Sincerity

God is imperfect. God doesn't even compare to me. I am above God on all levels. God can blow me. ^ Do these statements spark a reaction in You? If yes, get to work

I think discord is a terrible idea.

HELP ME MAKE THE MOST OF FREEDOM AND OF PLEASURE NOTHING EVER LASTS FOREVER EVERYBODY WANTS TO RULE THE WORLD

Pin down some of FlyingLotus's posts like blog table of contents or this one. ^ Agreed. Dark mode would be nice tbh but I don't get my hopes up. Guess that'd be quite difficult to design. Ability to edit your own journals. Enlightened user of the month jk. It's a shame You don't share your deepest insights anymore. I hope You do in your advanced course. One thing I feel is that if I wasn't reading a lot of your posts on the forum, I wouldn't understand deeply the material from the videos. In fact I would say that I probably learned more from your forum posts than from the videos and it's not like the videos aren't packed with a lot of wisdom. I just feel like if one doesn't read your posts (which many times generate a-ha moments for me and increase understanding), one misses on half of the insights. For example, I 'learned' about the nature of death much more from your posts than video content. I don't know what to do about it, I'm just stating how I see it. Update the pinned topics in the Meditation section. They feel outdated. One suggestion: maybe you could make a large, wisdom-packed post about what your teachings are (not in like one sentence but also not too long) and pin it down. You could edit it along the way when your understanding expands. I'd really welcome more of these shorter, more spontaneous vimeo blog videos. Like the one about requisite variety, or awakening reports, etc. They were very valuable and insightful! I'm spitballing. I think this platform is good at it is. Thanks!

I have misunderstood this quote for so long, lol. I thought it meant something completely different. I mistook the word "phoneless" with the word "phony". The intended meaning of the quote something along the lines of: we rely on our phones and media which make us angry and scared and yada yada yada. Sure, it's true I guess, but I can come up with a better message. Here's how I originally misunderstood and here is my new version of the quote: Some poor, clueless fool is probably sitting in a café somewhere totally unaware of how confused and scared he really is. I wrote this in a café yesterday. People don't realize how scared they really are. Yes, maybe your fear isn't right on the surface in this very moment but still, you are scared as fuck and you deny it. It's so easy to prove that you're scared shitless! Here, a simple exercise for you: THINK THE FOLLOWING THOUGHTS OR BETTER YET, SAY THIS OUT LOUD. REALLY, DO IT! I am a pedophile I would suck a dick happily (for the hetero men out there) I would gladly r@pe an animal I want to inject heroin in my veins I hate n****rs or, for the local racists out there, say this: An average black person is more intelligent than me This last one makes me laugh so much. Imagine getting a racist to say this. IMPORTANT NOTES I do NOT mean anything I say above. You're stupid if you think I do. Say it like you mean it. Notice your fucking reaction. NOTICE THE FEAR AND RESISTANCE! When you maybe overcome that fear, notice that you are still here and everything is okay. Furthermore, notice that even though you thought it or said it out loud, that doesn't mean it is true. You are still here and you are still your old way, only a bit less fearful. This goes to show that thoughts are just that, thoughts. You do not have to believe in the content of thoughts! Stop being lost in falsehood! Believing in the content of thoughts is literally believing in something that is NOT THERE! IT'S FANTASY! Really think about it: what IS the content of a thought made of? A thought is a thought, you can notice it. But what IS EXISTENTIALLY its content? IT'S NOTHING! IT'S YOU ADDING SOMETHING THAT ISN'T THERE, FOR FUCKS SAKE! Yesterday I realized this and for the first time I was free to think anything. How much fun. I thought the most atrocious and "dangerous" thoughts and I'm still here. I still am not a pedophile, or a junkie or any of that. Better, I am relieved of a lot of resistance and it feels good, trust me. Let go you beautiful flower. People are so scared of pedophilia, or more precisely being a pedophile, lol. So scared of looking inwards and actually checking whether they're a pedophile or not. It's understandable I guess because you would lose a lot of friends and all but still it's very funny how fear blocks you from introspecting freely. I've been listening a lot to Vernon Howard lately. He's so good. Maybe you can notice from how I'm writing:p

Wow, awesome! I'm happy for You! It does indeed!

Good for you! For the sake of experience and different perspective I would very gladly go myself. Idk what to ask really. Anything you don't like there so far? If you could write up some small report afterwards or notes on what you've learned I'd be happy to read it.

Holy shit! Check out this site: https://www.psynft.xyz I found so many AWESOME visionary artists and artworks here. INSANELY BEAUTIFUL!!!!! My favourite artists I found are Conscious Color, Magusz, Rajha, Cosmic Jester, Salviadroid and Zeet. I love visionary art.

Ok???? I feel offended.

"Better to reign in hell than serve in Heaven." Ruler of everything, huh...? How does it feel?

Yesterday after a shamanic breathing session (first since 1,5 years) I recognized Myself again. I am the Universal Truth. The session was quite weird. A lot of body shaking, numbness in arms. I wanted to puke multiple times, even though I didn't eat much. Forgotten memories from childhood came back. I did it because I felt a deep longing for the Truth. I really missed it. Not that It ever left me. But I did reject it, for too long.

Wow, nice video. Reminds me of how wicked consciousness can be.

@Leo Gura Congrats and good luck man. You're doing God's work

Chill dude.

The things men will do instead of going to therapy

This title makes me laugh. The d r e a d e d Destiny and MrGirl bridge nuke. Yes. We're biting our nails, frightened of the streamers' ultimate break-up No, not the b r i d g e n u k e . . . . (I'm just joking around.)

I didn't care who it was. And I forgot it was You. So nothing personal. Don't be offended. You are still loved. Eh, fair enough Although I do enjoy them. Making me reconsider my limits of what is possible.

Omg, literally who cares. Why do we have weekly posts here about these streamers? Exactly.

There are always extra-legal options.

Okay. Congrats on your latest awakenings. Be safe!

Definitions for alien (adjective): Very unfamiliar, strange, or removed. Unfamiliar and disturbing or distasteful. Coming from another world. Differing in nature or character typically to the point of incompatibility. Dissimilar, inconsistent, or opposed, as in nature. What the hell does "Alien" God mean. Something is alien only until it isn't, until it becomes familiar. I'd be down to explore super weird states of consciousness but come on, "Alien God"? I hope this is just a matter of labels. I think it's understandable that sanity is a subset of insanity. But God is still God, even if it encompasses infinite weird and alien states. You just increase your understanding of what God actually is. When you think about it, infinity MUST be alien, because you can never know it fully. There is always infinitely more unfamiliarity, weirdness, etc. But why add the adjective then? It only makes it sound New Age. I bet most people will be turned off just by this label.

That's what You're doing right now. But it's all still You. You are imagining otherness into existence. Isn't this your experience right now? You perceive others as others. That's what's true for you. Hence you live in a world with "many different consciousnesses". State is everything.

Well, he often says that physical death is a dream and it literally doesn't happen as long as You're conscious enough. So that's probably what he meant. I wouldn't know if this is true.

I wanna be the janitor.

Yesterday I had such deep insights into what is magic... insane stuff. There's too much to convey for all of it to make sense and connect in a beautiful way so I'm gonna keep the details to myself for now. Maybe someday I'll make a longer post. But in short, Reality is fucking Magic. God is Magic. Everything You see in front of you is MAGIC. And Life is a Miracle. Another insight I had is that the distinction between the Infinite and the finite exists only from a certain state of consciousness. It's so mind-boggling how what's true or conceivable changes with my state. It's fucking unbelievable! There are truths I cannot grasp right now no matter how much I try! But they are the case! I can't wrap my head around the fact that God cannot be pinned down in any way. Wrap my head around... such an interesting phrase. You can wrap a present with wrapping paper with ease because the box is small, limited. But what if the box was infinite in size? Yesterday I took an apple and tried to wrap my head around it. Really understand an apple. To my surprise it wasn't possible. Such a mindfuck. NOTHING IN REALITY CAN REALLY BE CONCEIVED OF! Because reality is infinite and when you take a "part" of reality this part is infinite as well. Before I thought that sure, Reality itself cannot be conceived of because it's infinite, but finite things? Why not? Well, what fucking finite things? THERE ARE NO FINITE THINGS! EVERYTHING IS INFINITY! I also learned that to understand "something" ABSOLUTELY (like an apple), you have to a) be that "thing" and b) have infinite intelligence. Understanding MUST come from being. You can't really grasp something if you aren't even that thing (from your pov!). But also infinite intelligence is needed. Even though I am Myself, I don't understand Myself. And regarding the apple - I couldn't see Myself in it yesterday, even though I tried. God is Absolute Understanding because God a) is EVERYTHING and b) is Infinite Intelligence/Sentience. I also asked myself the question "Can Infinity be conceived of?". It seems impossible, doesn't it? I contemplated this and suddenly my jaw dropped to the floor. OMFG. Infinity CAN be conceived of. BY INFINITY. This, ladies and gentlemen, is MAGIC. Infinity doing the impossible and grasping Itself Absolutely. Infinite Self-Grasping. It's fucking inconceivable! Also impossibility is only a possibility within Infinity. There really is nothing impossible. Such a beautiful insight. My break from contemplation was too long. It's so much fun, I must do it more often.