Schizophonia

I see Ooh You have no idea how testosterone alters the worldview and is generally powerful for the mind. It's very good, but to be happy to have a Peugeot, I don't mind wishing for a BMW It was nothing ?

Most of the time spiritual people are just very curious people. Otherwise society is not materialistic, without food or home you are not going to be spiritual for very long.

interesting, can you explain this metaphor? Where I am it's often not expensive or free, I understand.

Androgens act much like ketamine on the brain, drastically increasing gabaergic and catecholaminergic signaling over time, partially suppressing cortisol and significantly decreasing serotonin release. The more you are exposed to high doses and in a recurring way, the more you will become phlegmatic, without the need for recognition/validation, without stress etc. Under high doses of testosterone or derivatives, everything becomes progressively simpler. Your appearance and your way of expressing yourself leaves the possibility of a low androgen level, there are many young people who are a little hypogonadal without knowing it and this can cause problems of mental instability, despair... Just my two cents after, that doesn't mean it's the case, but if you want to dig I guarantee it might be worth it. Just be open. ?

Have you thought about testing your testosterone? edit : I insist, maybe doing what I tell you will partly "save" your sanity.

Projection is a fallacy, we are all the same. It's all just a puzzle piece. It makes sense to place an almost $200 order of obscure dissociatives/psychedelics on realchem rather than proceed to proper psychiatric treatment. + Why "do you hate euphoria", this may be the first time I've met someone who hates happiness.

You are right. I said that because he seemed to consume these substances, in particular dissociatives, for his personal pleasure or in any case his well being. I think it's not much different from cocaine or heroin.

All you mentioned are recreational substances.

lol Looks like random shit that nobody wants but resold for gold. Why not buy some cocaine or heroin from an onion market, as long as you want to use recreational substances. The products I mentioned may be scary, but they are actually very likely less dangerous than dissociatives.

No, that's not how it works. It's a delirium of spiritual gogo, who wants butter, money for butter and the ass of the creamer.

Even in the West the elites like it. I wonder what energy play this involves.

You are desensitized. Go nofap + no porn for at least two weeks

Don't want to buy, especially since I have several grams of ketamines left haha

I want to try ketamine in the next few months but I don't want to snort because the taste is too bad. Don't want to swallow it either because of the hepatic risk. I was wondering if some people here had tried intravenous or intramuscular injection. I'm afraid it will rise too quickly and I won't be able to remove the needle. I still have one of the insulin syringes, having already made the intramuscular injection of a home-made solution based on DHEA + C8 + Benzyl Alcohol + Benzyl Benzoate in the hamstring for the experiment. I could also try to do a transdermal solution but the Ketamine is probably too big.

No, homophobia is before blue. 99% of the time it's an excuse to hit on another human being to get out of the deeply attacking and yet predominant tendencies in "these people". And yes, Africa is very homophobic.

No

It is precisely because you are feminine that you have such reactions.

You're not the only one here with an inferiority complex. The strange and yet recurrent mania of linking spirituality to "personal development", should put you on alert.

"Purifying" the mind makes no sense, what exactly do you want to purify yourself ?

what is the relationship between the two? Do you hear "love" as we usually understand it?

Yeah, never had a problem with her.

For real, I'm not "attracted to women", I don't have a chromosome detector. I am more likely to develop romantic/sexual feelings towards certain types of men with a particularly youthful or even feminine energy (and physique), than towards certain women. I don't think I can get an erection in front of a human barrel that picks up its twinkies every day at the wallmart in an electric wheelchair. lmao

Why not simply tell yourself that you can't do anything about it and finally live your life instead of looping over things that you don't understand anyway and which are beyond you?

He's probably trolling

Cocaine and MDMA have a reputation for making people "gay". I do not know why. What kind of girl?