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Jowblob replied to Jowblob's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I have heart pain for 1 week + now , after this experience. Is it because i died piercing my heart with my consciousness or is it just because i pierced it. Says a lot to me how real this experience was that the after effect is heart pain. I never have heart pains -
You have to give yourself big breaks from drugs, experiencing high states of consciousness might lead to mental illness/instability if you do it regularly. There is a reason we are born like this, and the reason that we are born is just to experience life with others, during my ego death this was very clear. Developing and digging in high state of consciousness is just a belief and not lifes goal.
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I used to be an investor and a professional trader in crypto, i've made a lot of money... And indeed cryptocurrency is bullshit Even bitcoin is a form of piramide scheme where people put in money to make it grow and then dump it on other people. The stable fiat coins are being printed like real world money and are being sold to exchanges, then the exchanges sell this imaginary coin to other people. Most of the coins are based on speculation. I have been in this field for many years, it's indeed big big bullshit
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Jowblob replied to Arthogaan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Carl-RichardOr perhaps he feels sorry for the guy? I see these threads being created all the time about Leo, criticizing him for his style. I see some people are so unconscious in their behavior that when they saw a picture of leo in his robes they instantly started judging and say things like, i hope he's okey i don't want him to be mentally ill, even though the picture was unusual they still had to post these comments not thinking how he would feel about it. These comments had some form of empathy in them but it all got lost when they used passive aggresive words like mentally ill while trying to empathise with him, not thinking about their own behaviour and Leo's feelings. And this is how most people are on this forum, i called this out and you gave me a warning for it so clearly you didn't understand it too. Yes i noticed he can be egotistical and straight forward while giving his teachings to other people, but that's for the better. The people that have problems with him are the people that don't understand reality well and are projecting their unconsciousness into Leo. If you would understand consciousness or God or yourself you would find many valid reasons for his behavior at that point, judging him while you're just being on the internet posting on his forum says a lot about the person judging. -
Jowblob replied to Arthogaan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's funny how there are people with 1000s of posts coming here every day to post but yet don't like Leo and criticize ... When i joined this forum i learned and experienced so much in my first 200 posts that i could never imagine i would have all this knowledge and experience about consciousness. I think the biggest problem is the person who is complaining, and they most likely don"t have any background/interest in psychology/spirituality/consciousness research, to have these topics as your main interest instead of any materialistic goal you have to have reached a certain level in base consciousness and understanding about life -
Jowblob replied to MisterNobody's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Neither, what i have seen during my ego death that it works like this. God 1 mind---> splits itself for infinity into different dream , in this dream you're the only god or conscious being. This means that all the reality within your own dream is entirely your own projection. The so called others don't have their own soul, they're just part of you. In the non dual state it's clearly visible that you're just talking with yourself , the others take on the consciousness on behalf of higher god or your own state and it's like god is talking to you. The reason for the split, is because god enjoys life with others and tries to create heaven for itself -
Depends on you, depends where you are consciousness wise most people can't even understand what certain psychedelics do like LSD and it's majority of the population. If you have big background in religion/spirituality/consciousness research/reading books you will remember and retain more, psychedelics like lsd for example teach you not only how this materialistic reality works on micro level but you can also access even higher states of consciousness where you can tap into things. So it all depends on the individual, but don't worry... God knows what you want, what you're ready for at all times
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Would you say that schizophrenia materialized as a lower state of consciousness? If a person in lower state of consciousness lives in total delirium then he also materialized his environment including all the viruses that infect other people? Think about it, vibration and your state of being affects everything. I've experienced it many times, for example my friend pushed me towards higher states of consciousness on lsd and then i got better and a lot heaven like things started to materialize on LSD it was really visible how we affect and influence our reality
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For your mind, exploring reality specially if you knew it in only 1 way takes alot of guts including strong nervous system
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Most people that i interviewed who didnt have any spiritual background or knowledge, said the same thing about LSD and didnt know what it did. Religion/spiritual background/books/consciousness research intention is very necessary for these type of drugs. Leo might have a total different experience with it so as i compared to other people
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You made a mistake thinking they're surviving, it's god playing these roles at all times and its also god taking care of them no matter how unconscious they might be
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Jowblob replied to lostingenosmaze's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Wtf are you doing here then? The first time i took a psychedelic lsd having 60 books read it was so obvious what it was. But to most people that i asked in real life like 5 what it was, they didnt know and said it was a bad experience. They didnt have any background or information about spirituality or metaphysics or religion. So ofcourse these people will get deranged after living their whole life the same way. You cant find any teachers like Leo gura that will give you the fastest way to god realization. Yes the teachings might be dangerous to some people but is it his problem some1 cant ground themselves and think what they are doing? One guru said, the path to god realization is the most difficult path so even if you take shortcuts like psychedelics it can be extremely difficult specially if you have no background within your base consciousness. -
Most of you might remember that recently i made a thread where i had ego death, well after this experience i was talking sht about god for 1 week and i felt horrible after having the whole reality deconstructed my body felt also very weak and sensitive like i had no energy after this experience. I felt disappointed in myself and god after having the opportunity to see what i have been shown. Well today, i experienced something that i have never experienced before. While laying on my bed trying to sleep, i felt my body to start vibrating for some reason i knew instantly that it was a sign to get out of my body so i put all my intention to get ouf of it... When i did that, i flew like 6/7feet towards my wall in the bedroom, i also could do whatever i wanted and i never felt so free in my life. I also didnt feel afraid because after ego death nothing can scare me, i flew to my neighbours house flew around and just couldnt believe that i could feel this way. I was listening to vedas while trying to sleep which is said to have a high consciousness vibration, here is the video:
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I was so conscious i got a choice if i wanted to pierce my heart, i said yes because deep inside i knew there is no death. After that everything was lead by god like in a movie Im the only one that can be awake. The choice of you retaining this physical dream form was already made by you!!!!!!!! Because giving an appearance of other is less suffering then being there because there is nobody but you. Because you're infinitely intelligent you are already trying to give yourself the best life. In that infinite state, there is only seperarion between your thought and nothingness.
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Jowblob replied to GLORY's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It's ridiculous to think that god is absolutely limitless and has no questions to himself. There are many questions god can't answer, one of the big questions why he's the only thing that exists and with that comes loneliness. The purpose of other like you see in the comments above, is to create a good reality for themselves and you it's very dualistic. They're trying to give themselves including you a good reality to be in, because gods reality is far away from being good and that includes suffering too when you're absolutely conscious there is no duality in god and it's all encompassing, it makes out of itself what it wants by thoughts. The reason you're here is because you don't want to be there, the purpose of other and your surrounding is literally to be taken care of at all times. The reason you created mommy and daddy is because you enjoy having "others" to take care of you and love you, because there is nobody else but you. -
If you enter high state of consciousness with psychedelics you feel very pure in the vibration and in peace you also have the ability to dispose of all the material/physical sounds even if there is loud music playing around you. In this pure state you feel very holy vibrating in the love or some kind of energy, i think this purity/holyness is also responsible for others around you to feel that you're holy or a person of god. Has anyone achieved this state naturally and can you talk more about it?
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Jowblob replied to MihaiXx's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I'm gonna make it short, i'm 29 When i was a boy i've always wondered what the purpose of life was, at one point i've had realization that money didn't matter but the only thing that mattered was reproduction on earth. I was thinking that the only purpose of life here on earth was to reproduce and that's all. Because our ancestors have been having sex for thousands of years just so we can be here, so i thought the only purpose is basically to not disappoint your ancestors and have children to make you gene pool last. I was thinking what's the point of having millions of dollars and no children, when you're just gonna destroy your gene pool and disappoint your ancestors. This lead me in becoming sperm donor at age 26, before becoming sperm donor my interest was in learning about human behavior specifically female behavior. I've experimented with female behavior to a point that i could make them like me and sleep with me without knowing me just by doing some things that they were programmed to like. I've tested it hundreds of time online in a virtual world wearing fullbody vr equipment. Anyway, when i applied as a sperm donor i had to go through a 49 year old female clinical psychologist. Before that i sent them an e-mail explaining that i could achieve everything that i wanted without doing much and acted like a narcissist. But at the interview i had so much control over her without doing anything/much that she was in shock/awe/bliss also a lot of miracles were experienced. This lead to another awakening and the new purpose was, to research/develop my own consciousness and i was thinking this is the only purpose on earth. But recently when i was conscious of being god and deconstructed the whole of reality i've realized that the only purpose is to live life and that all the awakenings or consciousness research isnt important. The reason you are here is because you don't want to be there, god loves having others that would love him and others. So you can say i've achieved all the important human goals at a young age, right now i'm just living and working alone and in peace without stress or any bullshit. At my current level of consciousness, i've realized that this is heaven and perfection where we are but it doesn't make me highly conscious like all these "consciousness scales" make you perceive. But it's just that i realized how boring and how bad the true reality of god is without having "others". Everything is known and deconstructed including all the lies, but god had no other choice. God is loving because he take cares of you at all times, giving you a perfect balance of everything at all times, making "others" look real as possible so you just can enjoy your life. -
Jowblob replied to bmcnicho's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Stop worrying , stop making stories, everything is perfect as it is and as it supposed to be. -
Jowblob replied to MihaiXx's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That's exactly what is going on, your vibration can change to the point where you don't even perceive physical/material sounds because you're in a different world operating in the same world. You can even hear the vibration you vibrate at because you become so sensitive. When you're in total god mode, you can hear that vibration and it's not as fast anymore but more like extremely powerful slow vibrating beats. God is so alive and conscious that he builds up extremely amount of heat/vibration from being so conscious and become the vibration itself, on lower levels like here this vibration takes form as love/heat but there it is more like having extremely amount of heat from being so conscious of all the infinite amount of realities god hide itself away from his true reality -
Leo can't say a perfect thing every time so it can please others ego, Leo is too subject to what he receives from GOD during his normal operating consciousness. The thoughts that he receives may only be open to the consciousness he has that day, another day he might operate at a different level of consciousness and receive different thoughts, and another. It's up to god to give you thoughts for that day and it goes for everyone, it's god speaking to himself making life fun and giving it a purpose. In the big picture everything that is happening between humans is a false experience, because there is nobody else. I understand all these aspects of life that is why i'm not opening threads like OP does or others on this forum judging LEO or others. OP opening a thread about leo is indirectly saying that he doesn't understand what GOD is and that he isnt in control and cant think behind the scenes and that is fine since the purpose of others is literally to give you life and balance in this Heaven.
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It should be pretty obvious to you both of what i've said, if you don't agree with my comment then you would call Leo low consciousness and all his work too. There is no such thing as anti human in his consciousness he's just playing games, at his level of consciousness he fully realizes what humans are and that it's not their fault that they act a certain way. If not then it would be like accusing a beby and him being brought up a certain way and accusing the limited consciousness he was born with. The things he says about humans is just him offering new or different perspectives as a teaching. It's kinda sad to me that you both can literally only take his word, and not think behind the scenes how he might operate.
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Stop projecting, Leo knows that the limit that has been put on others or his consciousness isn't their fault. Just because he says somebody is a monkey doesn't actually mean he truely believes in that, he knows everybody is innocent. Him calling people those things is a form of higher consciousness/his way to express and make them wake up to different ways
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Jowblob replied to abundance's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The world will remain as the things happening already happend, but what you will become conscious of is that you were an actor all this time. You will realize that the wars that are happening, is just you god giving yourself love/heaven to experience yourself in and you will also know that you're immortal. This is where i am now, i've literally had to pierce my heart with my consciousness and die to become aware of these things -
Jowblob replied to abundance's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God