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Nothing wrong with you That's how trips usually go

Salvia in fact has inverse tolerance. The more you take it, the less dose you need but this is not something you should think about just another cool scientific fact

Opioids and other strong pills to combine! It was a private health doctor. My girl that works in public health was so shocked when she saw such a prescription Doctors and psychiatrist should be more mindful when giving this types of drugs. I was well versed so I was able to deal with the situation. I have to say after all that it was a positive enriching experience to become conscious of what opioid are, how they feel and understand why people take them. It's something that made me reflect and empathise with addicts and it was an interesting experience to have once in a lifetime. I still remember that feeling of being in the bed not giving a fuck about absolutely anything, it's a wild freedom. This was the insight I had, you really do many things in life because otherwise they make you feel bad. You don't want your house to be burnt or to lose your job or your wife or your health because that makes you feel shity. Yet on opioids the possibility of feeling shity doesn't exist, is erased forever from your mind, you are absolutely fine with whatever way your life goes in that moment. That was a huge insight honestly, and made me move to other types of gratification systems and mind wirings.

If someone is interested in such things I would recommend something like the 7 Hermetic principles: 1. The principle of mentalism "The All is Mind; the Universe is Mental."[5] 2. The principle of correspondence "As above, so below; as below, so above.” [...] This principle embodies the truth that there is always a correspondence between the laws and phenomena of the various planes of being and life.[6] 3. The principle of vibration "Nothing rests; everything moves; everything vibrates."[7] 4. The principle of polarity "Everything is dual; everything has poles; everything has its pair of opposites; like and unlike are the same; opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree; extremes meet; all truths are but half-truths; all paradoxes may be reconciled."[8] 5. The principle of rhythm "Everything flows, out and in; everything has its tides; all things rise and fall; the pendulum-swing manifests in everything; the measure of the swing to the right is the measure of the swing to the left; rhythm compensates."[9] 6. The principle of cause and effect "Every cause has its effect; every effect has its cause; everything happens according to law; chance is but a name for law not recognized; there are many planes of causation, but nothing escapes the law."[10] 7. The principle of gender "Gender is in everything; everything has its masculine and feminine principles; gender manifests on all planes."[11]

@OBEler Glad someone caught the irony

Addiction is very counter intuitive. You would guess that something like an opiate would be super addictive right? Well, after having COVID I got some nasty side effects and pain in my ribs. The doctor prescribed me codeine, a potent opioid, for a whole week. After 2 days I was better with my ribs but I should still follow the treatment, isn't it? After the third day I couldn't take it anymore. It was so addictive my body asked more and more and more. It's not raw pleasure, it is more like perfect equanimity and not give a fuck. I understood how people could live in the streets taking opioids, you simply don't care you are happy and complete. This was for me such a red light. Taking it and seeing how addictive it is showed clearly it's nature to me. Making me react in the opposite direction and not wanting to do anything with it and going against the doctor recommendations for my health. Other substances like coke or Kratom are more sneaky. You take them and they don't call you back. They make you believe you are in control. Then they hook you like a fish squeezing you to death slowly day after day. This on top of "allowing" you to still be functional in the world makes, in my evaluation, coke and Kratom very sneaky addictive substances. With surely some positive effects in this work but just overwhelming more negative effects. Put it in the balance ⚖️ We are not drugs users, we discovered a technology for consciousness and Awakening. Beware of this trap, you may end up consuming many other drugs because of psychedelics. This is not desirable and a hindrance in the psychonaut path.

@TheGod can't judge you for taking that decision. Awakening definitely is an acquired taste

It works perfectly for me. High doses I always plug. Low doses I usually snort

I was thinking about this the other day I love my mum and I'm grateful to her, but she didn't give me God Leo did! What is the biggest gift you can give to someone? God Nothing matches that level of love and consciousness

I played football on Malt and it's also an extraordinary experience The mind to body connection with yourself and the interaction with other people is superb

The beach trip: This was my first trip report

For me it is easier to begin with the mirror once in the peak I sometimes find it hard to warm up for the mirror But once you are fully there, the mirror and you start working directly and everything happens quite effortlessly When I'm in my normal state I find it much harder to connect with my reflection. So take this into account. Get the taste right when working with mirrors

I'm gonna take some weeks off to decompress. That will help me focus more in my human life. Awakening will still be there for me no doubt about it. I'll strike a balance, let's see

Imagine having a good car. You know it is not you, but nevertheless you take great care of it. That's the love you give it. You feed it oil and take it to the mechanic if needed. You are not your car yet you love it and take care of it. I'm not talking about identification but simple love for onesbody and lines that are difficult to cross when they actually happen to you

@ExplorerMystic That was clear. Thank you. I understood many things

Thanks for sharing. Welcome! You are certainly going into the right direction. That's how Awakening is and feels like That's what happens when you do the work. Congratulations, keep going!

The map is not the territory and the map also exists, so you run into a regress problem, mapping the map if you map everything. And how can you map inifinity? This is Kurt Gödel incompleteness theorem and proves that all attemps to conceptualize existence, at best, are a half Truth.

Try both. Malt is much better I would say but after some weeks I'll confirm it to you when I start experimenting myself with 5meoDMT

Thanks that was very clear

Your body expans to infinity You body has not end and no beginning. You want to grab your head and you don't find it In all infinity you are becoming ever more Infinite It usually goes like that. Your body becomes universal, the universe is seen as your very own body. You scratch the table like you scratch your ear. However this is still not the highest of full consciousness. Just with being beyond life and death you aren't conscious enough to literally your vessel colapses of consciousness. Because I have awakened to it and I'm still here talking to you and it gets much more deeper. I think my point is clear not gonna go in the mud anymore. Awaken that's where you'll get all your answers from

Yes, it's one of those things you'll have to rise up to. It doesn't raise down for you

There are skyscrapers of Awakenings and breakthrough consciousness all throughout history. In one way I think that now is easier to awaken deeper or that some people have it easier. In a way this is correct but I remember a phrase my boxing coach once told me. To become a champion the difficulty is the same for everybody . Because it is so damn hard to become one of the bests, that the time when you were born matters but you're not gonna have it much easier because of that. It is so hard for everybody. Even though you are a good climber with the best equipment you are climbing Mount Everest, you get me? Wim hofman climbed it in underware There's wild people out there. Some are afficionates walking arround the park or climbing something here and there. But to embark on a life death journey to go the peak of it all is another thing. Awakening gets VERY deep. Imagine saying you can climb mount Everest in underware, you would say impossible! Are you connecting the dots?

https://www.deccanchronicle.com/opinion/op-ed/171017/mystic-mantra-the-age-of-meditation-and-enlightenment.html

You can bring water to the horse but not make him drink it So if you don't want to explode in infinite consciousness you can always say no to do that milk. But is there for you to discover not for me to proof