Yimpa

I went into spirituality when I realized that I was failing at everything material. Wow, You really kept your word when you said you try to avoid capitalization. I respect your hella consistency! Nevermind, I fooled myself

GPT-4’s reaction: Google Bard’s reaction: My reaction: https://youtu.be/z8zTDvqHH6k

The more I try to explain reality to my family, the more I realize I’m just playing myself ? I’m getting to a point where I simply don’t care about trying to get them to understand. They tried playing that game on me; then I tried turning it around on them as a form of revenge. But there’s really no point! I can just let it go and be!

I get those sensations most nights, and I do everything in my power to get rid of it. However, when I’m aware beyond the human paradigm of awareness, there’s no longer a me doing anything. It’s so obvious that consciousness is everything, and there’s no longer a need to resist anything. Even the will to survive ceases, but not in a negative way. Believing me won’t do squat. Even as I’m typing this I can’t believe what I just typed down, but I can assure you that it’s possible.

I followed Mooji for a several years. To be fair, his teachings were a necessary stopgap as I was transitioning from a dogmatic upbringing (religion and private schooling), unhealthy family, and poor mental health support.

Google Pixel seems to be pretty secure with its custom chips: https://safety.google/pixel/

@tuku747 This puts things into perspective ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

This reminds me of an except from “The Art of Lucid Dreaming” by Clare R. Johnson: Also this Lewis Capaldi song:

If you knew some of the stuff I’ve done in my personal life, chances are you wouldn’t want anything to do with me. It’s inspiring that Leo is candid communicating these uncomfortable aspects of consciousness, whereas most of us hide it or only allude to it in jest.

Not Leo, but from my experience the idea of “taking psychedelics” flies out the window because you’re undeniably aware that all of what you thought was real is imaginary.

Why not both?

@Carl-Richard Alas, it is not. But to be fair, I’ve been in many Twitch streams and the streamers have been from all over the world. So in a sense it does feel like traveling on a budget, ha.

Beautiful!

Notice how nobody called you stupid, but yourself.

I enjoy watching music streams on Twitch. Check some out sometime if you’re into music! (spiritual level will vary wildly based on the streamer and the community they create. Use your own intuition) https://www.twitch.tv/directory/game/Music

Consider the fact that all of humanity is already doing that, and you label that as sanity

Lol. One time I was tripping so hard that I found myself pacing around the house and on the phone with a nurse hotline. I thought I was going insane and even asked for an ambulance to come pick me up. I still have the indoor security cam footage. My mindset screamed death, insanity, and a million human beings burned alive all at once. But the cam footage shows a chill dweeb pacing around at 2 in the morning.

For sure. I used to berate myself persistently for not living life the “right” way. Now, the more I allow myself to break “the rules” (intentionally or unintentionally), the more beauty life presents onto itself. It’s like God trolls itself into Awakening.

I like to imagine that you’re Leo and you’ve been trolling yourself this entire time.

Who knows what’s true in this forum and what is made up?

Heh, I just read this now. It’s beyond logic how the mirror can mirror itself within the illusion. I’m glad “I” don’t have to figure it out

@Hojo take it a step further, and you won’t need to tell yourself that. It’ll be self-evident through direct experience.

@Moksha You bring much needed balance to this forum! I find that false identification cannot be logically identified, because that would imply a duality on top of another duality.