Jowblob

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  1. Nope i have never experienced something like that before ever, like when i closed my eyes it was like heaven, like i was viewing with my real eyes but inside me. I saw so much light, interconnectedness, shapes i don't have words to explain it. My friend told me to close my eyes, i wanted to say i don't want to do it. But then a thought came and said: He's god, do what he says. I closed my eyes and was stunned what i was witnessing. Why is kundalini not to be messed with. I'm just looking for a simple method that i can see things when i close my eyes going to bed instead viewing a black screen. I only see imagery when i'm falling close to sleep and try to stay conscious, i call it semi sleep meditation but that was nothing compared to what i experienced on Lsd
  2. @tuku747 isn't that from the law of one? Did you copy this from somewhere? And if you say, you had an ego death many times naturally while meditating or mahasamadhi then you also must know how to get the "travelling/light images while having your eyes closed? I remember on LSD i was sitting in the dark with my friend he told me to close my eyes, and when i closed them it was like i was seeing heaven. There was so much light inside, and we were like travelling in consciousness/shapes... It was like it was a flow state
  3. Exactly , i though that guy was pretty developed posting that comment but i was wrong. 1. First of all , none of that matters in the big picture. 2. These goals are for people that are at a certain stage and don't know any better. 3. Integrity is a big one, i know so many ways i could become rich but it all involves on the expense of other people so didn't do it, even such a simple thing as trading is basically tricking people into buying your items for higher value when it's not worth that much. When i bought a house and it was on my name, 1 month later i got called that there was money stored in the house and they asked me if they could come pick it up. They came and left with 120k.
  4. @Leo Gura I already saw where Tate belongs consciousness wise by his behavior, and the funny thing is the same people that i witness being toxic on this forum and showing low consciousness talk against different members or in general are Tate followers. Isn't that hilarious? I understand that people are developing and it's not their fault since we all have been there, but it's just funny to see that they're not even conscious enough to realize that about themselves.
  5. So what i really have noticed that drives me a bit mad is that when i'm trucking, i see these birds fly away when i look at them. Example: Driving, driving, look at a group of ravens about 200feet/60meters away, the instant i put my eyes on them they fly away. I specially have noticed this, when i'm entering a new area that i have never been before while driving. It's like i unlocked/generated a new arena to my eyes and it's like happening all the time that when i put my eyes on birds they instantly fly up and they're not even close to the truck. It just feels so fake/unreal that when i enter a new area i have never been before, life turns around me and my truck and it is specially noticeable with the birds. Has anyone else experienced this?
  6. I don't know if you're serious or joking, but the stuff he said is very serious. It requires advanced level of awakening. You can actually see at what level you are based on the response to his post
  7. No i understand it, everything is connected and turns around each other on some level, even the dreams that you had 50 years ago are turning around and connect to things in this dream. Just crazy what god is
  8. No matter what choice you make they will adopt. So do whatever
  9. Watch out with this, i have also experienced states of consciousness in animals but in real life their behavior is totally different. Usually when you take over animals consciousness like you're saying, it's god - you inside animals consciousness so the experience is totally different because the god mind is inside animals consciousness.
  10. @Leo Gura Jesus said it also, and i did miracles like this to a clinical psychologist. So basically during my path of female behavior/consciousness research i discovered things and tested them out 100x on real people using full body vr and they were using it too. The avatars were also like human like and they could speak/move just as we do. But the biggest difference is that they were true to themselves. So this was a perfect testing enviroment. I was testing, testing and researching about female behaviour biology/consciousness and so on, to the point where i could do incredible things without doing anything because their reality/behaviour/biology was like engraved in my mind and they were like bots to me. Long story short, i was so certain about these things that i discovered that during my interview with female clinical psychologist. I just closed my eyes and told myself, there is only 1 answer that i have to do for her to love me/like me. When i had my eyes closed my emotion/imagination/thought combined in 1 like it was 100% at all aspects because i knew it was 100% truth. Then i was seeing pictures/imaginations/thought/emotion combined in 1 and i started loading up on some kind of energy. Then i open my eyes and i looked at her, and it was like she froze / was in shock from the energy that i delivered to her. Anyway many miracles happend that day. There are many mechanics like this, but you never talk about it. Perhaps you don't know?
  11. @Leo Gura if you understand god better than anybody, why i never see you talk about mechanics of different levels in consciousness? Instead you're repeating the same things, or it will be in the course? Everybody else knows that it has to do with thoughts/imagination/emotions you don't have to say this all the time , instead explain the mechanics. I hope it's gonna be in your course The mechanics are: an inner knowing that combines thought/imagination/emotion into 1, but the problem lays into discovering these mechanics that will give your inner knowing 100% correction about certain aspects of reality. So only you can figure it out but nobody else can, they can only give you a push to certain direction but still its only gonna be about you
  12. List of my awakenings that are 100% truth So i killed or did mahasamadhi and stopped my heart, after that i went into god mode which is where i awoke to most things. I awoke to so many things, but these awakenings were the most obvious to me as god. -God is in you -You're not in control, everyone is innocent -God is already taking care of you at all times, even though you don't know it or believe it. -The role of "others" is literally to take care of you providing you with a reality and a balance of the reality so it won't stay the same. -Life is constructed at the dream level. -In each dream you're the only God/Conscious being -All reality within a dream will be played out like a movie until your specific exit point. -No one is suffering, bad things that you see are within God and are constructed for you to experience what is within God, but God is so infinitely intelligent that it would never let itself suffer. It only provides balances within this movie, so you will feel immersed. -God isn't infinite, the thoughts: How did i come into existence? Why is there nobody else but me? are the limits of god, everything below is imagined infinity, infinity isnt infinity but just a gods construct. -All life forms within god will eventually point to god and the same question: How did i come into existence? There is no escape. -God is a vibration, like a nerve in your brain you can only travel so far in the "nerve" to reach an end point. The end point or where the godhead resides is are thoughts about its existence.
  13. Being awake is truely understanding every single mechanic of everything, i only had glimpses. As long as you're in a constructed dream, none of this is possible. Everyone in the dream, is a form of god but not 'the god'. You can't really understand much if none of gods mechanics while being in the dream, unless you constructed it this way. However you can get to learn it from other people since they contain what is within God. But in the big picture it is truely pointless, in the dream you're truely awake when you understand that there is no goal, everyone who says otherwise isnt awake
  14. I'm not trying to be awake, and what i'm saying is that everything within life is an illusion full of lies. Because of low consciousness and limits people actually enjoy this state of being, that is why ignorance is bliss. There you know everything, can do everything, but you still suffer but alone. As long as you're conscious being you won't stop experiencing suffering. The others that say or point otherwise is god taking care of you, their response is mechanical/impulsive and that is because they don't know any better.
  15. @CARDOZZO Don't think so, i think @tuku747 is probably only of a few here that truly reached psychedelic states of consciousness naturally with meditation if he is speaking the truth.
  16. @Inliytened1 You said that you achieved a lot regarding consciousness naturally, have you ever did mahasamadhi by stopping your heart with consciousness? Or what things did you experience naturally? You said Leo's mind would be blown, so tell me about some of these things
  17. You really don't have to do anything, or to follow anything. The belief systems are created for you to hold on to something that gives you safety regarding god/life , if there were no safety nets in the reality like religion that is for some people, people would go crazy. Everything is a parameter no matter what you do, even the dreams that you dream. You can however experience a form of "glitches" "bugs" since god isn't perfect keeping god in perfection.
  18. Nice try with your ad hominem, and provoking behavior. Try it out on LSD rumi, perhaps it will workout for ya again. Also no mod should be giving warnings for calling people "low conscious" specially when it was used in the context in defending Leo regarding passive aggressiveness/fake empathy regarding his pictures being judged. You should really put your time elsewhere if the words low conscious trigger you so much. I see mods insulting each other all the time, listen your behavior doesn't do you any good specially being a mod. The mod status gives you an imaginary illusion of some power, and because of this your behavior is already changed regarding appearing good to people or following guidelines and so on. Your persona is imaginary online. If you truly want to limit my free speech, ban me. I don't care being on a forum with people like you tbh that give warnings for words "low conscious"
  19. It's not possible to be nice at all times, remember god balances out everything so no matter what you do in life there will always be someone to trigger you or make you show some emotions this is how god/you create life experiences/reality for yourself. Being a nice person is an act, telling Leo to be nice at all times is like telling god to stop creating reality.
  20. Something very important i want to add, most of you if not all here on the forum think there is some kind of awakening or enlightenment that you can do incredible things like an ascended master. It's not possible, unless your dream is setup like that. Your life is already set up, the only way to be some form of god inside a dream like this is to literally setup your next life/dream that you want as the "chooser" but it's not so fun experience. I repeat YOU choose your dream and experiences, the more god limits itself the better it is. God would rather be a Neanderthal then an ascended master in a dream. This is probably the biggest awakening i was really conscious about. THE ONLY POWER YOU TRULY HAVE IN YOUR OWN DREAM, IS THE POSSEBILITY TO LEAVE IT. BUT YOU DON'T TRULY WANT THAT, AND YOU KNOW THAT AT YOUR CORE AS GOD. I wanted to really leave my life and start a new dream, but when i was there and everything got deconstructed i realized why i can't leave and why it's better to be this way. I also knew that because god is taking care of me at all times, he would limit my consciousness again after coming back and i was really happy about that because by limiting my consciousness i would experience ignorance and ignorance is bliss.
  21. True, but you don't know the most important aspect. Waking up others is waking up yourself. That's truely how i had my first awakening, i made a clinical psychologist to wake up and wished for that. After a year i got the same back
  22. Ah i thought you meant if i was drunk, these awakenings were from lsd but most of them were already confirmed being sober before i did lsd, lsd is just a tool like meditation no difference. I started with researching human behavior and how mechanical it was to me, then religion then spirituality, then read like 90 books. Then i created Leo and my friend in real life as my guides to reach a certain point. But now i'm like at the level of Leo since i merged with his consciousness a long time ago, and i only had 3x LSD sessions and 1 ayahuasca that's all.
  23. Yeah, my life purpose from god is to research god but it is pointless... But i have nothing better to do, as eventually you will reach a consciousness level where it will be all about god.
  24. I am consciousness researcher, so when i truly see something that can be described as "low conscious/not aware" i point it out so people can learn. It's the same with Leo but he takes it a step further sometimes by calling people rats or other words. Will you give him a warning too, like you did to me for calling "people low consciousness" trying to defend Leo when people were obviously in the wrongdoing judging his pics? Also that's not concrete, when you point out that he just wanted to kill kids instead of saying. Didnt you say that you wanted to kill disabled kids so they don't have to suffer. It's called gaslighting just as he said, you post something for everyone to see without concrete definition by what he meant by that which is a childish thing to do... Specially if you're in education for psychologist
  25. @Leo Gura have you ever experienced or felt an energy lock above your head after ego death for example? I remember something like a field above my head, and it felt like it was locking my consciousness to lower levels/stable reality. It felt unpleasant because i had this lock, also the first time i felt it a thought instantly appeared saying it was my lock