PolyPeter

may the lord hear you and might this time come soon because i'm tired of telling claude what to do. Better to just pay for his sub and let it cook, fully agentic, no asking me questions, only updating me and making money. Imagine that scenario but for everyone

@trenton Everything on your list got subsumed the same way. Not refuted from inside, but turned into an object by a wider frame. What was working as the horizon you saw through becomes a thing you see, from somewhere that has its own horizon you can't see. And the new frame isn't a bigger box with the old one sitting inside it. The old commitments get carried across as structure, not as contents on a shelf. Which is why it only runs one direction. Once a horizon has been objectified you can't go back to living inside it as horizon. That's why there's no final one, and it has nothing to do with the list being short. A frame can objectify its previous presentation. It can never objectify the one currently doing the work, because that's what's making the objectifying possible. So the thing you're chasing is always one step behind where you're standing, and the gap doesn't close with better theories. Which changes what you're actually looking for. The pointer isn't aimed outward at a further object, at some last frame you'd recognize by its features. It's aimed the other way, at what any frame presupposes in order to count as one. And that isn't another item in the sequence. It isn't the limit of the sequence either. It's what the sequence shows up from.

scam altman is a paid actor

we are not even close to actual intelligence

Heyy thank you! 🫶🏻 I will def be uploading soon It is counter-intuitive, for sure. I'm working on the same thing too, not an easy cake 100% yes 👽

I want to share something that is happening to me as I continue my human life. I've reached enlightenment and the implications for myself have been immense. I live every second as it was the first and the last. VERY intensely. yet from a calm ever present and solid consciousness. I'm aware of what awareness is. at all fucking times. the lived experience of recognizing the unity throughout all the elements of experience, while still having some inertia from my human habits, is something that for myself turned out to be an extremeley isolating situation. i have to tone myself down in every fucking conversation because the receiver is so caught up in duality that my ideas don't even get past the front door right now i'm so fucking angry and behind the anger there is sadness sadness of recognizing things as they actually are and looking at everyone make the most stupid mistakes due to the lack of the understanding that we are one single reality being expresssed thrugh multiple locus, throughout the entire universe the sadness comes from not being able to communicate that the curiosity of trying to understand reality is what led me to this place. not leo, not rupert spira, not something somebody said. I don't think this (me being angry and sad) is gonna be a permanent situation. since i can also see that the pain comes from wanting other people and beings to know that we are all one, which has little to do with my own process of realization. and i know my way out of this state. but it feels right to share this. is like waking up from a dream, just to come back to the dreamed character, that is now fully aware at all times that all of the dream, and trying to tell somebody else in the dream that "appears" to be awake but isnt. fuck, fuck fuck !!!!!!!!!!!! what i think i need: compassion and deeper understanding into how FORM is being imagined by myself. I'm a very DIY human, therefore, this entire thing falls directly into the category of things that have nothing (or very little) to do with my doing. The only thing i think i can do for others is point. pointers pointers pointers. and even then, pointers sometimes dont work. im suspicious about my previous mental habits. the human me has been quite neurotic and mental throughout my life, and it's got some inertia to it. What would anyone reccomend me doing for dealing with my new level of understanding? I want to make peace with the situation we are finding ourselves in as a species, but there's something in between. and from inside i can't see clearly what it is yet. Thanks for reading.

it shows that you don't know

hahahaha being less than 100%, is belief, almost by definition being sure means you know directly

This sounds like you are afraid of going insane, but also at the same time knowing that you must experience it yourself to know Don't push it But the intuition is right there

100% agree on this and also notice how even though a human can have glimpses and know directly what God is, it doesn't override an entire way of being, habits require new behavior in order for other habits to take place, and it is "orthogonal" work to Consciousness work in a certain way

of course we are all contingent and that's for certain but that doesn't imply that there are no better ways to live than others thats why i feel is important to -change the world- as somebody said in the post earlier ♾️

white boy nah, i'm god as a white boy

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH WHAT? not in my country I've gotten a lot of bully myself just because saying that printing money to "help the poor" generates inflation which fucks up the entire economy Leftists would go all the way, no matter what, to "protect the minorities", EVEN if this minorities, on their own countries, would behead this same liberals

what if this is just a low-concurrency moment for the niche as a whole, and not for the forum itself? I think in the future this place will have waay more visitors and overall activity. But something must happen to people, at scale, which makes them realize that spending ALL the time on stupid youtube shit is nonsense.

This is not something you can project onto me this is a very weird example, it does not apply here because i'm not claiming nonsense. the human me is still contingent, it still has things to learn. in the same way as if you had a lucid dream, you are still gonna play by the rules of your dream, for it to be playable at all. and it does not undermine the fact that you know that you are dreaming Humans can only maintain a fully absolute consciousness state for so long, the material domain has its own inertia to it. and also there is nothing making the absolute stay only in the absolute state for ever, and this is difficult to understand if your ontology is wrong

Ok then What is the I am?

Right! I think this is very important to keep in mind. Sometimes i sort of think of something very difficult as difficult enough to not keep trying. but some of the answers to this post are making me start to think otherwise, that besides all the metaphysical gap there exists, there are still things to try when it comes to how one can change reality, at scale.

I have something going on here The last couple of weeks have been very very intense when it comes to dreaming as a human super super vivid dreams, in which i get to sort of "talk" telepathically with people that is no longer here (my dad) or relatives that are still alive I wake up a little disoriented sometimes because some of the dreams feel --too real-- I live knowing this reality right now is a dream, and it redefined how I go about interpreting my human dreams. a curious fact: 3 days ago i took about 2 grams of mushrooms and started daydreaming very intensely, getting my own human preferences zoomed in, in a sort of abstract space with a lot of awareness to the events. it helped me noticed where i'm putting the boundaries in my life and why. it was awesome. after that, i fell asleep and woke up the next morning and, i kid you not, my face looked slightly different, more "zen" and relaxed. that was new.

the simplicity of the question depends on who is making the question if you have a default stable human sense of self, then, of course it is easy and simple but if you add on top of that, the recognition that the underlying self that permeates all of existence, and that you have experienced the complete obliteration of that human sense, but something as the "I" remained untouched, the question is not so simple anymore a new distinction has been added i'm not trying to be dismissive of your question, I'm trying to understand where you are coming from with the question and therefore give you a precise answer Yes, i can feel my human self, and at the same time I can understand and comprehend that the human self is not all that there is to the "I Am" that remains once it (the human self) goes away. at some point you must truly ask yourself, not only who you are, but WHAT you are.

a couple of years ago I would've put this sentence in a box named "bullshit so-called enlightend people say when they cant explain things their way". oh boy i was wrong. I'm not sure about this, i have no idea how this places work or the degree of enlightenment of the people there. the only thing i "know" is what healthy gamer said, he went to one of them, and got sort of "kicked out" to go and live his life. what??? ♾️

hahahaha i like this game too. sometimes it is fun. sometimes it becomes war shheiisssee!! hahahah hahahahaha i didnt know this dude. why uploading a 2024 video during 2026? does it age like wine or something? hahaha

i'm past the full circle moment And I'm also doing human things, working, studying, going out, petting my cat. that's why i think that i thought writing here, maybe someone happened to be in a similar situation at some point. The part where you said ultimately meaningless sort of struck me. like there is something misleading about it. if reality is a dream and we are in this particular dream, it doesn't make it any less functionally real. a hand burns if you set it on fire. that are the rules of this particular dream right now and here. maybe i'm getting your idea wrong, but i think that saying that something is ultimately meaningless doesn't imply that it is meaningless when you are inside a reality with a VERY specific and awesome configuration, like this one. I mean, have you thought of what are the odds that at some point reality came to this particular state right now? and all the things that needed to occur just for us to be talking rn? deeply contemplate this question, and maybe the "ultimatley meaningless" situation gets uno-reversed into "how the hell is this reality possible!!!!! pure wizardy!", and also at the same time realizing that you are the one creating it and dreaming it. there is nothing meaningless about that. and because it is no meaningless, the idea of sharing the notion that this is a shared dream, will certainly push in the direction of recognizing both the infinity nature of consciousness and appreciate to the max the finitude of appeareance appearance is not just random shit going on! it has deeeeep intelligence & love embedded within its structure.

this is nice. thanks. I will read the other thread of yours.

yes, my intuition also tells me it's about accepting the uncommon nature of what i created for myself. somehow it still hurts that it is very uncommon have you been able to accept this and also feel good in your human? or is there still tension of some sorts oh I can see this very clearly. but again, we are about 8,313,318,950 humans on the planet (i just looked it up) right now why is it that this conditions are not there more often? I thought about this a little bit. on one hand, if you are too busy surviving human life, there is no space for this inquiry. on the other hand, if you are born rich, there is space for this work, but the comfort of just living a "rich life" (whatever that means) might be also getting in the way. So, the conditions we are talking about are not specific, but VEEEEERY very specific and unusual.

what do you mean exactly 😭? i close my eyes and there is nothing a nothing that is not just "nothing" in the usual vacuum of space sense. nothing as in the "unlimited infinity" sense