. See how it feels.

How do you know?

For being less in your head. I'd recommend Body scan meditation (like in this Actualized.org Video). Integrating Emotions and elevating your Emotional State. Focus on light thoughts, having fun. Lower your chin and feel deep into your body. Be present. Really feel into the other person while talking to them. LSD or mushrooms. Push through tension. Gradually increasing your comfort zone. Enjoy and feel the moment. Ask yourself "Can I just be?"

Why are you like this. Best way is to not think about having sex with other girls. Only your girlfriend. And when you walk outside never look at any other girl either. Your love is limited! Don't waste it on others, or there will be none left for your girlfriend! When you are seperated for a few weeks because she is on a business trip and you get sexual urges they are impure! Filthy human body with these filthy sexual needs. Stop it. Only impure minds have sexual thoughts outside of marriage. Also stop seing any female friends and never allow her to be with other men. Only one day per year she can go on an event with her coworkers. But make her wear a burkha. We don't want any jelousy to slip through the pure minds you both have.

You mean he is not conscious and doesn't think. Well, what is with your parents for example. Are they conscious and do they think?

What if you started thinking about reality the same way. What are dreams and reality fundamentally?

There is no way to get to God. God is here now. There is only now. You already know. You are God.

They are not a must but a good relationship can make things more clear. Basically the other person can act as a mirror for you. Some people are very attached to their worldviews/thoughts. They will stop discussing it, or even go to war for it. I wouldn't force a topic on anyone that isn't willing to explore his beliefs.

Don't ask and talk about past lovers with your partner, unless you really want to know. You can overcome your insecurities by mastering your Emotions. Try the Sedona Method. #2 It's true, when you are having a one night stand with someone, their fidelity is not your responsibility. They simply aren't loyal in their relationships. Neither before nor after you had sex. Now, going out of your way to have sex with people in commited relationships that would show you that you have some emotional mastery work to do. Ask yourself, what is your value system?

Sure it can be a distraction, like owning a yacht, a big house and having a great relationship and social life. Do they help you on your spiritual path? Probably not - but they can make your life much easier. Same is true for having a strong purpose times 10. You could also center your purpose around deepening your consciousness. If you are very strict about it, every thing is a distraction. Even this forum. But there are far worse. Drugs, sex, fame and money to name the big ones.

Find likeminded people, its not so hard. Look for yoga/meditation groups, vipassana groups, etc.

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Haha, it has been a long time ago then.

If your are in apathy everything will be harder; dating, social life and work. As you develop your emotional mastery these things will feel more effortless and fun. Being in apathy is not wrong but if you listen to your emotions you will find your way. I'd recommend you to start taking action as best as you can. And ask yourself why feel apathy. Because when you are in apathy you will drain people around you a lot of energy.

If you learn Emotional Mastery everything will be easy. What would you say you are feeling on a consistent basis if we follow this model? https://minimalistboy.com/sedona-method/

You are young, you have money. Life is good eh? Don't overthink this too much. Your time is more valuable than your money. Every month you have is easily worth 5k and ultimately invaluable. What do you plan with your time, think about what you want to do in life and use your money to get there faster.

You will be allright. Learning Emotional Awareness and Mastery will be one of the most fruitful endeavours in your life! Start by doing body scans. You can do it while meditating and then when it becomes easier also while doing everyday stuff. Welcome your emotions instead of pushing them away. Make room and invite them in.

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Interesting how the "like inequality" appears to be the same as the "wealth inequality" meassured by the Gini coefficient.

You are looking to get something for the "I" with Enlightenment. That is not how it works. Being happy is an emotion. If you want to be happy I'd highly suggest learning Emotional Mastery as a more practical and direct path to let your Emotional State rise.

I get what you mean. There is great value in mastering your emotions. And as Leo talks about in this video, to ground yourself in Truth.

Why not compete against your past self on who can be more conscious and loving?

See it this way, imagine someone with the biggest ego. Would he even compete with others? Or would he think about himself as too seperate to even consider competing with others? Competition can also be seen from a perspective of proving yourself to others. Many kids have that competitive nature, I wouldn't think about it too much.

Being competitive and having a big ego is not necessarily correlated.

Is your dog humping you? If yes it could mean they want sex with you or they want to assert dominance over you. Not sure not a dog.