Sincerity

Yessssssss!!!! I've been pondering this too recently!!! It's so amazing hahaha!! It's funny how often infinity hides in plain sight. Like, you can ask the "why" question forever AND it doesn't even have to start with "why God?". It can start with anything - why is a rainbow an arch, for example. But eventually if you ask the why question enough times you always reach "why God?" again!!! Point is that almost no one appreciates that every why question literally leads to infinity. Most people recognize at least once in their life that it goes to infinity, but then they just forget and stop being amazed by it. The same goes for the how and the what. Ah, it's beautiful All roads lead to God.

I've recently got the insight that God is Life. Life = Existence = God = Eternity There's no opposite to Life. God is Absolute Life!!!!

What? More like they carry falsehood

I thought the same thing hahahahah The lore is expanding

Lol. The plot thickens

Great post. I don't know if that's true yet, but I've benn thinking about it and made sense to me. If I'm imagining everything, why would I "later" experience these "povs" I'm imagining, why not create everything from scratch again

I think an important point is that Leo is carving a new path on the go and we don't see the "end results" yet. I mean we don't see his integration yet but it's not like it's not gonna happen. Maybe it will take 5, 10 or 30 more years and THEN it's right to judge whether integration really is lacking in people taking the psychedelic path. My point is that after a long time it COULD turn out that his integration is even deeper than that of a person that has meditated for this same amount of time. We don't know. I think that a person who tripped every week for let's say 5 years and put effort into integrating the experiences and contemplation COULD be better off than a person who meditated every day for let's say 4 hours for 5 years. (note: I don't know if this is a fair comparison. If you feel like it's wrong you can suggest a better one) AND obviously it is worth mentioning that meditation vs psychedelics is not a binary choice, there can be a balance right. But in what I wrote above I wanted to kinda compare them separately

Maybe to some extent, but I'd say it's generally not what happens. I beg to differ. I'd say it is the most personal thing ever. But also it can be absolutely impersonal.

Transcended survival needs? Lol. I'm sure he wouldn't say that. Of course that is unique and it's undeniable he's had very powerful awakenings. But you can't know that nobody on this planet has had deeper ones. HOW can you ever know that. And why even sit and compare who had what? Am I the most awakened person or the second most awakened or third? This is ridiculous. Egoic games - that's how I perceive it. I get that when you're awake you are God and you are everyone and you understand everything there is and bla bla bla. I'd say it is easy to get deluded that my awakening is the deepest because it's mine. Because it's from your experience obviously, Reality finally recognizing itself, you are encompassing everything and stuff. I don't mind at all when he says that he's the only Awake thing there is because it's true from his Absolute pov, but when he says he's more awake than anyone on the planet he's speaking from the relative domain and comparing himself to "other beings". Well from my pov this is delusion. And btw actually I'm the only thing there is so you're all wrong

I agree that Leo's claims are ridiculous and the rhetoric is off-putting. Deeper awakenings that anyone else on the planet? Top 0.0001% of intelligence? It sounds very arrogant, especially because you CAN'T know whether this is true. It turns people off. BUT also I would say that he's correct in genetics playing a big role in awakening. In fact from my experience I feel like my genetics have played a huge role for me because it didn't take much effort for me to become conscious of some serious shit. Literally a few LSD trips was all it took (I also went to 2 meditation retreats and have been seeking for some time but still it's a really small effort compared to other people). I'm obviously nowhere near done but I feel like I could go absurdly deep in my lifetime if I really REALLY committed to it. And I'm grateful to my genetics for that.

I, as an incel, am at the bottom of the hierarchy (below the normies and the chads) so the solution is to bring everyone else down (k*ll the chads, enslave the normies, etc.) so that I can be on top. Brilliant! For real tho, this is really sad. Imagine being in a state of consciousness like this, locked in a worldview of hate and resentment. Daydreaming about murdering others, considering other murderers brave. Completely twisted. What would it take to help such a guy? Also the policeman at the end did a BRILLIANT job. Seriously, amazing. If this won't convince you against the ACAB idea, nothing will

Also, what is "all" possibilities. Like a finite amount?

So do you recommend taking salvia after all for the purpose of understanding crazy states of consciousness? Would you be willing to take more? Just asking. Not planning in the near future.

So sorry dude. Please be proud of yourself that you've made it this far. You deserve it. Everything is going to be okay in the end. You probably don't see it but at least have faith. It ALWAYS gets better eventually.

Bias much?

This hit close to home. Many wise points in this video. I'm too tired to share my notes now. I neglected my fears too much and they blew in my face. Not the first time it happened. I hope I can be learn to be better to myself and respect my scared, negative little human "side". Which is ME of course. I am scared. I am negative. I am hateful. I am ignorant. I am selfish. I am unmotivated. I am anxious. I am insecure. I am overthinking. I am indulging in fantasies. I am too tired to leave my bed. I am too weak to stop distracting myself. I am also good, courageous, open, determinated, joyful and all that stuff. That's ME too. But I can't ignore and deny the scared side and it's what might be fucking me up all the time. Living in health and balance is fucking difficult, lol.

@Leo Gura This guy was completely robbed of his childhood. I've read his biography and I THINK (obviously can't know) it's because of this he wanted to spend so much time with children (innocently). Not because of any sexual cravings. It's like when you're denied love as a child from your parents and then you go live your life desperately looking for love from others for decades. Trying to fill this hole. You don't know whether he was a pedophile or not.

Haha. Yes, we're all full of shit fools I'm a fucking fool. It's crazy. It's incomprehensible how foolish we are.

Sometimes I wanna run myself to the ground. I'll indulge in activities harmful to my health and wellbeing just to spite myself. It's like saying "Fuck you" to the man I see in the mirror. I wonder what's more probable: me surrendering and letting go or me killing myself. Well. I don't think I would ever do the latter but doing the former is just as far fetched considering how stubborn and willing to destroy myself I am. It's funny. Being more willing to die rather than to die. Hahahahaha. How stupid. Interesting how it works.

Holy shit, this is insane! I was thinking the same thing It's beautiful

I feel like in your mind you are labelling an awakening facet (in this case realizing You are the Infinite I, AKA God) as just some "DMT trip perspective shift" or "loss of center" and thus denigrating it's truth. Consider that maybe it's not just "loss of center" but the most amazing discovery that you'll ever make - that YOU are f&#king God, the Absolute I you've always have been and will be and you're absolutely everything that exists? Including redness, plants and all that. Also I just feel like your interpretation here of such an awakening is inaccurate. Interpretations? Cmooon man You know, ego loss/death is not all there is Yes, there is no "you" observing redness. You ARE redness and everything else. You don't "believe" or not in the absolute I. You can discover it (it's You) - that's a claim I'd make. Again, consider that maybe red appears without "you" (and does) because red IS You = God = Absolute. It couldn't not appear because it does, because You're imagining it. But I get what you're saying. I guess you just had a different type of awakening or something. If you're interested, I did experience a powerful ego death. There was absolutely no reminiscence of me, just THIS. But I'd tell you that you can also see (Infinite) YOU in THIS and it's no less true.

Well yeah, but not realizing it is missing out I feel

I'd just propose that you can discover a Universal, Absolute, INFINITE I. Which turns out to be you, funnily enough. The Absolute I is not limited by or built on these ideas and illusions you're describing. You are the plant. And everything else too.

Give me the 50th post so I can add a signature already lol

It was a joke.