PolyPeter

Hahahahaha @integral Honestly, who can blame anybody for this behavior? human made music is way superior, orders of magnitude across multiple dimensions ai music is unidimensional

great work!! have you ever tried using the llama models over workers ai at cloudflare? it could power your apps without having the users put their api keys!!

Being came before any sort of "caming before"

microdosing (less than 0.3 grams) is good in most cases. for many different reasons, but there are not that many studies.

and the last

and is not just a human thing

yes I think've heard that before... hahaha but why would you compress it? can you expand on the idea? what are some other implications of infinity/god? If God is Truth, and you are God, then You are Truth and then Truth shall set Truth free

Going inside your own self and understanding directly why and how you are creating the depression In this case in particular, there is a fundamental error, It reminds me of this picture I think the distinction that will help you understand the point is the following you can take things as they are or you can take things as you are the phrase "nothing is real, nothing matters, so what's the point" points to some very lazy "smart" logical thinking pattern if you investigate closely, we can be confusing two levels from the point of view of a human: "nothing is real", usually means what i think is solid, is not, which creates structural instability. "nothing matters", would mean the end of purpose, which would create existential instability. of course a human would see this as a threat! it is only obvious when thought through and it would also apply to the smartest fellas, because this is survival instinct kicking in, not just concepts. But, for a split second, try to imagine what would be the meaning of these same sentences, from the point of view of God, with Infinite Imagination and Infinite mind. "nothing is real", yes of course, because I make it real, by imaginining the necessary distinctions within me "nothing matters", no of course, because I precede space, time, energy, and matter. Evolution happens within me, meaning can only arise within the relative domain, I am The Absolute. I think this has to do with the depth of the skepticism being used to understand the implications of things like "nothing is real, nothing matters" there are no limits to what you can be skeptic about. this is why EVEN skepticism could be questioned! when you question skepticism you question the one who questions but upon doing that, you must also be rigourus and skeptic enough there. and try your best to understand WHAT is the nature of that who questions. And then a step further you can realize this is awareness itself consciousness god but maybe this is too much emotional work for a smart fella to handle,it's already very hard to understand that you are in a dream, imagine how much more difficult it is to accept that you are also the dreamer 🫠

I think this is partially there What if the highest form of intelligence has to do with the deepest emotional work you can do? What if the exercise that comes towards you, once you understand something intellectualy and conecptually, is of a different kind entirely? Ok, you got an A+ in understanding structure and behaviour now, let's dive deeper into the nature of Being then you realise the emotional work is just as difficult as the intelectual one, and sometimes even more so because it is tied to survival, cultural conditioning, and maybe some specific background of your own Yes, intelligence can get you depressed, and it takes even more intelligence to realise that you can be smart in different domains at the same time, and that the next level of actualization comes when the integration of the insights becomes a part of your daily life "Oh no, they are behaving in such unconscious manners, if only they knew how things actually worked".... "They don't even know what I already know".... will eventually develop into something like "Consciousness can take up any form within the dream, and because expereience is not just a random set of phenomena and follows a certain localized logic, the dreamed characters and objects will not be ANY, at ANY time. Therefore, the humans that are not operating from the same level of understanding as I might be, are not a mistake or a flaw within the dream, but another way in which consciousness forgot itslef as God, and is playing the game of life with the limitations that are given within that specific character" of course to come to this level of realisation, one must contemplate deep. Try finding the distinction between "We are just drops of water in an ocean" and "We are the whole ocean in a drop", and I think you'll see what I'm pointing at

Why? To who or to what is everything meaningless?

hahah i felt like that too, but upon deeper contemplation, no. he is addicted to science, the old science. the positive is that more people know about 5meo today than two weeks ago (and maybe thats a good thing?)

"This sentence is not true"

To ask "why is there something rather than nothing?" already presupposes a questioner, a question, a structure of inquiry, all of which are something. The question smuggles existence in through the back door while pretending to ask about its absence. The deeper answer is that Nothing is the ground, not the alternative.

It's always the em-dashes

You're conflating levels of analysis. Of course survival matters relatively. I'm not arguing otherwise. I'm here, writing this, eating food, paying rent. The relative level is real and functional. The point is specifically about what the void experience reveals, and what conclusions Bryan drew from it. At the absolute level, which is what 5-MeO gives you direct access to, "Don't Die" is category confusion. Consciousness doesn't die. It was never born. What dies is a particular configuration of filters. "Save Soil" is actually a decent parallel, honoring the relative without confusing it for the absolute is fine. The problem is when you use an absolute experience to double down on a relative project as if that project now has cosmic justification. Bryan didn't come back saying "I'll keep living because life is functional and I enjoy it." He came back saying he's a warrior and caretaker of consciousness in the galaxy. That's a different claim, and it doesn't follow from what he experienced.

hahahahah on point

There's something deeper worth naming here. The entire "preserve life" framing assumes a definition of Life that is quietly, completely humanized. But consciousness didn't begin with biology. Biology is one of its expressions, a extraordinarily complex filter through which the Absolute experiences itself at a particular density level. A rock is not less alive. It's less complex. Those are not the same thing. When Bryan says "protect the candle of consciousness that has miraculously emerged in this part of the galaxy", he's describing consciousness as if it's a fragile flame that humans are somehow responsible for keeping lit. As if without us, the Absolute would go dark. That's not humility. That's the most anthropocentric claim possible, dressed in the language of cosmic responsibility. The void doesn't need protecting. It was there before this universe. It will be there after. What Bryan experienced wasn't something rare and fragile, it was what's always already the case, briefly unfiltered. "Don't Die" makes sense if the human vehicle is the source of consciousness. It makes no sense at all if consciousness is the source of the human vehicle.

The issue is ontological. He went in with a framework built entirely around preserving the human vehicle. So when Pure Consciousness showed up, his mind had exactly one folder available: "this confirms that existence is precious and must be protected." The experience was real. The interpretation was pre-loaded. This is what happens without ontological preparation. The psychedelic doesn't override your framework, it runs on top of it. And if your framework is "I must not die," you will find a way to make even ego dissolution confirm that belief.

his whole endevour IS meaningless already this trascendent experiences show you what death actually is, which is not what he think it is

Like someone finally sees the Matrix code and their first thought is "cool, now how do I patch immortality into this build?"

The conclusion is kind of tragic. He became Pure Consciousness, and when he came back, he talked about doubling down on his quest to live forever as a species. damn he is stubborn.

Share your cat! I'll start

your body will tell you When you engage in an activity, put a lot of effort and energy into it, and then after you are finished end up shining, that's where it is It feels like your body fully gets recharged from the interaction between you and the activity, regardless if it took some energy, mind or physical effort It happens to me everytime I make music. I open up Ableton Live and time just fucking flies. And after hours of hard work and being in the flow, I get immense amounts of satisfaction. But also happens to me when i study deeply and understand something. I love understanding for its own sake.

cheers!