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question to the people who have gone through full kundalini awakening; how do you know when you're ready for psychedelics again? I get mixed messages online, some saying to stay far away from psychedelics for a long time. And i kind of get it; im going through kundalni awakening right now, and initially it felt extremely overwhelming. However at this point i feel very grounded in my new state. Althrough there is still a lot of emotional / trauma purging and ego dissolving going on. I really feel a call to ayahuasca, but its only been a couple of weeks since my kundalini awakening, and as mentioned, initially it was extremely intense. i spent almost two full days in a full on psychedelic state with type of crazy shit happening. I do however feel i was very prepared for the shift, and because of that my baseline increased more dramatically than i have ever experienced before I would really like some insight / sparring from people who have gone through the full kundalini awakening, and how they now treat psychedelics

beautiful. thank you

can you elaborate?

@Eskilon full kundalini awakening (energy rising through the chakras out the crown) + the following integration of trauma releases seem to be an extraordinarily efficient method for awakening, im going through one right now. however as mentioned, treat with care but its pretty epic

full kundalini awakening is when spirituality stop being fun and games. if you're pushing for this, make sure you know what you're getting yourself into. theres no going back and it can be extremely overwhelming if you are not prepared

yes mine literally also happened a couple of hours after a 5 meo trip. althrough it had been underway for years. yes, the sober ego deaths are so real; i feel like psychedelic ego death were like a training simulator for the sober ego death

I am going through pretty intense kundalini awakening right now, which literally feels like my mind ascending and adjusting to a baseline psychedelic-like state, and especially fear of annihilation and fear of insanity are major themes. I encountered both fear of non existence but also a fear of existence itself. Dissolving these two conditions especially indeed did feel extremely liberating, since they are like a limbo paradoxical form of desire or fear

halleluja for existence right. heya heya ho

sounds like he had a proper breakthrough as well. lucky bastard

what. and what. completely agree. i've had a great life i would say, and yet some of the best memories i have ever, are from WoW wotlk era. it is so dear to my heart, the unparalleled feeling of magic and mystery the world induced. just wow. im so glad i got to play during that time

absolutley love this post, resonates so much. would love to hear @Leo Guras take on this

omfg drop it already. im so ready for a new episode

i loved the part where he described his liquid shit stains on his carpet

i love that robe tbh the lady interviewer is so comfortable

dude chill thats agent mulder you are talking about

@Butters well the first time i felt activity in my heart chakra was through regular 91% dark chocolate - but i cannot stress how big a difference there is between even 100% cacao and ceremonial grade cacao. so definetely go for the ceremonial - i drink it every day. super healthy for the body as well

ceremonial cacao is insanely effective for heart activation. also mdma / sassafras

beautiful. i view the point of life as becoming ever more conscious of the infinite miracle that it is

i actually just tried it yesterday on MDMA. an absolutley glorious experience, i have no regrets even through i usually never watch porn. i cant think of anything that captivates the mind the same way porn does. so beautiful experience, however yes, it is extremely corrupting if you make a habit of it

hahahahah this is the most relateable trip report i ever read. related to literally every bit of it. i also love you threw some porn in the mix, i might have to try that next time lol. I however find that watching porn takes a toll on my energetic system so i try to stay clear of it yes at that state of consciousness your name becamese literally just a random noise

up-beat post HURRARY

I'm in the midst of writing my writing my finishing university project, and i've long been wanting to make a post about the absolutley insanely low degree of consciousness of academic philosophy My project is a first hand report of Chris Baches' LSD and the mind of the universe. im contrasting it with daniel Dennets' materialism - and now I realize that there is a pretty wide consensus among academic philosophers, that qualia, subjective experience or actual Consciousness, does not exist? Like what the Fuck? How can this be real? This guy Dennet is supposedly highly regarded within academia, but he seemingly dismisses Consciousness as an illusion, since it does not appear to have a mechanistic function, which is a necessity for his materialistic mechanistic world view. Consciousness which is literally the only thing that absolutley non-disputabley exists. Academic philosophy stands tall for me, as a symbol of the limits of intellectual rationality. The amount of over complexified conceptual models philosophers make to no use, about absolutley ridicolus and useless topics. Also; Do you have any nice ideas / input / arguments against materialism / FOR psychedelic idealism on how i might contrast psychedelic insights with materialism? I've made a complete account of Chris Baches' psychedelic excursions, basically Leos world view, and I'm now about to contrast it with Dennets' materialism. Input would be very appreciated <3

@cetus thank you, this is quality feedback. Well my topic is the epistemology of psychedelic experiential insights, so I'll have a hard time leaving psychedelics entirely out of the picture Basically im mapping the phenomonology of Chris Baches' psychedelic experiences and arguing for its epistemic validity contrasted with Daniel Dennetts' naturalism

what university you attending?

@Inliytened1 it is absolutley unconceivable to me how someone can deny the existence of consciousness. and these academics are supposed to be the frontier of truth seeking in the modern world