Sincerity

That's great!!

It's about the depth. You can always refine the insights, understand better, awaken more. Don't rest on your laurels! And don't be cocky. Nevertheless, congrats!

Happens to all of us

There was a long thread about it

There is only your "pov". You are Alone. "Everyone is a sovereign God from their pov" --> This is a belief you're holding as part of a game to convince yourself that "others" and "other povs" exist and that surely You're not Alone. But You are.

My trip reports so far (in chronological order) But there's more...

I'm sorry dude. I assume you're not working? Or studying? It'd certainly help to just be around people somehow. You can't make friends if you don't meet people. If you REALLY don't want your life to be like this, then change it! Let your current feelings be the fuel for change. "I do NOT want to feel like this, so I am gonna do whatever it takes to change it! I'm gonna meet new people, talk with them and have fun because I WANT this. And soon enough I'll have new friends that I like". Go out and enjoy it. INTERACT with people. You can do it with baby steps, like asking for the time or something. Respect yourself. If this situation is making you miserable, then you HAVE to find ways to change it, because you CAN'T let yourself feel this way. Out of respect and love for yourself! You want to have an actual life? THEN COME AND GET IT! One last thing: you're gonna make it. Even if it seems hopeless, everything is going to be okay. Have faith! The Universe WILL help you along the way. YOU ARE GONNA MAKE IT. You deserve to be loved.

What was the emotional level like? Could you elaborate some more here? Did you experience some "alien" emotions?

Nice!

I wouldn't say so. Agreed. 6 out of 5

Yeah. On his blog. It's completely understandable porn and links to it are banned on the forum.

I thought the same. But also cut him some slack. Let a man appreciate a beautiful woman's body 99,9999% of people don't see Absolute Beauty even in this.

Neat!! ❤️

Well, man was made for lovin', not for buyin' Gold can't get the things we really need Just look, my friends, there's happiness in livin' Somewhere between broke and bein' free! Did you ever see the funny side of losin' Did you ever sit right down and have a cry Did you ever take the time to help a neighbor Just don't let the good life pass you by Friend, don't let the good life pass you by La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la... La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la... La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la...

Yesterday I had a blast with my college friends I got drunk (not in an excessive way) and smoked some pot and enjoyed myself a lot. I'm very glad I went. Darkness has been consuming me lately but here I managed to get out of my head and have genuine fun. Talked to a lot of people and socialized. I was even reminded of God and how I really desire to understand reality! A tiny step towards reconnecting with my spirit.

DETERMINATION I love Celeste so much. It's so God damn difficult. Why yes, I MUST play very hard games that annoy me for relaxation purposes. How can you tell? Jokes aside, I feel like I've kinda lost myself recently. In a "bad" sense. No motivation to do anything meaningful, numbed out, filling myself with bad food and mindless content. Sometimes I wonder if there's even any hope for me to change my ways, to be honest. Sometimes I'd rather not exist. (inb4 I will always exist --> well, I don't see it now, unfortunately)

Yessssssss!!!! I've been pondering this too recently!!! It's so amazing hahaha!! It's funny how often infinity hides in plain sight. Like, you can ask the "why" question forever AND it doesn't even have to start with "why God?". It can start with anything - why is a rainbow an arch, for example. But eventually if you ask the why question enough times you always reach "why God?" again!!! Point is that almost no one appreciates that every why question literally leads to infinity. Most people recognize at least once in their life that it goes to infinity, but then they just forget and stop being amazed by it. The same goes for the how and the what. Ah, it's beautiful All roads lead to God.

I've recently got the insight that God is Life. Life = Existence = God = Eternity There's no opposite to Life. God is Absolute Life!!!!

What? More like they carry falsehood

I thought the same thing hahahahah The lore is expanding

Lol. The plot thickens

Great post. I don't know if that's true yet, but I've benn thinking about it and made sense to me. If I'm imagining everything, why would I "later" experience these "povs" I'm imagining, why not create everything from scratch again

I think an important point is that Leo is carving a new path on the go and we don't see the "end results" yet. I mean we don't see his integration yet but it's not like it's not gonna happen. Maybe it will take 5, 10 or 30 more years and THEN it's right to judge whether integration really is lacking in people taking the psychedelic path. My point is that after a long time it COULD turn out that his integration is even deeper than that of a person that has meditated for this same amount of time. We don't know. I think that a person who tripped every week for let's say 5 years and put effort into integrating the experiences and contemplation COULD be better off than a person who meditated every day for let's say 4 hours for 5 years. (note: I don't know if this is a fair comparison. If you feel like it's wrong you can suggest a better one) AND obviously it is worth mentioning that meditation vs psychedelics is not a binary choice, there can be a balance right. But in what I wrote above I wanted to kinda compare them separately

Maybe to some extent, but I'd say it's generally not what happens. I beg to differ. I'd say it is the most personal thing ever. But also it can be absolutely impersonal.

Transcended survival needs? Lol. I'm sure he wouldn't say that. Of course that is unique and it's undeniable he's had very powerful awakenings. But you can't know that nobody on this planet has had deeper ones. HOW can you ever know that. And why even sit and compare who had what? Am I the most awakened person or the second most awakened or third? This is ridiculous. Egoic games - that's how I perceive it. I get that when you're awake you are God and you are everyone and you understand everything there is and bla bla bla. I'd say it is easy to get deluded that my awakening is the deepest because it's mine. Because it's from your experience obviously, Reality finally recognizing itself, you are encompassing everything and stuff. I don't mind at all when he says that he's the only Awake thing there is because it's true from his Absolute pov, but when he says he's more awake than anyone on the planet he's speaking from the relative domain and comparing himself to "other beings". Well from my pov this is delusion. And btw actually I'm the only thing there is so you're all wrong