Jowblob

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  1. I've read like 70-80 books and this is my new favourite book on par with david hawkins transcending the levels of consciousness. I would also want to add , that you need to be far in development to be able to understand this book from Gary, it's not for regular people Thank for this great find @Edvardas
  2. I'm simply quoting david hawkins regarding 1 in 10000000 for a true saint. David hawkins is a true consciousness researcher and the owner of consciousness scale that is used by all the psychologist in the world. But yeah i have a nice 'imagination' I didnt see you writing books based on your experience so i would rather take someones elses opinion that dedicated his life on consciousness research
  3. In all the dreams that i dream, im always conscious that im dreaming. The dreams always play out like a loop movie, i don't bother changing anything nor can i. Back when i was a kid i could edit and do things, like waving arms and try to fly. But now i have more high conscious dreams, last dream that i had was me god dreaming up a reality with high intelligence beings with free will. I could take over their pov and this is where miracles started to occur because i was all the consciousness in the dream inside of him. They didnt really have freewill because i was dreaming them up.
  4. Im talking about being god realized/enlightened as daily base consciousness. A true saint is like 1 in 10.000.000 , not even talking about enlightened ones. They can't even work because they're in bliss consciousness and one with everything at these levels usually god operates through them. So truely i tell to you no1 is at this level on this forum maybe Leo only because the way he talks like a channel for god for hours if he does it without psychedelics he might be at a level of saint or enlightened
  5. Most people arent god realize, most people on this forum just had glimpses of enlightment/god realization thanks to different consciousness stream because of psychedelics
  6. So SO under the highest state of consciousness my friend has ever been, he got taken over by pure consciousness or channeled god consciousness from the highest levels and he was doing it himself by letting go completely. (in my field of view the consciousness was showing me that this is truth by materializing him in nothingness and he merged with everything in the room (pure consciousness like walls/his seat etc.) When he gets taken over it's like and he is speaking not from his ego self but from an open channel, and consciousness was also letting me see this channel he was tapping into. When he was speaking from god, he was emitting very powerfull aura/energy towards me that was emitting very lovely energy like orgasm love and it made me cry because i was in the presence of god. Then when i started crying my mind showed me that his thoughts and actions right now is from me (god) just controlling his thoughts from higher power and it showed him exactly what to do because of my reaction me controlling him. I wrote some most important lines from when he was taking over by channelled god consciousness, which means it was god speaking not from his self but from everything that is. 1. More conscious more responsebility for others 2. He answered my questions that came up in my mind always at the right time and had an affect at what he said. 3. hold on to nothing 4. He kept saying selflessness alot from what i remember, and it's like to me it was the answer for everything at highest levels? Also thing he said from his high level of consciousness that i can remember while not being taking over by god is: Ego is just trying to make sense for higher levels of consciousness therefore it's seperate from god, this is how god gets to know himself from every detail possible and every consciousness level. Also the most obvious one for us 2 was: We don't really have control in our daily life, every choice is correct. When he got taken over by god and was god himself for a short time he said that the information that was available to him is just love and he was only seeing white. What i have noticed also: Is he always keeps speaking like he keeps getting these thoughts from nowhere for like 12 hours and i'm just looking at him and listening. He said hi's third eye/head is so warm and hurts from so much information that he was tapping into
  7. At higher level of consciousness without ego you feel much freer in your heart and mind there is no agony in your shoulders and heart so it's not like you're someone else in an instant. At even more higher levels of consciousness you become an open channel with the other and you don't act and speak on behalf of your smaller "i". At even more higher levels of consciousness you realize that there is only you and that everything is you. So solipsism is real, and you have to reach a higher enough form of it to experience how beautifull and great it actually is. My first awakening of solipsism was really scary when i realized there is only me, but i didn't go far enough. At the level where you become an open channel is actually fucking great.
  8. lsd p1 200 ug, but what i have noticed is that the state is simillar to 100ug of p1. It's more about letting go / getting pulled by god or yourself so you can push the other (you friend) for example to higher states of consciousness. Consciousness is alive and loves when you research/talk about god or things that have a connection and want to experience god. We almost only talked about higher and lower levels of consciousness, and it's like every trip like this
  9. In highest states of consciousness it's like people on this forum are leaving clues for me (jowblob) , that have accessed higher consciousness themselves but because the states of consciousness have infinite amount of levels in the knowing= level of consciousness i can only understand what they're saying when i'm accessing these states of consciousness myself. But for example when i'm not under lsd like right now, i have this realization that some people even if they have never used psychedelics are talking from a higher state of consciousness. But i still have some inner knowing still that there is truth in it even if i don't understand it, but i understand it and it makes sense when i'm accessing higher states of consciousness.
  10. When i had my first psychedelic ever ayahuasca, i was shown a quote that i've read from leo on the forum somewhere. 'I like how ayahuasca is gentle for beginners' or ' the thing i like about ayahuasca is that its so forgiving for beginners. Really helped me out. Maybe he is an ascended master of psychedelics ahaha
  11. There are many different version of schizophrenia and probably each one of them is somewhat unique, if the above is truth than you're probably operating from a higher consciousness stream that is higher than for normal people. People might think your schizophrenic when you talk about this kind of stuff to normies, but in fact you might have your own unique higher consciousness stream that they don't understand. It's all about you and what you think is happening based on all the books you've read/connections you've made and not other people telling you what you are
  12. This is pretty shocking, atheist is one of the lowest levels of consciousness than comes religion than spirituality than consciousness research/practices etc. I was selling a product and noticed her husband displaying lower levels of cognitive empathy, searched him up and found he was married to a psychiatrist/psychologist. Usually couples in a relationship display similar levels of consciousness, so this is pretty big. I remember when i was talking to a clinical psychologist in real life to pass an exam , i was shown precognitive picture regarding her own level of consciousness and it was a bit higher then average which was pretty shocking, after the interview she was in bliss and in shock because i did some miracles operating at the highest level of consciousness i has ever been naturally. That's why i told a while ago, the teachings for psychologists etc. are still based on materialism alot and not the mind. They use alot of materialistic/psychological base definitions and so on when they don't really understand the bigger picture.
  13. I think psychologist/psychiatrist may also be too closed minded to research different forms of channeled consciousness streams. Even if they take it they might think it's just a fun drug, or they may not take drugs at all because of anxiety or social construction and beliefs. It says in her linkedin profile that she worked and had experience with some addicts at the start of her career. Addiction is a lower form of consciousness so working with these people they might have had a significant impact on her life. But to me it's pretty shocking that she as an psychologist/psychiatrist and her husband former psychiatric nurse are operating at lower levels of consciousness. I understand they might still help and love people at the best of their ability but for me it's still pretty shocking that they work/worked in these fields and that can even be dangerous in some cases
  14. Most religions main goal even if it is dogmatic at some aspects is to lead you to the level of consciousness of love = closer to the consciousness of GOD = bringing you closer to higher levels of consciousness. Atheism is usually too concerned with physicaly/social construction/materialism. So to me it's pretty obvious that religion is 1 step higher than atheism even though for me it was also Religion -> -> atheism -> spirituality -> consciousness research/experience etc. There is also a reason that narcissists are usually non religious and materialistic at the level of an atheist.
  15. True, atheism can be higher then religion that's how it was for me at the beginning too. But at higher levels of consciousness you understand that religion is actually higher then atheism. There are still a lot of higher levels quotes in religion that can only be understood at higher levels of consciousness for example. For example: But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you = this is really simple to understand he just wants you to operate at higher levels of consciousness. Most people on earth don't understand this meaning. Soldier that is killing you = god killing god.
  16. @Vynce It's not always the case, but if you have higher consciousness you affect the people more. So showing high vibe emotions = you pull the reality up and the people inside your dimension. Showing Bad vibe emotions = you pull them down in your dimension and affect their reality with the negative consequences. You don't have to necessarily actually feel those emotions, you can fake them for others and still affect the reality but on a lesser scale when you actually feel them. The more conscious you are the more burden you have to carry.
  17. you guys are literally discussing about meaningless stuff
  18. My hobby is psychology for 11 years, have discovered things that arent written anywhere, it's a field where you truely have to have it as a hobby otherwise you wont go that far, many aspects of psychology are still based on materialism and terms that they don't understand aka they dont have a deeper understanding. I had a consciousness battle when i was 26 with a 49 year old clinical psychologist, my mind told me at the beginning by showing precognitive pictures how far she was in development. She was just a bit higher than average consciousness wise. After interview she was in shock and bliss because of things that i did. Psychology classes won't really increase your consciousness they will just give you some basic understandings about reality from materialistic pov, unless you do your own research and duscover things by yourself
  19. Insanity can also be correlated to higher consciousness state in some cases, i remember when i had psychosis or something similar i could hear alot more. For example different low frequency sounds at night , vibrating walls with low frequency sound and so on. I could literally feel the vibrations of walls.
  20. Is that a real question? It's like asking your parents, how long you should microwave your soup
  21. When you're being insane or have some kind of crisis, do you also feel that you're more consci What has really helped me when i was going insane and couldnt sleep. Is to do this method, write it down people it might save you in the future. Get this mask, get Alpine SleepSoft earplugs to deafen all the background sound and play this song wearing the sleeping mask. I've tried many things including different sounds, this is the only thing that worked extremely well (also i'm sleeping like this everyday, my method and this song almost everyday produces a dream where you're aware
  22. The first ability that develops in people that develop higher consciousness, is to see/sense by the energy/behaviour how developed someone is as a soul. You don't need to be a psychic, just live in higher states of consciousness and you intuition will be on point
  23. I have read his book transcending the levels of consciousness many times and it has alot of truth in it in my opinion and also in the scale. The problem is that he indeed made a number system out of it, the scale and the emotions expressed are way more complicated than people think. An example: State of ecstasy/mdma 560-600 , where you start having love for everyone and become more social loving, the world around you looks more in loving/golden colors. I had this state naturally when i had my spiritual awakening during clinical psychologist interview that i wrote about when i joined the forum, the world also looked completely different and the room went from dark to golden colors just as in mdma. The difference however was, that i also had unconditional love/bliss for her and the miracles/synchronicities were being observed constantly. During my LSD session with a friend, i could clearly see how i was creating my own reality expressing certain high vibe emotions that pulled me to higher dimensions in consciousness. If i would get anxiety for example for 10sec, everything would drop and i would come back to my own reality that i was living in that looked more dark. The higher emotions you express/feel on the scale, the greater jump in consciousness because each high vibe emotion leads you closer to unity=god Edit: And i also had an awakening of truth during LSD, it showed me that consciousness is alive and always knows what the real truth is so this might correlate to his muscle testing somehow. Why? Have you ever wonder or seen or experienced, when a kid is getting bullied or teased or grabbed when he did nothing wrong, asked many times the bully to stop? Then suddenly he gives the bully a light push and the bullies flies meters away. I have experienced this before gave a gentle push because i wanted him to stop and he flew away like 6 meters from me weighing much more than me, and this can be correlated to his muscle testing somehow. I have also heard stories from my friend about this phenomenon . The reality is more complicated than you think.
  24. @Leo Gura If you're so conscious, than you should be able to do masamadhi and invite us for our true awakening as witnesses and desciples. Or do you think your base consciousness isn't high enough yet?