Holykael

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  1. This is a complete dream from beginning to end. All planned out. God made it and now the dream is being played until the moment it will all dissolve
  2. Me unfortunately. wish i was just an empty person with no experience
  3. Psychedelics. The fact that my state of consciousness is not controlled by me the character but happens automatically per some design. There is no inherent feeling to anything.
  4. Reality doesn't exist if god didn't create the dream. God has infinite will and infinite power. No bias but wills all realities into existence otherwise there would be a void with awareness forever and nothing else.
  5. Because god dictates how reality is always. Reality is the will of god no exception.
  6. What do you think of elephant mario. Pretty chonky
  7. Why love being tortured? Why love eating shit? (they do it in the movie a hundred days of sodom, it's a reality. Plus there are people who have sex with shit). Why love being severely deformed? Why love extreme boredom? Why love being severely ill or completely insane or homeless? How is loving those things intelligent. Love is a state of consciousness. Everything is a state of consciousness. God puts itself in the state of consciousness of loving everything. Why not put itself in the state of consciousness of loving all things but those insane ones? Wouldn't that be a far more intelligent choice? It's incomprehensible and I'll never understand until I'm dead. Why the obsession with wanting to be everything. Why not be mostly everything for your own sake, it's not like anyone is keeping count
  8. If I could I would but alas the show is running itself, I'm not in control
  9. Being in the void is a bigger blessing than eating shit. Infinite blackness with nothing existing sounds like the most peaceful time possible, I'm all for the void.
  10. It didn't give me power or infinite imagination. So I still don't know what it's like to be with this bias and having all the power of god available to me.
  11. Beyond understanding why god created this reality which you can only do by becoming god. The last realization is understanding you're all alone and the world is your imagination. There's nothing beyond the door of solipsism. In this god architected awakening, that was the last piece of the puzzle. The key things I've learned is that: - god loves everything and has no biases so therefore I'll experience everything imaginable - there is no external world independent of my bubble of perception - this is a predetermined movie directed by god/me so there's no control over it, plays out exactly as it was imagined. Everything is in summary god's will - other people are empty suits playing out their assigned roles and it can't be any other way because there's only one consciousness - death is the final awakening - im eternal beyond the expiration date of this body - everything is imaginary - real life is just a dream like any other - everything is made of consciousness or nothing Life is pretty boring now that there is nothing else to learn.
  12. That's false. You're the one that doesn't understand that god has to construct moment by moment what you're aware of and what your state of consciousness is. If god wanted to he could have build a reality where the main character has everyone tell him he's god but he still wouldn't believe it. God picks everything. God csn construct anything. There are no limitations or logical constraints. There's no easier to awaken unless god wants to make it easier. Reality could be full of magic and you can still make the character completely clueless to all things god and accept.things as they are without questioning it. The character is completely at the mercy of what god has in store for it. The character can't go off script and discover things it's no supposed to discover. That balance thing is bs because god is infinity and that means god will have to construct realities with no balance whatsoever either full of evil or full of good because those are also a part of infinity and god doesn't deny anything at all. God embraces all realities, that's absolute.
  13. Psychedelics are not overhyped. They are the only legitimate tool to change your consciousness
  14. I understand that. But god is mentally ill because he likes torture. He shouldn't be allowed to choose for the sake of the universe and cede full authority to some character with common sense, doesn't have to be me.
  15. The problem is that my chooser (god) is sick in the head. It should be this character in the free for all reality
  16. Oh and most important of all. There is no hedonistic adaption. Everything is fresh forever
  17. How about a world where god is an active part of everyone's lives. Every need is provided, there are robots to do all the work and provide for everyone. God creates portals into other dimensions and realities that people can explore. Everyone shares their experiences on YouTube and create recommendations for new things to do and explore. People can fly around the world with their bodies and make creations with their minds to share with others. People are incredibly talented and self sufficient. There's no jealousy, hatred and division. Everyone knows we are one and treat each other with kindness and compassion. You have to you available a magical interface that gives you access to infinite restaurants, infinite drug experiences, infinite games, infinite movies, infinite books. And people are creative and always adding to.this endless repository. Relationships flourish. Nature flourishes. There's an access to the entire infinity. A free for all for everyone. If you want to suffer for a good cause like living the life of some of your favourite characters you can do so. All within a spirit of adventure. You can customize your own appearance and shapeshift into all kinds of forms. The age of lack and mediocrity is over. Everyone is having the time of their life. Imagine being able to create avatars in MMO like worlds and adventure with your friends, fight and defeat evil calamities. I could go on but such a reality is truly perfection. Not this limited crap. this perfect reality could go on forever because it would include everything. If you get tired of living there's a kill button that painlessly ends your life after you feel like you've had enough. And most important of all. God shares its infinite love with all of creation, everyone is nourished and feeling loved and complete. You can create an infinite amount of perspectives within this world with different tastes and inclinations, you could even support serial killers with simulations where they get to live out their urges. There is no excuse, god is insanely mentally ill.
  18. Amen. Hallelujah
  19. I struggle with this too. There's no escaping it unfortunately. God is evil we just need to make peace with it.
  20. Good can only exist if evil exists is total bs. As a baby you're not aware of evil and you're having the time of your life. The true answer is that god loves evil as much as it loves good. That means god is not good at all. God will manifest hell with a smile on his face as the characters face endless torture.
  21. Willpower is directly controlled by god. There's nothing you can do. It's all destiny.