Schizophonia

I don't know, it's compulsive, OCD or something like that. Yes, you said you were drinking several times. Nevermind, maybe I misunderstood something, not a big deal.

This can happen to me, for example, if I eat at a restaurant and force myself to eat. I don't worry too much about food; I eat what I want at the pace I want. Do you still drink in your room btw lol?

Oki.

Normie : Listen Lady Gaga and Maroon 5* ✌ ✌. Me :

Did you binge eat?

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Going for a walk speeds up transit and reduces this sensation. Coffee can also help, everything that speeds up digestion. Where I am, it is common to consume a little strong alcohol to "digest"; I wouldn't be able to say if it is relevant.

That's true.

You mean non-duality? I think he meant something else.

Above all, wanting is a feeling of lack. What does it really mean to feel love, to possess? What's the difference between it and indifference? I'm indifferent to BMWs, I'm not attached to them, but I haven't ended up owning one.

How could you be aware without experience ?

I saw somewhere that NBOMe is mainly absorbed sublingually, so when in doubt, it's best to swallow the blotting paper. Also, all trips are different, so it's not really deductive based on that.

Maybe it was too much for here lol. Nevermind.

Even as an extrovert this would be very cumbersome btw.

One does not prevent the other. Two scoops and a banana for this pretty croatian.

Once i approached a girl in my class and said, "Heyyyy, do you want to have an ICE CREAM (said the word in English but with a very caricatured French accent) with me?" She accepted.

This topic has a hysterical vibe. By symbolizing what you supposedly must become, you actually make real what it tacitly signifies in the present moment; that is, what you think of yourself at this very moment, that is, saying you're a loser; It's a trap. You must embody your "ideal" self right now, right here, right now. Of course, it's easier said than done, because of the ego, but oh well.

Doesn't have any importance.

Psychedelics actually inflate my ego most of the time and the increased motivation comes from that.

spot on

In my egoistic interest.

Was it intentional? You could have taken an antipsychotic or cyproheptadine.

@Eskilon @Sugarcoat I also said that to criticize and flex like a low-conscious monkey lol. Nevermind.

I meant the required cognitive intelligence and implication to understand. I meant tacitly it's not the best paradigm if you want reach "awakening",having higher understanding of reality or simpler well being; At least for me. It must be a good book.

If you try to be strong in an "estrogenic" way, that is, by acting as an e-motion-al rather than a ratio-n-al engine. If I force myself (because it's forced most of the time, a regressive "anti-phallic" reflex) to be too e-motional (not even by acting excessively feminine like a homosexual, but simply by trying to seduce by injecting emotion, even if it takes a confident and pseudo-masculine form), then I'll appear repulsive and unmanifest the girl proportionally. I would even say, even if it's a level above, that you consider it as an e-motional engine—she will brutally manifest (what Carl Jung called synchronicities) a negative relationship of the other gender, while the opposite, which I will describe then, will manifest attraction and positive reactions. What works with women in my world, on the contrary, is to function as a rational engine subject to the emotional, impulsive karma in general of the great other; It could be a big, noisy car, using computers, going fishing, getting involved in politics, etc, and it also involves others (not just women, in fact, but social relationships in general). This translates into a typical "stoic" and "naive" attitude. So you can desire women; Women love to be desired, but you have to be needed, not needy. Be at the service of others and not be the center (in the emotional sense, again). Tobacco, especially when consumed in a "harsh" way like a pipe or cigar, orients my self-concept as a desiring machine (by projection of the generated emotional karma) for "tough" women; typically with feminine but muscular curves, a bit argumentative, energetic, who need something very involved, at the disposal of their anger. These are typically Latina women, to give a caricatured example. It disappears a few hours after quitting smoking. Alcohol gives off a vibe that matches women who are kinder/gentler but still feminine. Caricaturally, Latina and Slavic women. Cannabis is the most castrating drug. Cannabis smokers are the ones I see most often dating ugly hippie women.