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@Schahin That's interesting. Do you identify as a german or an iranian? Which would you call home? Or do you see yourself as someone who lives in whichever country that's suitable for them and identity doesn't really matter?

@Oeaohoo That's surprising considering western countries offer a high quality of life some even destroying other countries just to gain more wealth or power. Would you not want to fight for a country that offers you a good life?

How do you view nationalism on a personal development level? Would you sacrifice yourself for your own country? Obviously I know nationalism is important for cohesion and unity between members of a society, but on the personal development level, do you think being nationalistic or patriotic is important? Do you believe in blind patriotism? especially towards a country that failed you in every way. I was born in a shithole(egypt) and I hate it with every fiber of my being. I can never relate to the people. But I see others still being loyal to it, so I wonder if loving your own country is central to a good life. Can you even change where you're from? When can you call yourself from country X rather than your original country? @Leo Gura You're originally russian but you moved to the US. Do you call yourself American or Russian? On what basis? If both countries were at war, who would you fight for? Or would you even fight for any country at all?

@Leo Gura What's with Leo recently parroting conservative elitist racist xenophobic views? I mean if someone with high consciousness like leo advocates such views is there hope for a filthy brown man like me? I didn't really choose to be born in a shithole. I definitely wish I wasn't. But if I am unwelcome in developed countries how do I get a good life? Am I completely doomed? If only genetically superior people get to become elites and have good lives, is there even a point for me to exist? If such views are true, why not bomb all shitholes out of existence to end the suffering of people like me and to prevent the suffering of future souls? You prevent the suffering of both the developed and the undeveloped. Maybe even end racism right? If there is no different undeveloped group to be racist to then you practically solved racism.

@VictorB02 I have spent about 10 hours this week watching and understanding youtube videos about building responsive websites using html and css(no js though), and I am not sure if my method is good or not. I was aiming for offering web design and wordpress services but I am kind of lost on what to do next. Should I learn how to use wordpress first? Hone my design skills(still beginnerish)? Should I learn Sass? Javascript? What should I primarily focus on? I need clarity.

Is it possible for me to master a skill like programming then offer it to clients on freelance, fiverr etc. ? I am willing to put effort and time in mastering it. I just want to be able to make a thousand dollars from home because inflation here(egypt) is so high and I have to take care of my family. I am also a medical student so I don't have time to get a normal job here. Does anybody have experience in freelancing? Please share your thoughts!

Why an eye doctor?

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I dont think its a vitamin deficiency since the fact that I look down and the symptoms worsen points to cervical instability. I will definitely try to invest in my overall health.

I am sure I have this condition called cervical instability(where the ligaments of your c1 and c2 are lax or weak). It gives me severe brain fog. Whenever I look down, the brain fog worsens and I get more tired.I went to doctors and told them about this condition and they said they dont know about it. It is probably because I live in a third world country. I havent started college yet and I am afraid this condition will probably make me it really hard for me. What do I do? I need to get good grades to move to a country with a good quality of life and with this condition its impossible. I am becoming really anxious and bitter about life because of this.