Rafael Thundercat

Yes, maybe the breakup created a bit of affective resistance on you. Is that deep part of you that fears to get hurt again. If you would honor this feeling and trust the girl that want sex with you is open to understand maybe would beautifull to share your feeling to her in a clear way. Of course only you know the felt sense context of the situation. If she is a conscious girl she will apreciate your genuine respect for your own feelings.

I am doing DMT for 7 years or more and All my experiences where direct consciousness, even the super weird bad trips I still had in presence. I am not surprised Leo don't have OBE since he insist on Actuality.

Only direct experience would solve the question for me. Some ancient stories from different tribal people point to the suposition that we are not 100% original from this planet and actualy we can see that we are a very strange kind of monkey. Some even say that some plants and animals are not originaly from this planet but was brougth up here by our long time ago visitors the same way we do now with spreadimg plants in different parts of the globe. Also maybe our obcession with going to space is not just a desire of something to accommplish but a deep rooted memory of something that ready happened long ago. Just materialistic speculations of course since any multiplanetary genetic crossing would need to be imagined on consciousness first and foremosts. But well, look, consciousness is able to imagine a human that play with Dna today, why it could not imagine a more advanced specie that would be meta advanced in genetics somewhere else.

Some say that Aliens already modified themselfs once and that is what our actual form is, a mix of whatever higher beings living here with the dna of the people from another place.

Well if the brains will get bigger the exist passage from where heads come out must enlarge too so we need to ask if that would be loving to women. But of course we dont need to make bigger brains physicaly but expand consciousness.

How about the episode called How to Love? The point of "Loving a thing for what it is and not wanting it to change to satisfy one of our fantasy?

So, First, Although you will contest the in Absolute and Actuality Past is just a dream I am speculating existed, lets be in the Relative and Consider people in the past as old actualizations of the same consciousness. So, if this past actualizations had no Access to 5Meo, does it mean that we can hardly assume any one had deep realizations of Infinity as one can today have if one use properly 5Meo rectaly and knowing exactly what he or she is looking for? If this is true so this is the first time in history that such levels of Awakening is possible if is not true How or by what other ways could one acess the same levels of deep Awakening when this substance was not available yet? Also lets consider that if consciousness is able to imagine a figment of consciousness as 5Meo in one planet it is able to imagine it in any other planet or any other solipsistic bubbles, not just humans. Who knows what kinds of substances other creatures have available to reach breakthrougths.

Even Leo stoped answering this guy

I would change the question to a more expansive juice one. What are the Deepest Things or Questions we can look for and find Understanding?

Survival Strategy 101

Someone please talk Christianity out of me.? Are you asking for a Exorcism?

Haha

Denial of others being cosncious or not leads nowhere. I do ceremomies of Ayahuasca with 30 people around me or more. Even high as fuck one still need to act as others are there, not trying to erase them and tread them as figments or dream stuff. Is more intesting to work on the question of "What is Survival? " "What do you do that is not serving Survival?" Other are because you are, If you go to a forest alone for years, even if you dont see any other for years you will see your body and nature around and that is also Other, you may remember others you once saw and lived with and say to yourself you had just dreamed them, just memories, but that is not the problem, the problem is that you are still there looking around, trying to survive. Why to survive? Why not forget all otherness,the nature,your dear body and just die? Why to choose exist instead of noexist. Why do YOU keep wanting to have and "I" ? And more. Deep down you are addicted to others. What would be of You with no others? Even if you convince yourself you are dreaming them up? Why keep dreaming them? There is a emotional thing going on here. You need them for Survival, to make food for you, to sex,money, entretainment, music drama and so on. Why not even enjoy others without trying to make them something different that they are? You can even philosophise they are not physical but if you be punched it will feel physical dont it? So what is this physical touch? A punch, the skin touch of a lover, a kiss, water cold in your own skin? Is this all otherness too. Is you being conscious of something other to you. Decontruc it please. How do you descontruc the otherness of the a whole forest in front of you?

All I see is Leo Parrots here. I watched the episodes too, is easy to learn the wordgame and repeat it remixing as one wish.

I also want to point out the point the Leo said once about everyone being a "instantiation held on consciousness" . So when I ask or bring up the possibility of Infinite Mind of imagining infinite ways of going around and discover that it is actually looking up for its own ass or its own self origination I am at same time raising the question: As every instatiation is solipsistic locked in its own specific reality it also can be affected differently by different substances in different levels. Example: I can drink big amounts of Peyote and San Pedro and Mushrooms. 10 cups of 50ml of Sao Pedro and I am still good to work, high as fuck but sober, Mushrooms +Thc cookies and same. For others the amount I use is crazy, they fall face down. And as Leo said and many proved, even 5Meo dont make effect in some "instantiations" So this is proof enough that Infinity is not fool and being fool proof it had imagined more ways to Awaken than just 5Meo. I say this to clear out this bias some have that they only will awake with 5. What if your instantiation need Ayahuasca, to go slowly, or Salvia, or Peyote or (....add infinite ways of Awakening) If I was God I would not limit mylittle self to a single substance to Awaken to my own Infinite Selflessness, I would imagine infinite doors to get more chances to delimit the limitations I created to my Self, I would create infinte tools inside myself to explore more or myself, among this tools A Frog in the desert for Sure, but also,Plants,Fish poisons,or some other poison that would not kill the host but kill the illusions.

So ,if Infinity in its Infinite imagination,unbouded by any human impossibily was able to imagine masters,Leo,Actualized channel, The actual 5Meo powder, and actual ass to pull 5 inside and so on... why in its Infinity power it would not be able to imagine more infinite ways to go full circle and realize its own self made trickery of fooling itself that it is not Infinity fooling itself into human form? Why it would limit its own Full Realization by imagin a single super powerfull substance instead of infinite substances or even things that you dont necessarialy stick up into your ass? If God can Imagine 5Meo it can Imagine Malt and it can imagine more and more... can it imagine even Realization with no need of 5Meo? Otherwise 5Meo would stand as the limit of what God could imagine for jailbraking its own selfimposed fooling game. Who to say 5Meo is the limit?

Yes, all the Zen masters,Buddhas,Ramanamas yadayada. All bullshiters? If not it means that the same one can reach with 5Meo one can reach by other ways. Even if 5Meo is a only and special new way, if this new way can extrapolate the Awakening possibility in levels never ever imagined, so we better forget even listening to the old veterans or even the alive ones that try hard by other means that not 5Meo.

Autistic? Sometimes what triggers us about others just show some aspect of our psyque that we tend to ignore or is a blind spot in ourself.

I interesting how everyone falls upon anyone who admire anything Leo share. Guys, if the man loved the video and make him feel good let it be. Is clear the he or anyone will need to have their own direct experiences with that, so stop if you wish to keep repeating the same cliché that " check that by yourself" or yadayada. At least he and others take the time and effort to go watch,study and giving grill for the mill while thousands dont do. I feel is time for people get more camarades here instead of this competition vibe. Would all you be fucks likes this if we were all living in a monastery hosted by Leo?

Did you experienced this directly?

So the daily life study is basicaly the study of dream, dreamscape,dream structure, dream characters on and on?

How do I connect this melting of reality into imagination with the feeling of being heavy, the crackling of my bones, the blood running when I have a cut or in other words, this felt precence embodied, continuous, daily. I mean even if I am alone in a forest with no "others" present, I still feel this body as some other who I am experiencing,having thoughts,body aches, body pleasures, need for food,shelter etc.. what to do ?layimg down and die by command?

God is a crying baby.

I was a mormon and I was able to descontruct my own conditioning. Took effort but I swept the rug from my own feet. You can to if you contemplate enogth and make the rigth questions.

For a long time I was delaying watching some Actualized.org or just listening it while triping in nature. I now decided to do it and I feel that "What is Actuality" is a good guided one to do. But at same time as you @Leo Gura know your work better that anyone what other episodes do yoi think,feel would be great to listen while under effect of psycadelics? Later I will share how was the experience here. I can do with more than one video.