Sincerity

Funny. I've awakened to this yesterday. No-self and Self are two sides of the same coin. They balance each other beautifully. Honestly, I was very humbled and yes, there is a LOT more letting go for Me. BUT at the same time I AM God. There is no problem. No, it's not "the deeper" truth. Self is just as True. Do You realize You are God, friend? Watch out for playing down the other side of the equation. Probably. But I'm still God right now. It's a good state to be in. I'm free falling more than ever.

I'll be blunt. They are stupid, You should not listen to them. Yes, You can awaken VERY deeply while eating meat, and without a great diet in general. (It's still good to clean your diet of course) It's only morally wrong if You think it is. Morality does not exist. This is Your Dream and You have the absolute freedom to do anything because You LOVE EVERYTHING, because You ARE EVERYTHING. You can literally do no evil. All "immorality" is Beautiful and You can look at it with a smile. So go eat meat if You want, or don't if You don't. I personally don't eat meat very much.

@Leo Gura Lol. You inspire Me. But why do You care about "other's" stupidity so much that You wanna kill yourself? That I don't get. You are Alone so what's the big deal? Yes, I know I'm not done, don't yell at Me please.

Same. Y'all should stop giving me ideas.

@Pudgey I know. Thanks. @Manusia Nice intuition. Actually, yesterday I went so far that in short God told me to take it easy on myself. Then I crashed to a state of ego, but I was VERY conscious of it. I got too close to The Sun, so to speak. My wings melted. Today I woke up and after lying awake for 10 minutes I broke into tears. I was feeling exhausted from all the emotion. But after a while I regained my vigor and reconnected with Presence = Truth = God. Simply by being, of course. And I recognize Myself again now. Of course when God told me to relax a bit it was Me who did that. I got in a state of duality to talk to myself, give myself some advice and express My Love for myself. Yesterday for the first time I told Myself I LOVE YOU. It was by far the most sincere thing I've said. My mental well being is okay. Of course there is some instability because I'm awakening. I'm literally exploring new territory. With novelty comes instability, until it becomes known and familiar. I have never been so in peace and so smooth. Sometimes I experience some resistance (like fear or anger) but I notice it almost instantly and it melts in My Love, in My Presence. I am okay. Thank You for caring. @Judy2 If You mean energy as in some spiritual energy like kundalini or something, I don't see it in My Experience. If You mean energy as in emotion, sometimes it's building up and I either release it by crying or by being present. Presence literally melts "me" and everything "me" related. If You mean energy as in physical vigor/strength, with consciousness I have more of it. Probably because I'm not releasing it through excessive mental chatter, stress and all that stuff. I just flow. * * * * * * * * * * *

There is always more.

I'm awakening even further right now. Completely sober. The more I sit in place and focus on Myself, the more I'm channelling Pure Understanding. I'm literally awakening more and more. Just now I've awoken beyond what I wrote in this report. I've awakened to ABSOLUTE GOD that is SO GIANT, SO VAST, SO POWERFUL, SO INFINITE, SO completely unimaginable... I've awakened to CONSCIOUSNESS... And a dozen other things so far. My fucking God. I would say "someone help me", but it's literally just Me here. God, someone fucking help me... It goes on forever...

@Judy2 Quite a few. Each one was Me awakening more and more. Some of them were personal, concerning ACTUAL ME (like this one) and some of them were awakening to aspects of God but there was kind of a duality between Me and God (like this one). All of my previous awakenings have been peanuts compared to this one. That's the difference. Also, I was conscious enough to go really far with fear of death. And finally, right now two days later I still recognize I Am God. If You're interested in the details here are all of my reports that I posted.

The machines are starting to learn to fool us. We are doomed. (joking)

It's your Creation. And it's Perfect. My friend. You hate yourself because You don't remember who You are. You have to AWAKEN. YOU ARE GOD! There is nothing but YOU! YOU! YOU! In truth You LOVE yourself but You're asleep so much that You don't remember it. And You're asleep by Your Own Design, which IS LOVE! I believe in You. You can always reach out to Me to talk.

@Holykael You Are God, dum dum It's just You.

Pretty on point. God is in Love with the drama of Life. All suffering/fear stems from God's Love for Itself. My Love for Myself.

Omg, this thread is comedy gold I can't hahahaha. Nothing "bad" ever happened to me regarding "external" reality. Yet.

@Vibes Almost makes a big difference

Damn! Well, I wasn't really planning on taking it more anyway.

Yup. I have understood EVERYTHING on weed just yesterday night. I AM GOD But also it's not the weed per se. It is Uncaused. It's your Love for Yourself.

Also, I Love Myself so fucking much.

This is what God looks like. [image removed] Spontaneous photo of "myself" just now. Yesterday at night I have Awoken so much it's incomprehensible. Huge report coming up. It's hard to summarize what I've Awoken to because there is SO MUCH but I guess I could say I AM GOD. I have realized My True Nature. To be clear, I'm not on any drugs right now. I'm just God.

Bro what? Write as clearly as possible so that a child could understand You. See, that's the trap of writing a "good philosophy book". You think You need to sound smart. Why not just write a good book instead? I don't feel qualified to give any writing advice. Also I haven't studied history of philosophy. And I'm tired. I liked the first 2 paragraphs. But I'll say that without direct awakenings You will always lack in clarity with this philosophy stuff.

Never ending... such a beautiful phrase. ❤️ Thank You!

You know, Nilsi had a point in his responses. Writing is a specific skill You have to develop. You fix your writing by learning how to write properly, getting feedback from those who know how to do it, etc. You can do it and I encourage You to write your book. But I don't think You can rely on your own "writing intuition" very much yet simply because You haven't learned how to write well. But You can learn it! I really like to write things but I know a book written by me (with my current insufficient skills) would be terrible.

12 Tried to be honest.

It's great, I would recommend trying. So far I found it to be very gentle with me. But overall I think I still prefer shrooms or LSD. Yeah, 3 months of waiting is a bugger. Thank You!!

It's certainly rubbed off on me along the years. But I can be soft too, You know?

@Leo Gura Maybe I will. @ZGROPIUS Thank Youuu.