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what is the exact meaning of looks can be deceiving? do you see a killer black widow? but isnt there beauty in a killer black widow? or am I deceiving myself? maybe I am wrong to place beauty in such a thing? but it was never my choice of placement to begin with. ~♠︎~ how does a muleta work? how does distraction work? How does an instinct work? How does a charge work? easy thing to bring to a halt? ~♡~ What is comfort? What is the trap & deception of comfort? what is control? What is the trap & deception of control? What is Sanity? what is the trap & deception of sanity? ~♠︎~ What does it mean to be an open book? One without a full story? Must it be completed through the guidance of conscious magic? What exactly is magic? Is magic a deception? Ive witnessed it in the woods but maybe im fucking crazy. Ive seen it out here too. Not just in the woods. Though the message comes through sometimes quite clearly there. So the question now is what is the message? What is this message we've been speaking of? Is the message a trap? Is the message further deceit? ~♤~ Let em play. Have your fun. It will lead you not astray. Or is this a deception? Is this false code to be running off of? Is this niave childlike attitude a good way to get killed? Perhaps this is much more treacherous than to be approached in such a manner. Maybe luck do be a real thing from time to time? Or is this a continuation of that circuit? ~♤~ I will say there are some pretty decent guidebooks along the way. The stick of secrecy? Or is this not a secret

A book of deception? Where the hell am I gonna find one of those? ;}

Is a muleta a threatening display to a bull?

What does active practice do?

How to be an active practitioner of consciousness work?

How does energy convey a message? how is energy expressed? What is energy as i am referring to it?

Again, how will this mess ever untangle?

Every thought both subtlely and not so laced with distraction, deception, and immodesty

What is a useful message? What makes a useful message in consciousness work? I mean at this point along my path I am committed. I am invested here. I have got to know whats going on.

What makes a useful book? What makes a useful tool? Can people be a useful tool? Can words be a useful tool? Can deception be a useful tool? Can a trick lead to Truth?

Little bit more subtle now? Or am I deceiving myself? Nope still bright as blaze orange

How does honesty work? Good or bad thing?

The crush remains the same With the added benefits of bobcats now too

How to avoid leaving oneself open to distraction & deception? Sheer force of will? Absolute focus & centeredness? Luck of the draw? Intentional guidance? Internal forces? External ones?

Humans require deception in the same way a mosquito requires a blood meal?