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If it was your destiny and you really wanted to, you would've already gotten them after so many posts and talk.

Stopping my heart on lsd-p1 , god gave me this choice. After stopping i was a vibration in the void getting insights. The vibration there had the force of trillions of nukes and i vibrated slowly but powerfully.

It doesn't happen because you're in your own mind, you can kill yourself by jumping off a building. But by gods will you won't touch the ground and will wake up in your bed like it was another day, god can set it up like it was a very bad dream. Or you can just restart in a new body/life/dimension/heaven/hell instantly in a new body, as your wishes will be given, but i'm not sure of that can only speculate. God seems to be like an AI, trying to give itself best possible life and distractions to stay away from its own immortality. The thing that i don't understand is how to truly leave this body forever, my guess is when you truly surrender to god or higher self things will happen. Also how i think the process will go is when it is your predestined time, you will feel the force of billions nukes/god sending you back to infinity or merging back with it. The thing is you exist forever, and evolution is a necessary part of your survival. No evolution= endless suffering in the same loop and you will be aware of that as god. That's why incarnations and triggers of suffering etc. are necessary for god create best life for itself. What i also got, is that it is always your destiny to keep awakening towards god realization on earth. Your creation isn't be able to keep hold on you forever, when you start noticing that reality is turning around you/ is a bit fake is the time you start awakening towards god realization

For example can you have 360 degree pov, or do you still have to turn around so your pov can see what you focus on? In the void i still had to turn my pov around by my will

If there is no vision how do you know you're infinity? To experience this infinity you still will have the same human eye pov or the same pov screen you experience when you dream? So you see infinity or anything lesser then that with the same 2d pov?

This, only by the will of god she can raise in consciousness and you too. If she had no previous interest in psychology/god/spirituality/phylosophy/consciousness she can only be awaken by her destiny to follow the path of consciousness/love and understanding. If she has interest in raising her consciousness, then you have a lot of work to do and preparation. The fastest way is to reprogram your ego and give it a lot of knowledge to hold on, this means learning a lot of information from books. For example David hawkins transcending the limits of consciousness. If after reading this book you both didn't understand much this will mean that you have atleast 2years work to do in reading different books on spirituality/consciousness learning about different consciousness experiences like mahasamadhi and so on. Then after 2 years take lsd-p1 to progress the path towards reprogramming love/connection and understanding. But you both will probably not do that as your destiny is already set by yourself. It's not in gods will to make people raise in consciousness all the time and it has to do with balance.so most likely her or you or both will be stuck to your karma

and at this highest level, did you still have the same small human pov vision. Like a small "2d" screen that are your eyes?

You can never get stuck no matter what you do, because the non dreamer(god) is always fully awake and conscious in eternity. His task is literally to create life and balance between good/bad between you/others between breaking/repairing. Not 1 atom moves without him. No balance between all = no life as we know it

That's exactly what i have seen, there is always 'one' chooser that chooses his dream. So there is only 'one' real avatar that splitted himself from god. So all life is predetermined around you in one way or another, and there is always only one who will wake up.

Exactly, there is nothing but yourself. Now how do you think god stages a play if there is only him? He can only make a movie = lowering his consciousness to predetermined dumb state. Because if the state is high enough there are no others and no movie. Why do you think there is so much coincidences and magic in your movie?????? Think my friend, think As yogananda has said, humans only use creator thoughts. Original thoughts come from only the one or god

Im sorry but the reason you think we have free will is because you didnt experience high consciousness states on psychedelics. Then you would understand how severely limited we are and how your path is predestined. Just as ramana has said, the only free will we have is not associating ourselves with this body. ascended masters that think they're one with god are still under the control of god in the void and they know it themselves thats why they keep praising god. Even the greatest mahavatar babaji kept praising god all the time. The reason he knew exactly what move a person would make in the future is because the movie was already made by him for him. And now i'm here in my current form am witnessing all the evidence people show about babaji and what he could do. But let me tell you, the life of an ascended master is not as fun as you think, since you only witness yourself and the loophole you are in for eternity. I have extracted a lot of information from the void but most of you won't be able to comprehend it

There are many consciousness increasing drugs and most of them are illegal. But all if not most drugs that are legal and widespread are consciousness decreasing, coincidence? Or is it necessary for us to dumb ourselves down to be able to do things in a robotic way? For example at work I remember when i did LSD for the first time, the materialistic brain was shattered and it's like i got more freedom in my being. Also after a recovery period that rewired my brain, anxiety/depression decreased. It's like i gained more power as an individual being. Are they doing it on purpose or does god want to be unconscious? I would say both

Do you think that information comes out of his ass? I literally stopped my heart with my consciousness which is a symbol for truth, and i got into the void , vibrating forever as some kind of energy in the infnite void. And i swear i was there before. Even all these conversations about the void only started happening often ones i unlocked the consciousness of void. You're all being projected by my current state of consciousness

It's the same if you raise your consciousness lvl you can talk about things and say things a normal or spiritual mind won't understand, but ones lsd wears out or you stop surrendering you won't remember much what you said or did. With high consciousness it is even possible to freeze time and many more things, but it requires a lot of purifying and courage

Where are my awards, i created everyone and everything

When people claim infinity/god doesnt have limits i know they arent awake but are just repeating words or are using their imagination

As you might know, at high enough dose god might be in control of your dream/thoughts/imagination when you go outside. So God can make it appear like you got hit by a car/like you killed someone, like you had a fight , god can make a new reality like that with you having no remembrance of it, from my understanding it all depends on your karma and gods will. For example: You go outside and you're in another time frame/dimension where there are no people anywhere, then suddenly you lose consciousness and wake up in jail. Then you got told you attacked some people even though you didn't do that, god created a new reality for you. Anyone has more information about this, and if some of you tripped outside how did it go?

Yogananda is a master that is you, like all the different masters that were in existence. These masters are you from a higher level that are guiding you. The reason there are no masters in our world is because you're the only god that put your previous selfs as a construct to help guide yourself. You not listening to your previous higher forms of self is you denying god and yourself. But whatever man, it's up to you to do what you want.

It is not, as yogananda has said the creative god thoughts happen at god level. Humans simply make use of what is already there. Seems like you're going down on the path that you used to be unfortunately.

Nope, we don't have free will since our consciousness and knowledge is being put a limit on, not by our will of this body. Our path is already set to go to the right path. Just as you take LSD or any other consciousness increasing drug, and suddenly you find yourself in profound new consciousness and understanding. That's why all the masters say don't think about your future or past, don't worry, trust in god, and many other things... Too much evidence...

I think every human will transcend the ego, at the end everything will be opened up for you. You will be like god in earthly physical form, you will see that everything is you and you will be the boss of your dominion shaping your dominion to your wants. But "god" will still be above you, and you will have the ability to merge with it again. And from there on, i don't understand. As the bible says : as our recognition of this aware presence grows from day to day And to me it's pretty clear that my path is following the bible path automatically, so liberation awaits at one point.

It's not "you" who is doing these things, it's god just creating a new reality for you. Like ramana maharshi have said, we have no freedom. The only freedom we have is not associating ourselves with our body. My question is, how is it possible that "god" can create a new reality without your doing when you go outside when your consciousness is at a high level. Has it something to do with "high consciousness vibration dimension" trying/merging with your previous vibration/dimension where you usually are ? So there is a conflict in reality itself because it loses stability? And no stability in reality= infinite outcomes? @Thought Art @Razard86

my first dose was 100ug p1, don't regret

Be careful reading this, you're on your own. Specially the 1st and 3d post is haunting. I took high dose mdma to increase my consciousness which was similar like other psychdelics like lsd, even though they said mdma isn't a psychedelic it was 100% simillar to psychedelics and had 1 purpose to increase consciousness. When i broke through i had less filter on my ego which caused me to be able to be free from suffering for a while. No energy output/feeling while walking, no need for water/food. Saw how others were a construct of my own consciousness and how they just acted like in a movie and so on and it's like there was nobody but me. Anyway i accidently stumbled on his posts 2 days after my trip, and i saw a lot of truth in these posts and went almost insane. (it will probably won't make you insane unless you're at this level of awakening)

I've read plenty of times where people are describing that when they were on 5 meo dmt they could zoom out to places or things. Then i found this short 40 sec video of mahavatar babaji explaining what samadhi is, and it looks very similar to 5 meo dmt experiences described? Anyone had this before? What they're describing in the video?