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What you are currently doing is what I just recently did so congratz man that is the scariest part of this work. Leo called it in one of his videos "calling Reality's bluff." What produced sober awakenings for me was constant meditation and deconstruction and then what broke the camel's back is what you are CURRENTLY doing which is testing whether Death is real. The psychological death he is referring to is you will be able to leave your body....but still exist. You will become aware that everything and everyone is you. This death will become so real you will literally become aware that anybody you are talking to....there body is YOUR BODY. You will feel yourself empty out of your own body and fill their own body. Then you can return to your body and still be in their body. Now in truth you never left your body, but you will FEEL you have left your body and that will show you that life and death are one and that you will never actually stop existing because if you can leave your body and still exist in your direct experience then DEATH never actually happens. In truth you are both alive and dead right now. So you are on the path keep it up.

I like this interview, I hope you like it too.

The Creed movies are part of the Rocky universe? I never knew....was always interested in Creed but never saw it. Interesting....

You don't get it, a typo is a result, I'm not pointing to results because you do not have complete control over results. You do however have complete control over effort. If you give your best effort whenever you engage in any activity then you can live with the results. Why? Because you gave all you had. Love gives all that it has for something, it holds nothing back because to hold something back would be to be conditional. If you truly love something you give your all for it because you care about it. This is why if you give your all to something and it doesn't work out if you are honest with yourself you will realize you cannot actually have regrets. Why? Because you gave everything you had. This is the secret of growing in Self-Love. Whatever you put your mind to, give all you have and then you can live with the results. If others try to judge and demonize you, ignore them because you KNOW THE TRUTH. The truth was that was the BEST YOU COULD DO. This is what it truly means to live a life with NO REGRETS.

When you do something, do you take great care to do it? Do you pour over with great effort all the ways you can do a thing well? Do you put great CARE in every detail? To do this, is to do it with HEART and this makes it authentic! For example if you critique something....do you go through the motions or do you take great care to see if your critiques are authentic? This is what honesty is, truth is, care is, which is love. When you love something you care for it, and spend time on it. When you don't love a thing you go through the motions and don't really pay it any mind which is what we call being unconscious. Throughout my time on these forums I have come across many who do not take great care in what they post, they just react and post. " When you post something whether it is a thread or a reply understand that you are representing yourself. Think before you post. Question yourself before posting. Aim to give the subject matter your utmost attention. What you don't realize is HONESTY makes you smarter. It makes you CARE about things like details, it gives you clarity and wisdom. When you make half-hearted posts without much thought that is actually a form of dishonesty. Why? Because you didn't CARE if what you said was true, you just shot from the hip what you felt. That gut feeling could come from an insecurity, and since it wasn't well thought out and checked for its accuracy it just becomes a dishonest criticism. What is dishonest criticism? Criticism that cannot pass its own muster, it's own standards. If I can easily poke holes and show contradiction in your critiques then it means you are dishonest. Criticism/judgment is how you ascertain life, if you do not learn discernment, and nuance, and accountability you will walk around turning yourself into a victim and will dishonestly perceive the world. The FIRST question you should always ask before you critique or do anything is "How do I make sure I do this right? Because I could get it wrong. Next would be what factors could contribute to me getting this wrong? What is wrong and what is right in this instance? After that with great care and contemplation aim to express your opinion with the highest authenticity possible.

This video by Leo helps with this. Anytime you think about something, consider as many possibilities you can about something and then look to see what actually sticks. All those possibilities could be valid in some way but certain possibilities will hold MORE true.

You are direct experience. You CAN find yourself, whatever you experience is YOU. If you didn't exist....you couldn't tell existence that you do not exist. You just told yourself you do not exist. Whom is saying they don't exist? Answer= Existence. You are the I AM= I AM EXISTENCE. If you didn't exist, what is unified? What is ONE? What is everything if you didn't exist? What doesn't exist is the individual self, because it is actually a collective self that fools itself into thinking it is separate. The only thing that doesn't exist is a lack of unity.

No problem, how are things going for you in your practices?

Sidra Khan....follow your own advice. You project so much I intuit you need deep healing. Also I see through you. Why don't you take it for me? I know what score you will give me....which would speak volumes..about you. Look up the word projection and get real familiar with it. Because you don't even know what Narcissism is and you revealing your lack of understanding. Many people just throw that word around. In fact the two words thrown around the most is gaslighting and narcissism without a deep understanding about those two concepts.

Consciousness is a shapeshifter, when it shapeshifts it does it in the form of vibrations. These vibrations are what form is made up of that has a frequency, this frequency determines the qualia or quality of the form. You can reach a state of consciousness where you can feel the vibrations and how frequent they are.

I'm right here you can talk to me!!! I'd like to talk to Leo, everybody I've talked to on this forum, aliens,

The only reason you cannot transcend suffering is because you are your own limit. You can make pain unbearable, or make it that you feel nothing at all. The only way you could transcend suffering is if you could enter a meditative state in which you enter God Consciousness and have no bias. You would have to MAINTAIN that state to transcend suffering. That is the only way. Outside of that....you can glimpse it for awhile through various practices but eventually you come back to states in which you can suffer. I will say this however, I have reached a sober state where physical pain doesn't hurt AS MUCH as it used too. Now I can say I have escaped psychological suffering through Spiritual Practice so that is definitely my daily lived experience.

Sober, I have sober awakenings now. You don't really need psychedelics more than maybe 2-3 times. The purpose of psychedelics is to break you out of the prison of your ego, once you pull that off you can reach those states sober. I pretty much get awakenings daily through meditation/concentration. You basically need to meditate and concentrate on what is love, what is goodness, what is the highest expression, questions like that. You ponder and meditate and act from that place long enough and YOU WILL WAKE UP GUARANTEED. Took 35 years but it's worth it. But I will let you know a couple of things. If you walk this path there is no guarantee life is going to go in the direction your ego wants it too. Why? Because this path is the fast track. Life is only about the maximization of SELF-LOVE. Your life is just a perspective that witnesses it.

What is Goodness? Honesty, Love For OneSelf. God loves itself so much that God is unable to cause itself pain. For God to cause itself pain God has to trick itself into being self-biased. By becoming self-biased God discovers what it is like to feel bad and how to deal and overcome that. If God does not do this, God can conquer and deal with anything. God can only discover the truth of what it is through this process. God actually knows before it puts itself through the hardships of life....how bad those situations are going to feel, and yet...GOD puts itself through it anyway because God is a crazy motherfucker that wants to enjoy an adventure. So Goodness is the fact that God cannot be harmed when God full awakens to itself and removes all bias. I need you to understand that at the highest state of consciousness when all bias is removed....nothing would be able to harm you. You could have your arm and leg sawed off and if you didn't have any bias....you would barely feel it happening. All pain is due to self-bias which is a metaphysical problem of identity. It is really crazy once you awaken to this. The less honest you are the more pain you will feel in life.

Only in certain states can this happen but yes I reached a state of consciousness where I couldn't feel pain. I felt something that was supposed to be pain but because I had so much love the pain was drowned by the feeling of love and it felt like pleasure. Pain is love. When you raise your consciousness high enough you recognize that pain FEELS GOOD and then it no longer feels like pain. I'll make a post to explain this bit in more detail but its pretty interesting to say the least.

This^^^^ Reality never judges you, all judgement comes from the individualized ego. Reality always loves you, its really funny when you discover that the only one that beats you up.....is yourself. It's so well hidden too.

1. Everyone is a critic. 2. Your critique of me being theoretical is itself theoretical. 3. You said I conveyed very little, what is seen by what I am saying is a cooperative effort. If you wish to understand what is being conveyed you ask questions you don't criticize. But if you wish to criticize you do it in a constructive manner such as actually pointing out the issue. You didn't point out any examples and then claimed I didn't give examples. Here is an example I gave but because you didn't PAY ATTENTION you did not see it. "The warrior mindset is about facing limitation (fear) and progressing to a new level. By overcoming said limitation you reach a new LEVEL." This is one of the biggest issues I have, people who give half-hearted critiques because they make half-hearted attempts to actually understand what is being presented. Actually spend time trying to understand someone instead of being quick to accuse your lack of understanding upon them. P.S. if the example above isn't a good enough example then you need to work on your imagination. Facing your fears is a common theme in pretty much every form of self-help, hero's journey, and spiritual path known to man, also central to the theme of epics and heroic tales. It's about challenging yourself to deal with things you perceive as your weaknesses. Such as public speaking for example, or learning to forgive, or trying a new vocation.

I've had more than one awakening to what Romance is. Romance is the essence of what makes something sentient, and what gives it intrinsic beauty. For example I was shown that violence is romantic. Romance is not logical, it is illogical. It is based on feeling, and intuition. A person who is too logical and numbers based, data based, will not understand romance. I've learned how little many Males on this forum understand the Feminine. If you do Spirituality without a deep seated desire to learn the Feminine perspective then you are not doing real Spirituality. Seek to learn what romance is, what beauty is, and why these two aspects of the Love expression are so powerful. If you seek to judge and have a bias against romance, THEN YOU WILL NEVER LEARN THE BEAUTY OF LIFE. A life without romance is a dead robotic world.

This guy has a lot of unhealed trauma which came up to the surface when he took 5 MEO. If you are going to trip understand your inner demons WILL come to the surface. Please learn how to heal so you don't have to go through the experience like this young man.

Violence is the masculine expression of romance. The masculine expression of love deals with impermanence and limitation. When something is not permanent it is limited, limitation deals with logic, it deals with standards, and organization, and knowledge. It deals with the SEEN aspect of reality. The Feminine deals with the unseen, what is referred to as FEELING, it can be felt or intuited and discernment or knowledge comes from that. To understand how violence is romantic you need to tap into two sources of information. You must first understand and integrate the Masculine Love expression and then integrate the Feminine interpretation of violence. The feminine loves the warrior mindset of the Masculine. The warrior mindset of the masculine is the expression of how the finite relates to the infinite. The finite has limitation. The warrior mindset is about facing limitation (fear) and progressing to a new level. By overcoming said limitation you reach a new LEVEL. The feminine expression is about the lack of limits. When the Masculine overcomes a limit to reach a new limit it joins with the feminine who nurtures it and gives it the necessary environment to keep PROGRESSING. The feminine expression learns what strength is through the interaction of seeing progress or growth and when it relates to the masculine together they journey forward forever. This is how violence is romantic and beautiful because mastery of violence deals with pain, suffering, and fear. The ability to deal with this adversity and overcome is beautiful and romantic and is why in some cultures in ancient times a man had to prove his mettle in hunting or interpersonal battle to be found worthy of marriage. The feminine is always attracted to the never say die of the masculine. With that said...the masculine and feminine always invariable collapse into one because they are two sides of the same.

REAL with a capitol R is equivalent to TRUTH AND LOVE. What is the best definition of TRUTH, REAL AND LOVE? That which is fully connected with itself and lasts forever. What we call REAL, What we call TRUTH, and what we call LOVE would overcome trials and tribulations and still exist. This TRL TRUTH, REAL, LOVE would never be defeated. It would overcome everything and always BE. This never say die attitude, this ability to be integrity, to HOLD TOGETHER THIS IS WHAT LOVE IS. THIS IS WHAT TRUTH IS. THIS IS WHAT WE CALL REAL. You teach this to yourself through relationships. When a relationship stands the test of time, it has INTEGRITY. It doesn't fall apart. It NEVER DIES which means it is eternal. THIS IS WHAT LOVE, TRUTH AND A REAL RELATIONSHIP WOULD BE!! This is what authenticity is and it is PURE MAGIC!!!

The ego exists, the ego is your drive to survive. If I pointed a gun at your head or started to attack you physically your ego would respond. If it didn't exist...what is responding? Please stop parroting false Spirituality Teachings. If it didn't exist there wouldn't be anything to untangle. Your ego is your drive to survive which is life itself, existence itself. This drive to survive is infinite in power, but currently limited by your mind. This drive to survive has attached itself to an individual story about and individual human. If you want to say the story is an illusion go ahead....but I decided to kill everyone you hold dear and everything you hold dear you would fight to protect them. If I threatened to erase your life from existence and the memory of it...you would fight to protect it. That drive to protect it....is your ego and that ego...is LIFE ITSELF. That ego is ABSOLUTE AUTHORITY, ABSOLUTE INNOCENCE. This is why all this ego is an illusion talk is NONSENSE!! What doesn't exist is the ego you are imagining. But everything you hold dear...is REAL. That is what love is, love is connection and whatever love is connected too. IS REAL!!! THAT IS THE DEFINITION OF LOVE AND TRUTH A CONNECTION BORNE OUT OF TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS IS A REAL CONNECTION!!! Since Reality is Love, if reality says something is real, then it is real because nothing can tell reality what it is, but reality. Only a limited intelligence that has not learned what truth is would call the ego illusionary. It was never an illusion.

Why do yall make threads like this. Everybody you meet is YOU. So if you don't think you are a BOT then they aren't a bot either. You are actually making a distinction between them which is false. THEY ARE YOU. They have the appearance of being different because your MIND can dream up differences. Close your eyes, dream up a world right now. Imagine walking down the street...notice everyone in that scenario....is you appearing to be a different person. Now open your eyes....were they bots? NO!!! They were your mind!! Now notice....you are also within your own mind. Why? Because you are a MIND!!!!