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  1. Posted

    15 minutes ago, XYZ said:

    Committing suicide for anything other than economic reasons is just retarded, and a waste of life you could be enjoying. The point of it all is to actually let go of your sense of separate ego identity, and let your true self embody your body while still alive and actively participating within the human dream.

    Lol committing suicide for economic reason is retarded. 
    commiting suicide for broken mind and health is exquisite 

  5. Posted

    Before judging this thread being irresponsible or and immature. Take a moment to really understand my project: 

    basically I fucked up in this life. 
    I had trouble from 14 to 18 and ended up with fatigue chronic and bipolar disorder but I did well att school because I put all my eggs into studying. Anyway after when a gf entered my life the first time, that s here I understood how fucked up I was. I squander the relationship from a to z. The girl was totally in Love with me. It was easier to not screw than to screw but I like challenges! 
    anyway I was very serious prepararing ingenireeng school and made lots of sports from 19 to 22 but at 22 I discoverd Leo so of course at 23 I started my psychedelics journey or should I say my shroom journey.  One year was enough to put me into psych ward were my body mind has been forsaken forever. I’ve been in a very very very dark place for 4years. But enough is enough, I won’t carry all that unconsciousness/ shiet my all life. I wanna die with a mignimum of dignity and the more I wait the more my dignity decrease. Anyway, I ll find a way to kill myself and to know what there is after you kill yourself !! I’m so excited for this adventure. Sorry for the excitements of this post I took to many xanax before writing. That shit is gooooood. I hope some people will understand that this surfing ntil suicide attitude is my best possible attitude regarding now. I have nothing to bring to anyone, I am a leash to my wonderful family. I just can’t wait to put a bullet between my two eyes.

    plz don’t judge. It’s actually a very serious topic. I don’t recommand that to anyone unless you are in a similar situation where you are carrying an enormous amount of shiets.

    I’ll of course write loving letters to all people I love and once I will become a demon if god does not let me pass to Heaven I’ll send all that touch my family in hell. 
    kiss kiss

  8. Posted

    I’ve lately been contemplating self and others recently. It’s obvious that other and self are construction of the mind but can we jump on the conclusion of sollipsism to be true that fast ? 
    I just mean: can’t I share a dream with another myself ? 
    I do not know for exemple just the simple fact that: I’m 100%sure that I the consciousness is writing this topic and you are 100% that you the consciousness which is another one is reading this topic. Does not that contradict sollipsism if we are both right ? I mean I’m here and now 100% that I’m sending this information to you. Are you 100% sure to receive it ? 

  13. Posted

    Si basically It has been really hard to forget about one girl and I sometimes have strong negative feelings and panic attacks so I opened myself up to see one man who works with energies.

    I really do not know what to think about this now. 
    I told him the story of me and this girl. And he told me that she was a perverse narcissist and that she was spiritually leeching energy out of me even when we do not talk to each other. 
    That’s why I feel I have no energy and she feels like she’s full of energy because she is « vampirizing » me. 

     

    I have to admit I do not know what to think about it. It’s true I feel bewitched. And he kind of make me a little paranoid if that is true that she’s leeching my energy spiritually everyday. Basically he told me that we were all connected on a spiritual level and that she was vampirizing me leaving me on low energy while she’s full of it. 
     

    I’m skeptical. He also told me that he will have to cut all spiritual links between me and her to make me move forward. 
     

    what do you guys think about it ? I personally am openminded about this situation but isn’t it bullshits. Maybe I feel bad cause I feel bad and she is not a « demon » like this guy say ? What are your opinions. Does he really have power ?

  14. Posted

    23 minutes ago, Asia P said:

    i'm 18 yo and i ve been with my boyfriend (that we 'll call x) for 5 years, and I love him incredibly, I want to spend my entire life with him, living and traveling with him always forever. And he wants this too. We're just like brother and sister, best friends and spouses at the same time, and we also have a very good communication, and very good sex, we're both satisfied to one another. 

    i met a guy on internet (that we'll call y) thanks to this community, and all started bc he wanted me to flirt with me also if I was already with x, at the beginning I didn't want to flirt with him but I wanted him to be my friend, because I will love to have friends who knows Leo and I also found him very interesting. So I continued to text him for a week. When me and y started to do video calls, I immediately realized that I love this boy a lot, and I want to meet him, I felt a deep connection looking y in his eyes. Y feels the same about me and he wants to meet me asap. (i'm not sure about having sex with y but I love him in a romantic way for sure, he wants me also sexually) 

    Now x knows everything about my feelings for y, and x wants me to be free to do whatever I want. I want to spend my life loving x, but I want to meet y and have good times with him, because I miss him a lot. I would like to do both, because i'm sure that I can love both of them in different ways. x also told me that if I want we can be in an "hippie" and free relationship: this means that we will live together in the same home for the rest of our lives in a romantic and also sexual relation, but being free to do experiences outside of the relationship. (by the way I will be ready to have a free relationship with x, but I'm not sure if he is being serious about this, and I'm quite afraid to broke up with x, if he doesn't want me anymore after my possible experiences with y)

    What do you think of this situation? I'd like to receive advices, bc I want to be free in this life and expose myself to lot of experiences, but I don't want to ruin my current wonderful relationship with x. 

    Thanks 

     

    some people have a brain wired to really love several people. Try it if you want to find out how it goes for you. Just keep being honest with x y and yourself.

  15. Posted

    2 minutes ago, hoodrow trillson said:

    Sometimes.  It can improve someone if they think they have only like 1 flaw or if they have a deformity of some kind. 

    Most of the time, it turns into uncanny valley.  And when they age, the plastic surgery doesn't catch up at the same rate so they start to look like aliens.

    Maybe, personally I’ve never seen an improvement due to plastic surgery. Generally the only improvement is in the eye of the one that did the plastic surgery cause they are so obsessed and focused on « fixing » what they believe to be ugly on themselves. 

  19. Posted

    37 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

    Don't listen to Leo here, please, its not less appealing. In his mind, but not otherwise. A lot of girls don't even like muscles. When I say muscles I mean those body builder types. A little bit that's proportioned or naturally so, but nothing extravagant.

    chest shoulder arms(I would define those as the most masculine muscles) are the most important if all you care about is attracting girls I would say 

  20. Posted

    16 minutes ago, Miguel1 said:

     

    Look, whenever I am single, I typically have sex with 1-3 new girls a week. Can we agree that this is a lot?

    I want to see how exactly I am going against my integrity.

    I don't go for drunk girls, I don't use my social advantages.

    I don't lead anyone on to believe I want something more serious, when I don't. I don't need to do it. Precisely because game has allowed me abundance to choose from.

    I do some lying, yes, but the lies are more akin to a spiritual teacher speaking at the level where the student is at (beginner). Is he saying the full truth? No, he is not. But he also knows that the student is not ready for the hard-core truth and saying it can just lead him astray. Is it good to teach a beginner in spirituality that solipsism is the truth? Even more advanced people on this forum can't handle that.

    Now of course, when I lie with the girls, it is not exactly like that. But I only lie to make the girl more comfortable, socially.

    For example: I suggest things like adventure, going to listen to good music, going to eat good food, instead of saying let's go have sex. I do this because I don't want her to feel slutty. Because that makes her feel uncomfortable. We apply game not because we want to do it as men but because the girls want to do it. We would much prefer to be direct and straight honest.

    If she finds out that I am into spirituality and that she wants to hear more about it and I can sense that she can't handle even the basic form of spirituality, I am going to say some random stuff that has nothing to do with real spirituality, and change subject.

    If she starts talking about politics, I will consciously change the subject because I know that politics can lead to arguments which is not fun and sexy. And I want to keep it fun and playful. Am I lying?

    But if she really pushes it and asks me do I like Trump? I will say: ''no and if you like Trump, we are not going to get along.''

    Yes of course there are techniques I use here and there to make the narrative / frame / me look better than it is. But that's just marketing. You can do more conscious marketing. You can do more conscious business like Google. It of course won't be as clean and pure as just going to a cave, sit in solitude, and eat plants.

    But that also is not as clean and pure as killing yourself, rather than destroying other life forms (plants) for your own selfish survival agenda.

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    So how am I breaking integrity so badly? You guys make it seem like I am murdering people, stealing their money, and raping their wives.

    In fact, I am giving these girls amazing experiences both physically and also emotionally - compared to what most guys out there would give them.

    I would suggest that you NOT learning this skillset (which is VERY HARD to learn as we can see here) is most likely spiritual by-passing - and that would truly be against integrity, if you want to actualize yourself to your highest self and become this holy conscious person without unconscious biases.

    Burn your sex karma so much that it doesn't appeal that much to you anymore, rather than repress it with all these holy ''integrity'' speeches - all the while the moment you get the chance to do it without anyone seeing you break integrity, you would immediately jump on the chance.

    Bro I don’t know why you took my words that personally. If you manage to have sex 1-3times a week this way, congrats.

    I am not talking about holy integrity, I am talking about something very tangible. You make it sound as if I am talking about some religious hypocritical stuff.

  22. Posted

    4 minutes ago, Zen LaCroix said:

    I just don't think you have to be a dishonorable person to get laid. I also don't do any consciousness work either so take that as you will

    It's better to be "that guy" who gets lots of girls than to have some belief that you have more integrity and honor than guys. Even when you low key wanna be those guys

    Of course it is better to be that guy who gets a lot of girls, I am not talking about beliefs here, I am talking very practically. I am just saying practically getting a lot of girls whilst for example not lying at all( and she will ask you questions before sleeping with you in most cases..) not allowing yourself to fuck drunk girls, not using your social advantages (not fucking your secretary, not fucking who you are leading as a manager for example..) 

    not using any kind of manipulation tricks.

    It just naturally erases a lot of options. Could a guy still have lots of girls. Yes

    I’m not saying I personally have more honor and integrity than anyone. I’m just saying this as what seems to be true about  how it really works.

  24. Posted

    1 minute ago, Zen LaCroix said:

    I was curious about how Leo thought pick up was low conscious. I personally have no problem with it. I think theres ways of going about that are negative and ways of going about that are positive 

    And if being a charismatic sexually appealing guy that gets a lot women. A guy that women are drawn too. A guy that makes women giggly. A guy that makes women wet. The guy that gives women great sexual experiences. If being this guys is considered low conscious then  I actually have no problem whatsoever being low conscious. In my opinion these guys are winning in life

    Yes but in practice, even if you are a charismatic sexually appealing guy that makes women wet, you won’t get a lot of sex if you want to maintain your integrity and honor.