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@Hojo Yeah, it even join the Hawaïan Ho'Oponopono tradition where they explain that when you clear all of your memory, you become empty, a clear vessel and when you are like that, everything is perfect. In this tradition they explain that if you encounter a bad event, it means there is something more you need to clear and unless you clear it, you will experience the same thing again and again. Many traditions came to that same conclusion, we find it also in Kabbalah with the idea of "Tikkun", shadow part that you need to clear in order to let more Light in and have a better Life @Breathe You are the one looking out for yourself, no one else and if something bad happens, it can be for unknown causes but I don't think there is anything random, just causes we don't understand..

I've been dabling with psychedelics for the past 6 or 7 years and during this evolution, I've noticed quite strange events that made me question reality. It's what people like to call "synchronicity" for instance but at first it felt so weird that I started to think reality is a joke, like some kind of TV show because once when I took Magic Mushroom, my vibration changed so much the day after that everything was falling into place PERFECTLY for me, this looked like a good joke, I would come back home exactly at the same time as the delivery guy, everything was literally working out in my favor like I was suddenly attracting more luck. I could observe the same phenomena with different substances, especially nnDMT where, after taking a dose, I would go out and see massive angel numbers everywhere, meet people I know out of nowhere (I'm like non social usually xd) or see weird events, it was like reality was rearanging itself in a different way. I came to understand that it was about me and my vibration, like when you do these substances, it changes your vibration so much that the world is not the same anymore (because you start attracting different stuff with a different vibration). The world then felt maleable, not that solid anymore, if when I do these things the world around me literally start to change, what we call randomness is not random anymore but start working in my favor, what else is possible? Can I control this reality and make cool things happen for me? Well, probably.. Or at least we can find lots of stories like that in old sorcery / shamanic tales.. Something else I've noticed especially with LSD is the amount of crazy stuff that happens during the experience, it feels like you get more of these 1/1000 moments where everything is perfect, like the perfect picture in the exact right moment, random events that looks absolutely crazy or you think about something then you see the exact same thing happen in front of you etc... Later in my journey, I came to understand it in a different way thanks to the study of Dr Joe Gallenberger in his book Inner Vegas, this guy is a Monroe Institute teacher that studied how to control randomness in Vegas casinos through what he called "psychokinesis". He explained that you can affect dice or machines in the casino by having high energy levels through meditation or different means and that's exactly what I've been experiencing during these years. For some reason in my experience, I've seen that when I meditate and am fully centered, I can avoid misfortune, if something can go wrong it wont. If cops shows up and pull over somebody, it will be the guy next to me and I'll be fine or even if they pull me over, they will be kind to me and just let me go if I'm fully grounded and centered. And this join the studies of that person, when you have high level of energy, you are literally in another world, above misfortune. And psychedelics acts massively around this topic but I'm still trying to figure out in which way exactly, because sometimes it's not the case. Here is another concrete example for you, this one is more recent, it happened 5 days ago. I decided to have a low dose of 5meo-DMT (1.5 black scoop suposed to be 6mg), I did it in the morning and it was fine, I felt the energetic opening like I could feel parts of me that were closed opening up and it felt great. After the experience, I automatically started to do the things I was procrastinating, I asked that question I didn't dare to ask in this group, I did this formality I was reporting for one month then I got out for my daily walk and I saw this beautifull women, I felt like "great, I'm going to talk to her" which is absolute insanity for me btw and I pulled her out, got an instant date and it felt awesome! I was in a great mood, high energy and everything was working out in my favor! So I wanted to do this experience again yesterday. But this time it didn't work as planned. I felt like shit, instead of giving me higher energy, I felt completely drained and emotionnaly instable so that's why I'm still trying to figure this thing out. My goal would be to understand fully the energetic nature of reality in order to learn to navigate through the flow of Life and maybe bend reality to my will (can I? ) So that's why I'm launching this topic, you can send your understanding, your experience with affecting reality either through psychedelics or different means like manifestation, magic or God knows

@Leo Gura Yeah I don't play with important stuff, I remember using this during Covid where I had to travel and it was forbidden, I did way more meditation than usual like 2 or 3 hours and I went to the train station like this, everything was perfect and I didn't have any trouble But yeah, I wouldn't play with my life here

The world is going to end, so what? It was supposed to from the begining, nothing new here, even the sun will die at some point, what I perceived from your post is the realisation of impermanence, it seems you are deeply realising this world is the world of death, things are born and die in this world and everything and everyone in here will die at some point, be it in a short time frame or a longer one. What can you do about it? Nothing. Just rejoice with the idea of death, rejoice with the idea of the end of the world, dance with it, Love it ! It's all a show anyway and it was always supposed to be that way, ending at some point. Nobody knows when it will end but it will end at some point that's for sure, and there's nothing you can do about it except appreciating Life as it is right now in this very moment. Hope this help and I wish you a good integreation, let the medicine sink and do its work upon you, it's still working

As someone facing the same chanllenges with trauma healing I can say that psychedelics will lighten up your trauma and what you need to work on but they won't do the work for you, so you may experience more of your trauma during the experience or the days after, this is not a bad thing though, you're just getting showed what you need to change, everything about it gets enlightened so you get a better understanding of the mechanism of your trauma, but then it's up to you to take the steps to change it, and it can be good to get some help depending on your issue.

I personally think it's absolutely insane to give a breakthrough dose to people as their first dosage. For me it's like teaching sex to a virgin by directly raping her without cuddling or anything, it can get traumatizing and I would suggest going the slow route instead by geting to know the substance (yourself) and developing that relationship to the point you feel okay to do it (having a breakthrough). These places don't have time to make their clients develop a long lasting relationship with 5meo so they have to go straight to the point, while it can work for some people with good spiritual background, it can be an absolute mess for others who are not ready for it letting them with huge reactivations or terrible states afterward so if you have time, I would definitely advise to work your way up, listen to yourself and go for the breakthrough only when you are ready to fully let go

I like to use 5meo-DMT that way, between 1 to 3mg to process emotional stuff or release energetic knot. I kinda use it as an energetic tool to cleanse and it's very effective. Then I like to use Iboga in microdose to ground the teachings / insights I get from 5meo and restore balance around my receptor, these 2 are my go to and a very good combination

@The Crocodile It's good to see people from this place, I've tried the techniques laid out in the sub for years and I can say it definitely works to some extend but this requires so much effort that I had to let down and find my own way.. The concept laid out are very usefull to understand states of consciousness accurately though, especially the Assemblage Point where sorcerers are able to change state of consiousness at will without the aid of an external substance. Problem is this path felt kinda dark for me, dealing with inorganic beings is not the kind of energy I prefer so I had to find another path with more light

This years I've been presented with a very very tough relationship, I've gone through absolute dark times exposing all of my traumas and shit.. I don't usually believe in twin flame type of things but I'm pretty sure I've got a really strong link with that person, I had a strong deja vu when I first met her so it's probably this. Anyway, I've spent months with her dealing with difficult emotional ups and downs to the point of going mad and I finally realised that what I was feeling was not Love but Attachment which are two different things.. In fact, I feel deeply attached to this person to the point it controls how I feel on a daily basis and it's driving me mad I'm starting to understand the concept of Love without attachment from the Buddhist but I'd like to actually be able to achieve that kind of Love if possible.. How can I proceed? I meditate for 1 hour daily, sometimes more for at least 4 years, I've dable with 5meos multiple times, have experience with Iboga and did a lot of personal work, but still, here I am as a complete newbie sentimentally speaking and I'm starting to feel tired of it already

@Yimpa We are not a couple, our relationship is based on soul wounds, I'm pretty sure I attracted this girl to show me what I need to heal inside of me and same for her.. Thing is we both know we need to work on ourselves to form an healthy relationship and we are both willing to do the work but for now all we seem to do is hurt ourselves in the process.. I'm also trying to learn how to really Love myself but it's been years of trying at this point and it seems to be on and off like the Hearth center is a door that open sometimes and closes the rest of the time, looks like it's closed more often for me though @Norbert Somogyi Yeah, I've experienced that, it's like I'm desperatly in need of Love or even friendship, it's been 6 years of being single at this point and I've repeated enough time that I'm alone to actually become alone (thanks Law of attraction lmao) so when I meet someone it's like something huge where I attach lots of importance in my life so yeah, problem might come from there too

@OBEler The weather is like an unconscious phenomena, you are doing it as God but you are not fully aware of it, same goes for beating your heart, you are the one doing it but unconsciously so I'm not sure if we can take on full responsibility for that but my point was more about different situations you encounter in Life, you are often the One bringing these situations to evolve or understand different things in order to expand

Once you've uncovered the Truth with 5meo-DMT, there's no going back. These non-dual teachings are serious business, you cannot pretend to endure Life anymore after that, you gotta take full responsibility for what is happening to you because you realise you are the One doing it to yourself from the beginning. Sometimes it can be comforting to pretend someone else is at fault, but if you take the 5meo pill this is not an option anymore. The old stories you used to tell to yourself cannot exist anymore, either you accept full on responsiblity for your Life or you pretend you're not in charge.. But sooner or later, when you go back in this non-dual state again, illusion just drop and you remember. I gotta say these are really challenging teachings for me, taking lots of time to fully integrate so be carefull when stepping in this territory because once you open the door of non-duality, you can't just close it behind you and pretend you didn't see it

@OBEler I mean an oven, something to cook things up sorry for typo. As I approached it the thing started to make biping sound but it happened only once or twice, I think one of my friend noticed but didn't pay much attention to it. Then I had to cook a pizza for everyone. On fucking Lsd, without any recipe or balance to weight stuff, shit was wild ngl ahah

I experienced some glitches when approaching an hoven on Lsd, it kept beeping / changing function when I was near. I knew it came from my changed frequency but my sober friends were puzzled about it. An other day I experienced huge meteoric changes on a high dose of shrooms, it literally started to hail hard which feels almost impossible where I live, there was huge hailstones everywhere and I had to go cover the car outside with my dad during that night. The weirdest thing about it is when I asked people who leave nearby the next day, they didn't have that, it seems the phenomenon was located on a 1 - 2km zone around my house..

Yeah kind of but there's still some things you do unconsciously so to speak like the waves of the ocean, the rain falling, the wind blowing etc... Same thing as when you beat your hearth, you are the one doing it but this action is doing itself, same for the climate and the world around you, you are the one doing it but you're not aware of it. Anyway, there's no need to stress too much about that, you'll discover it when you are ready, just don't take it too seriously and make Life a beautifull dream for you

When you become really conscious in a dream, you realise it's just a dream and you become lucid. From that state you can do whatever you want, the dream respond back to you according to some laws and principles. Now the same applies in waking reality, you can become so conscious that you realise it's a dream, you are dreaming all of it right now and if it's a dream guess what...? There's probably ways to become lucid and control it. That's the incentive to further develop spiritualy and keep going

Can you choose to dream whatever you want to dream when you're asleep? Answer is yes if you learn to do so, it is the same in waking reality, if you learn to master the dream then I guess you can choose whatever you want to experience but first there's a long training process

MDMA is a therapy in itself, it allows to understand your trauma on a deep level and increases your emotional inteligence by tenfold. Gives you lots of empathy so much that you really understand deeply the people around you or yourself if you're doing it alone. I would say the bad comedown is worth it but if you want to avoid it just stay below 100mg, you could even end up with an afterglow this way

@integration journey For me 5-Meo-DMT is the rough father, he shows you non-duality whether you like it or not kinda brute force you into it. MALT is the loving mother, she shows it to you in an absolute loving way, even if you're in the brick of breaking through but you're not quite sure you want to go, she will respect your bondary and put you exactly where you need to be. So to sum it up, 5meoDMT is more masculine energy, straight to the point and MALT is more feminine, very loving and forgiving

@StripedGiraffe I would say trust your Intuition on this one. If you are not so sure you can stay at the same dosage for a little while until you feel comfortable there then move on

@OBEler You will get a feel for it with time, let's say you make the liquid, start by pulling for 5 - 6 seconds on the pen then release and wait for a while and see how you feel. You're not in a rush or something so take your time even if you stay at a low dose for your first time, goal is to know how the pen affects you. After 5 or 10 minute you will know what 5 - 6 sec pull can do then it becomes an entirely intuitive thing, you don't care about what dosage did I put anymore and you just end up trusting 100% your intuition and feel for it. Here is a concrete example as I decided to vape some Malt this morning : I took a tiny pull from the pen to get into the Malt headspace then went straight for another one. "Aaaah Malt is soo good, really loving energy I love it, let's take another one" *Proceed to hit the pen for the third and fourth time* "Okay now I think I'm good, let's lie down in a comfortable and open position without moving" <--- Please don't underestimate this part with 5meo /!\ Then at this moment, I stayed for maybe 2 - 3 minutes and I got this feeling of "I need more", in fact I had repeating thought urging me to take one last hit so I Trusted this feeling and just went for it. I then proceeded to melt with my carpet in a pure ocean of Love. The rest is now history but you get the idea

@Unleash If you are to ever try Malt again, please do it on its own without weed. Pretty sure weed is responsible for the schizo / paranoid episode, great share besides that For me making ejuice with Malt has been an absolute game changer, the vape is not strong (400mg Malt for 3.7g Peg400) so when I take a 5-6 second hit I'm still in low dose territory. I usually take 3 to 4 like this to get where I want to be but the cool part about this option is that you can redose pretty easily if you feel the need to without traumatizing yourself because you took too much. When you vape 15mg with another method for example, you usually take it all at ounce so it's too late when you realise you took too much... A properly dosed vape pen can avoid this problem

I've tried 2CB for the first time yesterday, here is my report : I took half a supposedly 24mg pill then went for a ride with my ebike and took the other half with me. I took the other half one hour later, didn't have nausea this way as my stomach was empty. I felt a sense of love energy on the comeup, I was lead to a cool place I didn't know with a beautifull view and a huge tree, I laid there for a couple of minute meditating before going back. What struck me is the clear headed space, it's literally like being sober but you're not, it's hard to explain. I encountered some random guy who I talked to without problem at all then after some time decided to head back home. It's where I really felt it, put on some music then went showering. I can draw some comparison to explain what it felt like, 2CB is like a light beer (0% alcohol) whereas LSD is regular beer, you got the visuals from LSD but without the headspace and insights. Some euphoria here and there but that's about it. When I decided to eat, visuals got turbo boosted. Now I was seeing stuff giggling around me, breathing the way it does on LSD. I wasn't feeling so great all in all and didn't like it that much for spiritual purpose but I had a great time watching Spiderman new generation which was really amazing in that state. In the end I think it's a great compound if you need to go somewhere with people around like a concert, cinema, art gallery or just going outside enjoying the view but if you're only after spiritual work I don't think it's the best (or at least for me with the dose I tried, everyone's different)

Spiderman New generation If you love psychedelic art with tons of flashy colors, this film is for you. Just watched it on 2cb and it really blew my mind

We are talking nnDMT, right? If that's the case then my advise would be to go into it with an open mind, curiosity like going out somwhere really cool where you've never been. Let the experience unfold and don't cling to your body, it is safe where it is. Trust the experience and let it lead you where you need to be. Close your eyes and let it do its thing, you are just a spectator passing by on higher dimensions. For me my first few experiences with DMT were quite special as it opened up A LOT of things inside of me (Kundalini, intuition, downloads of information etc..). This completely shatered my concept of reality and opened me up to other possibilities. I can definitely say that this is the substance that has made me progress the most during my path