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Leo = The Simpsons Noted! From Wikipedia: By 2000, some long-term fans had become disillusioned with the show, and pointed to its shift from character-driven plots to what they perceived as an overemphasis on zany antics.

@Breakingthewall The ultimate psychedelic is LOVE. I will experiment with higher THC soon. I tried it a year ago, but it was too intense for me. We’ll see what happens this time around.

It holds no value because you’re still in denial of yourself. I am too. Nope. That’s a trap.

The goal is not to eliminate suffering and maximize happiness: it’s about understanding EVERYTHING. The clinic I went to puts an IV into your arm. The bag contained 500mg magnesium as well to lessen stress/anxiety. I was also administered an anti-nausea medication prior. I worked with a therapist (aka professional trip sitter) during my first 6 infusions. What makes IV infusion unique compared to other methods is that the drug enters your system gradually over the span of an hour. So if someone’s experience were to be too intense, the staff can simply stop the process and give you other medications that will tame your anxiety, anger, etc. if needed. I personally didn’t need any of that done. They start you at a low dose to assess how it affects you. The low doses are really calming, like a vacation. I also had vision of friends, but they were not someone separate from me. Instead, it’s seeing myself as them. After each trip, I’d take a week or two to process the trip. When I came back for the next trip, they would increase the dose (always with your permission and willingness to explore deeper). This is where it starts to get intense. My greatest fears were faced head-on; at first the therapist was able to guide me through it. At the highest doses, however, the therapist ceases to exist even when you’d think you’d need them. Therefore, fear must be faced all alone. Not only do you experience fear at such a radical degree, you transcend it! This is beyond the ego state; beyond rationality. — People who’ve never done psychedelics may assume that these intense visions are just a hallucination that can simply be rationalized away. Ha! That can’t be further from the truth. The experience is as real as real gets, even realer than the human life you fancy yourself living. You don’t have time to think about avoiding yourself when you’re at the brink of death. You literally have to trust God (aka yourself) at that point! This is what humans are avoiding every waking hour. You may think that all problems are solved afterwards; the end. I mean, you’ve faced the greatest challenge of your life and overcame it, right? No! This is where the integration process begins. Yes, going back to your human life… working on your relationships, mental health, emotions, career, etc. However, you work on all those facets from a much wiser and wider perspective. The integration process is non-linear; it may appear that you’re slipping backwards. In fact, your human life does get worse! Yet somehow, internally, you’re growing. And you rise from the ashes again and again. Why does it get worse? Because prior to all this spiritual work you were living in a complete fantasy that you had to maintain. The more you deconstruct your identity, the more the fantasy is going to be calling you back. Keep moving forward despite that. This is a process of dying consciously. This will take years of work to understand the profundity of reality at ever deeper levels, so as Moksha would say, pace enlightenment! My last ketamine infusion was a year ago. I plan on going back, probably by the end of this year. I have no idea what to expect given that my life has changed radically since, but that’s the beauty of it all.

We need to ban guns in video games… yeah, that’s the solution!

What trying to wake up a religious person is like The newspaper is the Bible

Haha, funny you should mention that! My cannabis doctor (yes, I have a specific doctor who prescribes and guides me on how to use it) actually recommended I try using a higher THC formula once a week. This doctor is onto something

I peed my pants the same night I did one of my ketamine infusion. Was imagining myself peeing in my bathroom, but it turns out I was still sleeping in bed. Can confirm via direct experience God is capable of that.

69. Yin and Yang.

Love is another facet that can be embodied. Infinite Love is hella counterintuitive, since it includes everything you hate.

@r0ckyreed cheers!

Hint: you’re arguing with yourself. Always. Unless you see through it

Or you can cut through all that crap and focus on yourself Trust me, I’ve argued plenty. It’s not worth it in the end.

Leo is imagined by you. Now the next question is: Is Leo you? Who says you cannot know you are in a dream right now? You are him. Nice, I am on the autism spectrum as well.

I never thought to frame the illusion of other like this. Thank you!

I honestly don’t care anymore. That’s the greatest lesson you can learn

Yeah. But if we are honest with ourselves, aren’t all politicians? Even the ones who are conservative and don’t want to change the “original” rules, they are resisting change that the left are pushing for. So you can say that conservatives push to change the change that the left is trying to push for. Yikes.

AOC is an exception. I think she even mentioned 5-MeO-DMT one time. That‘s pretty radical.

EVERYTHING. Every possible state, definition, enlightenment, experience, belief, form, person, emotion, feeling, language, symbol, animal, plant, scenery, spirit, psychic ability, video game, infinite, finite, right, wrong, morality, immortality, duality, nonduality, order, disorder, life, death, etc. YOU! - With that said, it’s up to you what you want to do with this understanding. There is only you, in and as EVERYTHING. This is why they call it expanding your consciousness! Or you can say that you don’t exist. That sounds scary, huh? Well, what if I told you that YOU is NOTHING to be scared about!? Being scared is imagined by God! Lower states of consciousness simply means you are not aware of what God is. God ain’t gonna judge, though. But you will. That’s why it’s a mindfuck. Or could be as clear as pure water ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ And everything in between, so to speak. But who is speaking? Oh yeah, God. Don’t beat yourself up if you’re not in a high state of consciousness all the time. I’m certainly not. That would actually be unintelligent and limited. You can be highly conscious even in what we consider lower states of consciousness. Just notice how foolish your mind works while in the lower states, and you’ll eventually get tired of it.

Chease?

What do “God”, “ego”, and “you” have in common? They’re 3 three letter words. Just like this diagram of the Trinity I found on Wikipedia. Just a random morning thought

@Karla <3 In terms of change, I see it as both slow and fast in my life. What I didn’t mention is the slow, grueling stuff: I’ve spent a couple decades suffering with mental illness that wasn’t properly treated, skin conditions, easily prone to sickness like colds or flu, relationship problems, school problems, learning about how I’m neurodiverse at the late age of 16 (when early diagnosis and intervention can sometimes be younger than 2 years old), etc. With that said, the fast changes I’ve experienced in the past few months are without a doubt fundamental, and are improving every aspect I’ve aforementioned. I predict my integration process will take years as well, but it’s totally worth it now that I’m on much more solid footing. If anything, I feel like psychedelics gave me back all the time that was lost, and transforming my life in a brand new way. It really does seem like I’m being born again!

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