Paradoxed

Jesus couldn't prove it either. Some claimed he did miracles but who knows. And they killed him for his claims.

This can happen to you too. Don't be a Jesus denier

I tried to message you but it says I'm not allowed to send messages. Message me

The problem is he acts like he's the only one who has attained this level of consciousness. Leo has also claimed this, so I doubt Leo will ban him for it, unless Leo is a massive hypocrite.

I think Jesus was pointing to a state of consciousness we can all attain and a heaven inside ourselves. If you have attained this state, you have attained christ consciousness. Am I wrong? Many people have attained this state. I'm not denying you are there.

I was just teasing. It's an assumption you are making that anyone is seeking something from you

I don't think he needs to be banned, I find it quite entertaining. I don't think you should learn from someone who says they know everything. I have had notions of omniscience when I experienced heaven. Despite this notion I don't believe I know everything and proclaim myself as the second coming of Christ. God has also told me I need to go to Earth to spread his message. Despite this I am not larping as Jesus on an internet forum

this is a little on the nose but I love it <3

just because you have been on actualized.org longer than other people means nothing. sounds like you need more 5meo in your rectum

dude squirted 5meo into his bum and couldn't handle it just fyi so how enlightened could he really be

Fair. I was directing my comment at OP

You should play chess to be happy. It's what you like doing. You can even do it all the time, compete, and keep it as your identity. In this sense it is your purpose. Not everyone's purpose makes them a bunch of money. Why haven't you been able to turn chess into a career? Why do you need a career in chess? If you can make enough money at a job to fund your chess endeavors, why isn't that good enough? Don't ruin the thing you love by overemphasizing it as a career. I'm sure there is a job out there you can enjoy, something else, that allows for an awesome life of passion. I make music and release music but ultimately do it for myself and I don't care about being a famous or successful musician or doing it as a career. That actually sounds awful. I don't want to take what I'm passionate about and turn it into a rat race for money. I don't want my passion to be exploited. Play chess because it makes you happy, not to fuel your ego.

In other words, trust your body, not your anxiety thoughts. Stop looking for a voice to listen to and start doing what feels right.

I quit a pretty "good" career that paid well and most people wonder why I stopped because it was out of alignment with me. But you can't know what is out of alignment with you without having a deep understanding of your intuitive voice. You can't dismiss experiences you've never had, that's just irrational fear. So try new things and move towards fear. There is ultimately nothing to fear when it comes to stuff like that. There is probably an element of your ego which believes that overthinking and over worrying is helpful. Stop thinking and start experiencing things first, then see if they feel right by listening to your body. Even if you tried the job for example and didn't like it you could stop. This is like god vs satan

I would just do one tab to start out. I would not have a trip sitter, you don't need one. Shrooms are like talking to mother earth, imagine the sacred sound "Om"... LSD is a much longer experience, imagine like "zzzzzzz" type sound. Sense perception is heightened in a much different way than psilocybin. Shrooms have a much heavier body load. LSD feels great, like an intense cleanse of your system, with tons of energy, and much less nausea. Both can have a potential for ego-death. In my experience shrooms are much weirder and much more emotional. LSD is also a much longer experience, so I would drop early in the day around 9-10am and expect a 12 hour experience. I also have experienced quite an ego boost on LSD, feeling like I could do anything and am on top of the world. You can fuck for hours. I have much more confidence. On shrooms, I usually cannot function properly and want to meditate, and heal from trauma. I have experienced headaches from LSD after a long trip, so there is more of a comedown, but I have also experienced headaches on shrooms so its probably just me. The next day or two after LSD I have experienced almost like a dopamine hangover. It definitely does much more to your body than shrooms and takes more energy. You should walk outside in nature for sure. It's amazing and will be great just like shrooms. Just put one tab on your tongue, and next time try two if you didn't think it was enough. Messing around with a high dose of LSD for the first time ever could leave you royally fucked, paranoid, out of control thoughts, voices, etc. Miscellaneous notes: LSD and hallucinogens affect everyone differently, I am very experienced with both LSD and shrooms, and I don't even do over 250ugs. I have 250ug gel tabs that dissolve on your tongue and I'm convinced I would become psychotic if I do more than one tab. I typically cut these tabs into halves or even less. I don't need that much hallucinogens to reap the benefits, which also may be specific to me. I am sensitive to them. I have only done 250ugs one time (one gel tab). You can basically read other peoples minds, You are so construct aware and in tune with what is happening. You experience synesthesia, Colors are triggered by sounds. It's like you are vibrating at a different level. You are able to assess risks very well. You become a very good communicator. You access the god-head on both substances. But that is just me. You sweat very much on LSD. Your experience will shrooms will not inherently transfer over to LSD so be wise.

Don't do it Leo, Salvia is a bad time. There is serious time dilation which is confusing and it's very hard even for the most grounded individuals. I manifested as inanimate objects multiple times. Totally nonsensical mind-fuck. I didn't see any potential for insight unless you are just curious about the nature of it

Marianne Williamson is our savior

If I squirt enough 5meo into me bum I will be more conscious than you and your kriya yoga

Shrooms are weird. If you're worried do like 4-6 cubes which is probably like a gram. You can always do more later. But its not going to be less weird because its chocolate.

I didn't watch the video but I think my scapegoat would be my parents. There is always a part of me that is bitter about interpersonal situations, miscommunications, the odd resentment adults feel for their children, getting physical with me in a multitude of inappropriate ways, setting a bad example through extreme emotions like anger, not allowing me my solitude, overstepping boundaries, not being open-minded, teaching me the wrong way to live, etc. On paper they were good parents, middle class and cared about our well being but usually at the expense of actually understanding me or knowing me at all or even respecting me a lot of the time. As I got older and after my Mom's death I started to forgive my parents, realizing that they were both sleepwalking through life, distracting themselves, keeping themselves busy. They were following societies rules. I had reckless abandonment and questioned everything. I was resentful and depressed. Still to this day it is astounding the level of truth avoidance and distraction my father inflicts upon himself, like he's never going to die as long as he keeps himself busy. Any level of real or deep conversation is frowned upon and lost on him. I learned how unconscious my parents were and I could forgive them easily. I started seeing my parents as sad puppies that had no idea what the fuck they were doing, even to the point that I found it pathetic. I had to stop blaming them after that. When I was a young teen I blamed society, as I got older I blamed my parents. Now I take responsibility for my life. It's so important for people to take responsibility for their own lives and not develop a victim mindset, which I definitely did as a teenager and still occasionally find myself doing. When I'm going extra deep I take full responsibility for everything as God the creator (outer world being a reflection of inner world) but I think that conversation is for another day

Its easier for an individual to cope than to do the work to fix their situation. It's sort of how people find creative ways to avoid work at like a job or something. It would be easier to just do the job well and accept responsibility. People actually work harder at avoiding responsibility than they do at trying new approaches or attacking a problem from a different angle. We are all guilty of this to some degree but incels take their truth avoidance to the next level. It's actually insane

I have done low doses of 5meo, I can definitely see the healing potential at low doses despite what people say. It puts you in a meditative state, almost like pure sense perception and awareness. Everything is bright and you are high but you are still fully capable, while feeling detachment, which could be good or bad. But I never thought of it as recreational, I would never do it like at a party or something. Although I am fond of the euphoric feeling afterwards. But I ultimately stopped doing this because I don't know about side effects on your heart. 5meo scares me too much tbh

I'm sure you understand that increased desire will just increase your lack of fulfillment, you are only one person. If you are spreading yourself too thin you won't really be fulfilled in any of your pursuits. Personal development is only good if you are not holding yourself to ridiculous standards. When you start holding yourself to ridiculous standards you need to take a step back and just get back to your baseline. If you don't know what your baseline is than I would go lock yourself in a room and meditate until you figure it out. It's actually great to admit you want things but it's like walking a tightrope imo

Ass tits and feet, hell yeah dude

tab of acid