Schizophonia

I think I'm beginning to understand this thing about exercising to reconstructing the self. I had an awareness this morning; By surrendering to the delusions that actually make me anxious, it's as if I'm returning closer to the "self," in the infinitely small, and that this tends to dissolve the upper layers; Making me more stoic, brutal, and dry in general.

Yes, we can say it like that. That's interesting. It seems conterintuitive to me. Yes running is essentially about resistance to pain that's what i mean. Or rather surrendering to it btw, according to the pov. Nevermind my dichotomy was a lame idea.

I noticed that when I was exercising, I could help myself by "distancing myself from the body," from the ego. Pain becomes just random information to be taken into account or not. Running is particularly conducive to this; it's less about muscle tone, and therefore about involvement, than about resistance to pain, which is to say the opposite. If what I'm saying makes sense.

I mean, she doesn't have a lot of energy; she tends more toward inertia than average. It's precisely ideal for running. I'm not talking about focus, I'm talking about identification with the "body".

I like her vibe. No wonder she's good at marathons, she has a "fallen" energy; in her facial expressions, the way she plays with her hand while talking, etc. She seems to have an easy time dissociating, and therefore to sustain prolonged efforts. If you see what i mean.

It's ofc a troll.

Ok, i thought to something else. It's true.

Yes, of course, it takes time to become interested in sbversion. I'm talking about resisting it.

It only exists in special private catholic school in France.

This is the first time I've heard of this.

The account mentioned in the first post, with the big blonde shemale lol, is mutually following Pretty India. And usually when there's a troll account like that, it's her. I personally have nothing against her but well.

It bites 🐟😂 @Big Marsha gg

No lol + It's pretty India + Why does she put big shemales in her pps.

You have to be an idiot/neurotic to deliberately want a dictator.

If you don't have enough fun with a girl, don't go, that's what I meant.

@SQAAD Don't recreate your humiliation trauma again + so yes delete her and never force it again with girls. Read up on Neville Goddard or other Christian Science thinkers, even if it's just for simple self-help advice.

It's true; I have a good relationship with @Yimpa. And yet it's a pig.

It's your right. 👍 No one has the right to live in the absolute. Your life is more or less protected by the law and, by extension, the armed forces because you are part of a social contract. Animals don't work and don't pay taxes, so you can kill and eat them unless they belong to a human being. What we call ethics and invoke superstitiously is simply this balance of power relations embedded in the subconscious, by habit. Then there are people who don't want to kill animals because they are more empathetic than average, but it's still selfish; it's just that your brain prefers to see them alive than dead.

I should try again to see 🤔 I naturally have good stamina.

Yes but it's useless; it's a narcissistic fun. Having children, demonstrating to protect social rights, being part of a political party, having your own business or your own passion, all these are tangible things.

Lol

I've killed chickens before. I don't see the connection with non-duality, it's just that you're a little more sensitive than average and try to rationalize it in a spiritual way.

A slightly gullible otter.

Yes, psychedelics are not enough to change self-concept in a lasting way.

It was so weird, the weirdest place in the universe, the last thing/place you could imagine. udgdguduziui2929229%%ùù....... LSD did that to me too, but it was less of an ego death. They wouldn't even really want me to vape CBD imagine if they stumble upon my posts with my tobacco pipe, my psychedelic experiences, with testosterone, and my perverted jokes 😂 But God, on a non-dual level, has no agenda; All this ventance is egotistical; Ultimately, we "want" "well-being," "enjoyment," "happiness," and by extension, "to avoid" "suffering." So I don't see the point of wanting to escape, because there's no point beyond that; There's simply nothing. Is it even possible to have a non-dual experience? Whether by committing suicide or by dropping enough 5 MeO DMT? If there's always a conscious experience, then there's always an ego clutch. Does "non-dual experience" even make sense? Anyway, I compulsively wrote this, maybe it's impertinent, I don't know. "I" "will" "eat" "a" "chips" "bag" Mhhh...