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1. My libido is way too high. 2. I often distract myself from emotional labor by watching porn.

I'm not sure if this adds to the discussion, but I had a personal moment involving porn and 5MeO-MALT just a short while ago.

Yeah, i also found it weird, but since she could post pictures after this trip and tell people how great the sex was and joke about running naked outside, that trip couldn't be so bad.

This is another post she made on Reddit four years ago. It appears she's doing quite well.

Why do I say 'thank you God' whenever I take 5-MeO-DMT? Is my ego attempting to rationalize the experience, or am I recognizing something beyond my current understanding? EDIT: this happenes only during the period when my ego is not there.

This would be great 👍

I speak Croatian, nobody would be able to understand it anyway. I created a GIF from a segment of the video. I prefer not to share more than this. I think my facial expression says enough.

This is exactly what I had in mind. Nonetheles, I was not aware of it, and I was very surprised to see on video after the trip that I am saying that.

I'm not sure I like it. It makes me sound kind of phony, like back in the days when I was identifying as a Christian.

Recently had my last amalgam filling removed and I've been experiencing some concerning symptoms like extreme weakness, focus issues, and unexplained fatigue, even with ample rest. It's unclear if these are directly tied to the amalgam removal. I'm looking into Chelation, inspired by Leo's video, to address these symptoms. Would love to hear from anyone with similar experiences or insights on navigating this uncertain phase. Your advice on chelation and detox would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

This is outstanding. Thanks!

My wife says the same thing, but I refuse to think that way. Just look at people like Mark Sisson.

I'm now 33 and really miss the energy levels I had in my twenties, even though I was eating pure garbage back then compared to what my diet and lifestyle looks like today. Will do!

I wonder how weed legalization will affect one of the most hard-working countries in the world @OBEler

Thank you for the guidance. I have several questions: 1. Is it safe to begin this process immediately following the removal of dental fillings? 2. I found all I need here : https://www.livingsupplements.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=6_8&products_id=189 and wonder if it's a reliable source for what I need, considering I am in Germany. 3. I discovered a company that conducts hair tests to detect heavy metals: https://microtrace.de/index.php?id=2 While I haven't checked the cost yet, it seems like it might be pricey. Would a urine test be sufficient instead?

Thank you all so much for the wealth of information! Your guidance has been invaluable.

Thanks, I will keep it in mind. I noticed some bruises on my leg in the period when I was plugging very high doses of 5MeO-MALT. Have you ever had something like this?

They come to me With a long desire, With a longing heart. And when they come to me, They look into the abyss and become afraid. They had come to achieve something, And suddenly they realize they have to lose everything. They had come here to attain something, and suddenly they realize that the only way to attain themselves is to lose all, to be nothing. A fear grips their heart. They start thinking of escaping. Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh-Osho

Hi everyone,Two months ago, I had several profound experiences with 5-MeO-DMT, using doses of 15-20mg. Initially, I experienced some anxiety before the sessions, but I managed it quite well. My body responded very positively, and despite the intensely profound nature of the experiences, I wouldn't describe them as frightening. In fact, I felt ready to go through the experience again just 10 minutes later without any fear. However, I've encountered a problem now: knowing what to expect as soon as I vape the substance triggers a fear response, and I start shaking. The techniques that helped me before, like Qigong and mindfulness meditation, no longer seem effective. The moment I take the vaporizer, my only thought is "Shit, I am not ready for this..." Are there any tips from experienced users?

I don't harbor a specific or intellectual fear towards the experience. It's more about the sheer intensity of it all—there's an overwhelming amount of energy involved, accompanied by profound moments of astonishment and exhilaration. It's an experience filled with unexpected revelations and a rollercoaster of emotions that's hard to articulate. However, there's a nuanced fear related to the journey towards discovering my authentic self, especially after having built an entire life and family around what feels like an inauthentic version of me now. The prospect of embracing my true self holds the promise of greater joy and fulfillment for me personally. Yet, I'm acutely aware that this transformation might come at a cost to those around me, as they adjust to the changes it entails. This path of self-discovery and its impact on others is reminiscent of the journey undertaken by Martin Ball. It's a complex balance between personal evolution and the potential repercussions on my loved ones.

Your video was effective. I felt very calm afterwards, but as soon as I took the vaporizer in my hands, my anxiety returned as if I had done nothing. It was easy in the beginning. I would still vape despite the anxiety if I knew it wouldn't lead to a bad trip... The come-up phase isn't really my issue, as I've been able to relax fully into these experiences from the start, I suppose. It's just the anxiety before vaping. And if I knew there was no potential for a bad trip if I went ahead, it wouldn't be a problem. Yeah, that was my attitude when I first vaped 100 mg of synthetic 5-MeO in several rounds. Now, I feel like my life is a joke, and that the scale of this extends far beyond just losing my life. I'll do my best. I'm concerned if pre-trip anxiety could lead to a negative experience, or if I might naturally let go of these fears when the trip starts, considering my previously positive experiences.

@thierry Your profile picture gives off the vibe that you've just had an amazing trip

Why do bad trips occur with 5-MeO-DMT, and at what doses have they happened to you? I've used it around seven times so far. Interestingly, only the low doses led to unpleasant experiences for me. However, doses of 15mg and 20mg were overwhelmingly confusing. They weren't good or bad, just pure bewilderment.

Oh, i believe you. I will try it soon.