thierry

I do not want to be needy with girls. When a girl is needy with me. It disgusts me so much. I won’t be the fruit of my disgust.

This universe is a treasure hunts and the treasure is truth. Enjoy Sherlock

Love is so painful. How can this be so sharp

You are not good nor bad

It is false. Do something only a scumbag would do to prove yourself you are not the good guy

Let Go of your « the good » image

Okay I feel lonely. I kind of deserve it but better feeling lonely than stuck

She’s the last blocage between you and awakening

If you let her go, you awake, come on do it. Let her go

All I have to do is to pay attention to me. I mean, I’m not gonna have bad intention toward myself x)

Okay this réalisation is deep I need to capture it right now or I might lose it. Realizing I’m walking in myself and I’m Love, I must have prepared surprises for myself. Of fucking course, I mean how can’t I have understood it before. This is me this is love. There is a deep sense of trust that goes with this realization

Very profound question to ask yourself anytime: what would fearlessness do ?

Never tell to someone he’s selfish. There is no more selfish than calling someone selfish. When call someone selfish you are literally blaming him for his survival, for his existence. The word selfish should not even exist. It should be out of the vocabulary

https://youtu.be/JDbwEQG2cqI

All this fuckers that « love » you, they are found to exploit you and eat u alive if u let them. I AM NOT GOING TO LET THAT HAPPEN. You might wanna repeat it to yourself every morning when you wake up. Come on Ilan once again: I AM NOT GOING TO LET THAT HAPPEN. I say No

Fuck them all, if you need to manipulate them just for them to leave you in peace, you’ll do it, use the same weapons they use. You are going for it. You need to be ruthless.

Be a 100% selfish, you have a plan, follow it

Positive visualisation needs to be done consciously

If you really focus on understanding whatever you try to understand and put the real work on it. After building strong fondations, there will be a time where you’ll naturally draw lots of connection between anything and all will become more clear and as you are making all this link, it becomes easier and easier to link and every areas of your life will feed this other parts creating multiple virtuous spiral.

I need to do the real grinding work now to embody all of this. This is non negociable.

More details about the trip=feminity=exquisite strange loopy piece of art God seating on the throne mystical beings lions very beautiful walking like a little innocent girl within myself being conscious of my strange loopy nature as I’m walking in myself. Bring everywhere at the same time. I can teleport myself anywhere anytime. I move faster that the devil. No one can catch me, I’m completely elusive. I’m not scared anymore of humans, they move slow think slow act sloppy. They are no match for me.

Okay I’m done with humans, whenever I interact with humans, my only job is to point to the source nothing else

I do not know if I want to love humans though, they could not appreciate such a Love and the ones that could already receive it from the source

God showed me how to love properly, being at the same time fully engaged yet completely detached. That’s genius, a impetuous yet very delicate Tsunami

5G vallaha trip: i swallow them, then I’m up, come out really scary I can feel the power the second I finish swallowing it. I’m scared. I’m glad I did not take more, god knows where this could have lead me. I let go anytime I feel the fear. I know God’s allowing myself to enter a place only few can enter. I must exhib purity of soul. It forces myself to humbleness. Head down soldier on your feet. God is proud and shows it to me instantly. I’m showing caracter, he wants to eat me. I reply: don’t touch me. He’s mad in love with my attitude. I know he could crush me within a blink but I still enjoy my rebellious attitude. I send him a kiss, tell him I love him and to be content with this for the moment.