Sincerity

I had a similar situation. I deluded myself on LSD that someone was my divine soulmate and that I „needed to find them” after I saw their profile mistakenly opened on my phone on Messenger. A case of being completely wrong in an incredibly embarrassing way. I still cringe a bit thinking about it. It’s been hard to accept/forgive.

1) Focus on doing something. 2) Take a break, relax, do something pleasant.

You're probably afraid of confronting pain, or the feeling of shame in front of other people. You can get better at it with small steps. Set little goals, take action on the least scary thing to say to a certain person and work your way up to the more difficult ones.

@ExploringReality Please don’t poke the guy. Leave it be. @The Crocodile Namecalling is not allowed. Some of your posts were hidden.

Sorry. You won't see that anymore.

That guy is now banned.

In personal life, I think balance is a synonym for what is felt as right to do in each moment, or in the current phase in life. When you’re making the right choices, you feel balanced. Imbalance is not doing the right things. So for example, you feel you want to work but you give in to the laziness and don’t do the work for the day. You feel bad afterwards. You’ve neglected an energy which was demanding to be expressed, which resulted in imbalance. Or, you do too much of something, like when you’re a workaholic. You don’t even hear your voice calling you to take care of other aspects of your life. You are too drained of energy in these aspects, and too much energy is put into work. This results in imbalance. Balance, this equilibrium, has a calling to it. Everyone longs for balance. Because it’s peace. It’s happiness and fulfillment. It’s right. It’s the way. In a sense, it’s being aligned with the truth of you. Walking the path which you are, exactly where it is. An imbalanced life is betrayal of oneself, of the path.

Seems like you're in some serious tunnel vision right now. Your perspective is going to change. It's going to get better. Best wishes. Don't do anything stupid. You are fine as you are.

"I needed to word-vomit, so I did it at a public square for everyone to see, instead of in a bathroom."

Reading an amazing book atm. Very eye-opening. Planning to make a thread recommending it once I go through it. Some updates from my life: Work is stressful, but I'm getting by. Working to make moves in my career. I really want a raise. The new place we moved into is fucking awesome. My girlie feels happy here, and so do I. This space is really amazing. Invited my parents over for breakfast on Sunday. Also had my best friend come over, girlfriend also invited her friend. In the previous place we didn't invite people much, that place wasn't great for guests. The new place is more family-like and guest-friendly. It's so fucking good. Money is tight, but we're fine. Focusing on my goals every week. Focusing on doing things for myself as expression of love and interest, eg. trying to make myself laugh with new funny phone background every week. Supporting my gf a lot. And she's supporting of me. Sex is fucking spectacular. I see God in her during sex. I see we're the same. My relationships are very fulfilling. I have a very tight circle and I fucking LOVE it. Each person in this tight circle feels like a God/Goddess (gf, best friend, sister, parents). Something my best friend sent me last week: So true lol.

This MAN is a diagnosed PSYCHOPATH. Do NOT EVER let him near YOU. --- Me n' my girlie.

What utter nonsense… 🤦‍♂️ Moved to off-topic, this does not belong in the spirituality section.

You’re in no position to request people don’t post about something. I request you stop talking and preaching about things you have no idea about, but is that going to take me anywhere? You’re too arrogant for your own good, for someone who just mentally masturbates about spiritual concepts. First handle basic survival. You didn’t even have a job yet. Much of your suffering would go away if you focused on a purpose with tangible results. A new member category should be created for you: member aspiritual.

So raw. 🙇‍♂️ Awesome. Cheers!

My girlfriend infected me with this song. We just moved out. It took a lot of work, but the new place is PERFECT. I am so grateful. This is heaven. Life can be so beautiful. In the last 2 weeks post my LSD trip, my mind content has been of greater quality. I am more relaxed and insightful. Many energies have been released. This is good.