Razard86

Even if you block me you will still read my posts and will respond to what I post from time to time. Can't run from what you desire which is self-understanding. You still haven't figured this out yet huh? It's why you are so predictable you basically tell me what you are going to do. I told you, your like a tsundere anime character.

Lol....he is just words on a screen. So in truth he isn't eating anything. The same way you can predict a character in a movie, is the same way I can predict him. He always says the opposite of what he is going to do. He just refuses to admit it. You ever see does Tsundere in Anime? That's him. You know how many times you have said that? Hell you posted a thread about how you were tired of me, then took it down. Dude you love me, its just I grate on your nerves. Which I do purposefully to get you to own up to what you know is true. The only reason I am so aggressive is because giving you softness isn't going to do the trick. You are tough enough to take it, it just stings is all. Your a smart guy, but you are not honest about what you know, what you don't know, and what you want. So you run around in circles.....I pointed this to you last time....and you know....but you are falling back into bad habits.

He can't help it anymore than a racist can't stop being a racist, until they do. It's not his fault. And I believe honestly he will do it because he will get sick and tired of wondering. Notice he can't stop thinking about it? It means he will eventually do it and then he will understand that I am just HIM telling to the stop the bullshit. I am no different than the voice inside his head that he thinks is him. No YOU do that because I AM YOU. And ask yourself why I have properly predicted you so well? When you claimed you awakened conceptually to Absolute Solipsism I told you that you couldn't and you argued with me. I was right. When I said you weren't really hear for awakening but something else you argued with me and then you finally admitted you just wanted to go get laid. Again I was right. When you said you would leave Actualized.Org I said you wouldn't. Again I was right. Have you not figured out that I got you figured out? Why? I wonder why I can predict your every move? Maybe just maybe I am YOU!!!! Just like I KNOW you will eventually take the plunge...because you are tired of wondering....you just use all of us here to give you the confidence and talk you out of your shit.

I'm glad, and I will continue to call out the bullshit you post on here until you take the plunge. LOL.

Analyze what he says, compare it to your direct experience and you will have your answer.

Sigh....you might be the biggest game player ever. No man. Look go smoke some damn weed or eat and edible, sit and meditate/contemplate with deep intention. You don't intuit this shit. You will literally become God if you want to become God because you are it!!! Stop this nonsense. Ain't nobody intuiting shit. My Gosh you been doing this shit for 2 years man. Just take the plunge. Face the existential crisis, face the fear of annihilation and losing your mind. Just do the shit.

This area is both simple and complex. The simple part. Understand what mirroring is and why it works. Really investigate it. I'm starting to realize its better to give people breadcrumbs and let them figure it out. Understand that everyone is on a Narcissistic Spectrum. Understand that the most important clashes will be about your conditionings/cultural upbringing. The more diverse it is the more clashes. The most important component overall for the relationship outside of similarity of world view is also the maturity level of the partners involved. How do you handle conflict, how do you resolve it. Things like health, work life balance, family and friends also play a role at various levels of influence. Awareness is curative, Accountability is essential, and Patience is a must. A relationship is a construction, a self-construction between differing perspectives. I could add a feminine perspective to all this but I'm not in the mood. One last thing....the secret is to realize you never have direct control of another, but you do have indirect control in the form of influence. As long as you have influence you have power. Your influence comes from respect, if your partner respects and trusts you then all is fine. One of the biggest issues most people have is they get in relationships with people with trust issues, or dysfunctional relationships on what a healthy conceptualization of what makes a male partner respectable. ^^^As such you are probably going to strike out with most 20 year olds in modern societies as far as having functional relationships. I'm not saying they can't work, I'm saying they will be a LOT OF WORK. Depends on how much burden you wanna carry,

Think about it. ^^^

Oh yeah I agree....but that is where the concept of love comes in. Consciousness is love, which I will substitute the word care for egos that hate that term. Consciousness is an intelligence that cares. It cares about every detail of experience onto the smallest degree and that is why all form seeks to expand in ever more complexity. Evolution is a manifestation/expression of utmost care.

Well the question isn't about consciousness. Consciousness is totally free to be the way it wants to. Nothing can stop consciousness from choosing or not choosing because it is all there is. But the Original Poster is just asking about the human character and unfortunately the human character only gets to experience the illusion of choice, but it never actually has it. If you zoom onto the tip of your finger you can fool yourself that you are a finger making decisions, until you zoom out and realize the finger was being controlled it wasn't the controller lol.

This is what God is up to. wants to experience everything.

I think Christoph Werner did.

Awakening to God....is a form of suicide. You drop attachment to the body without harming it. It creates the same fear someone will experience say falling to their death. A fear so intense....you cannot move.

That's what people aren't getting...only you from your perspective decide what is real and not real. It's that simple.

I predict that majority of the top economic/social countries based on things like standard of living, happiness index, and economic sustainability will start pushing culturally for more freedom of expression and non-judgment. Feminine love will start to become embraced more and more. This will push a new mecha of sharing of artistic vision and some of the breadcrumbs of this being realized is happening now. This change will push men and women into solitude as these cultural dynamics will challenge them to find deeper intimacy within instead of seeking it in interpersonal relationships. Births will decline, past/traditional family structures will be shaken up, we may even have the birth of label-less relationships with no particular destination in mind. There is going to be a lot of experimentation into deeper forms of connectivity and the birth of new types of ideologies surrounding what true love is. A lot of it will look messy, chaotic, contradictory, and the purpose of these expressions will not be to make sense but to be an experience. Artists will create non-sensical safe spaces in which to express the chaos which is their mind all in a collective effort to bring out the divine in a unique mix of sense and nonsense. We are headed for a very wacky world when it comes to the arts.

Another perspective from people who have killed.

If you have ever competed at a high level in anything then you will understand. If you care about being humble and polite, that gets you killed on the battlefield of competition. Aggression and assertiveness are important in elite competition. And arrogance is rewarded when it is backed by a humble application to attention to details.

Cute pic.

It freaks me out too, so I get it, but we are more than just our feelings, we are the awareness from which they spring forth. So its fine. See yourself as an imaginary book that writes infinite storylines...its not the best metaphor but I'm going more vague so people stop getting so triggered LOL. I've done enough direct pointing for a lifetime.

If you want to use psychedelics to help you invest better you have to first lay the ground work of foundation. Study everything you think is connected to what you want to invest in. Once you feel sufficiently full of information, put an intention to see things in a wider scope of interconnectivity. What will happen is you will be able to access hyperthinking. From this state of consciousness record your insights down, but DO NOT ACT ON THEM. After you come back down and see if you wrote anything meaningful or was it gibberish. If it was gibberish keep doing this and over time you should be able to stabilize your thinking in those expanded states. Psychedelics and high conscious states aren't going to just hand you the answers, what they will do is expand your ability to make connections between all of the information you have consumed and to look at them from divergent angles you normally would never consider. THIS is how you access translogical thinking. So your desire and idea isn't crazy, but don't think you are going to get this over night. Prepare for many long days of trial and error, of devastation, but if you stick with it you will surprise yourself. You were born a genius, high states just allow you to access it.

Yeah, the point is to not consciously look for it. I had never even heard the name angel numbers until this started happening. I was just living my life unbeknownst to me those chain of events would lead me to awakening. So all in all it ended up being accurate in that regard.

^^^This is inauthentic.

As humanity has developed over time, humanity has become aware that their emotions make them act foolishly. Why? Because humans are selfish, their ability to make impartial decisions is limited and thus to protect themselves from their own corrupt nature they created Conflict of Interests. Conflict of Interests says I have a personal stake in this (I stand to gain either through protecting/maintaining things I identify with or increasing/empowering something I identify with) and thus I am more likely to make the decision that will benefit me even if it harms another. So what's the problem? Humans do not use conflict of interest in their own personal life properly. I have said in the past that Feeling is Truth. But what does that mean. Feelings reveal how you define yourself in relation to something. If it is feelings of fear, then you view that thing as greater more powerful than yourself. This can be expressed as either admiration, or repulsion as both are expressions of fear/lack/unworthiness/not good enough. If it comes from Love then it means you view that as yourself/mine/equal too/good enough for . Now the only feeling that is accurate obviously is the latter but because of the strength of the human identity you will cycle through the expressions of fear and there is nothing wrong with that. So what should you do? Whenever feelings of fear arise either in pedestalizing something or demonizing something just remind yourself that you have a CONFLICT OF INTEREST. This will allow you to wake up to the fact that your feelings about something are not the reality of the thing itself. Through this process, you can then SEE CLEARLY!! This is how you achieve CLARITY!!! If you do ANYTHING outside of what is being described you will fall into delusion, you will be biased, hateful, close-minded, etc. etc. etc. Use Conflict of Interest on yourself to CATCH YOUR BULLSHIT!!! It's SIMPLE REALLY! Your feelings are just your own self-definition!!! In relation to what you are currently focusing on/experiencing.