Self-Love

[Razard86]

How raising your Self-Love works. Each person is a individualized/compartmentalized configuration in the Mind of God. All Baseline Enlightenment is, is dissolving this compartmentalization which are metaphysical walls in your mind that block you from realizing that what you think is OTHER is YOU. For example thinking there is an external world is one of the imagined walls you have constructed/imagined that prevent you from baseline awareness.

Now how you raise your Self-Love is based on everything you did prior to the Spiritual Path. Your ability to love this configuration you call yourself is PARAMOUNT. Because the love you have for your configuration is the love you have for EXISTENCE. There is no difference between love of your avatar and love of existence. They are the same!!! Now here is where it gets tricky. All of your belief systems, particularly the ones that revolve around VALUE, and the WORTHINESS of something these are your conditions that you erected to make something WORTHY of love. 

So the barrier to Enlightenment is your beliefs about WORTH, VALUE, when it comes to Love. This is why people who are overly logical cannot know love because their love is always being housed in reason. These people struggle to endure in relationships because they struggle with forgiveness. This eventually backfires on them because at some level they have the same flaws and they will either crucify themselves for falling short, or deny that flaw entirely. Personally the one who crucifies himself is doing better because at least they have self-awareness it's the one who denies his flaws that is the most lost. 

This is why I said honesty is so important. What you don't realize is gaslighting comes from a lack of Self-Honesty. Understand that God has to gaslight itself to dream itself as a human. So how do you become aware that you are gaslighting yourself? From a desire to be as truthful as possible. This means when you don't know something...you admit it. This means when you forgot something you admit it. When you pretend to know things you don't know what happens is you lose the ability to discern. Majority of people lack discernment, in fact they lack reading and speech comprehension entirely. Why? Because they have a habit of lying so much their brains are literally designed to take shortcuts in understanding something.

This isn't because they are DUMB, it is just lying makes you DUMB. I need you to really understand this. Many of my friends have asked me in the past about the the value of honesty and after I explained this to them they now realize the inherent value of honesty. But....they still cling to their habits of conditional honesty...they still make justifications. It hurts them like HELL when I point out to them....you are playing the same game as those you complain about. Now slowly they are starting to improve but then they have another problem....since they had me in their life sharing these concepts....when they get in relationships they struggle because their partners are more dishonest than they are and are lost in their own minds.

The core of every relationship, is honesty. Honesty and intimacy are the ONE. You cannot be intimate if you are dishonest. What do you think Enlightenment is? There is NOTHING more intimate than Enlightenment!! When you become Enlightened you will FEEL the world move WITHIN YOU. Understand this!!! You think physical sex is intimate? LOL......Enlightenment is constant intimacy. This is why fear of intimacy is the biggest barrier. When Leo says in his videos you are selfish...he is talking about metaphysical intimacy. This is why all those who deny love....aren't awake. You are not going to become ONE as a baseline experience until you are okay....being so intimate with experience...that you literally BECOME RAW EXPERIENCE, or rather awaken to the fact that you ARE RAW EXPERIENCE. To awaken to that, is to love it to DEATH. You love it so much you dissolve your imagined/constructed/erected physical barriers and are no longer physical. 

[Razard86]

Oh and don't assume for a minute this is easy....for example....can you love feces, insects, and other things you hate that you can identify as them too? Can you have metaphysical sex with the smell of feces, the texture of feces..... can you FEEL insects crawling within you and be perfectly okay with that? Enlightenment is NOT what you think it is LOL.

[Razard86]

To show you some more how many of you logical types don't understand love....love is irrational. For example.

Jesus said "

38 You have heard that it was said, ‘Eye for eye and tooth for tooth. 39 But I tell you not to resist an evil person. If someone slaps you on your right cheek, turn to him the other also; 40 if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well; 41 and if someone forces you to go one mile, go with him two miles. 42 Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.

43 You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your neighbor and ‘Hate your enemy.’ 44 But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you 45 that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes His sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. 46 If you love those who love you, what reward will you get? Do not even tax collectors do the same? 47 And if you greet only your brothers, what are you doing more than others? Do not even Gentiles do the same?

48 Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Now does any of this seem rational? NO!!!! Why the hell would you offer your other cheek when someone slaps you? Why would you give more when someone sues you for something? Are you getting it? Love is NOT rational....it is counter to survival. The more survival oriented you are...the less loving you are!! This is not to judge you obviously, it is to show you that your mind operates on conditions. This means you operate based on time, efficiency, and personal satisfaction over what you call inconvenience or a waste of time because your personal affairs matter MORE. To raise in Self-Love it's about being able to expand your identity to the point where inconvenience does not exist in your mental vocabulary. 

Notice....the theme is unconditional.....conditions is about risk management, self-preservation, comfort, walls/barriers/boundaries/territory, violence, separation, discrimination, judgment, pre-judgment/prejudice. The closer you get to God....the less you care about the above. This is why God from the human perspective...is INSANE. There is a term its called DIVINE MADNESS....that's a good description lol.

Edited September 14, 2023 by Razard86