Razard86

Only pursue this work, when you are ready to go all the way. Spirituality is all about going all the way. Would you talk to a romantic partner you like only partially? Or would you go all the way? Would you negotiate for a car you desire that you can afford and need and then not go all the way? Would you take a test for a certification you desire that you studied for...and then stop before its finished? Spirituality....is the most dangerous thing in the entire world. More dangerous than a nuke, than World War 3, than another pandemic. Its the TRUTH. Its the answer to all the big existential questions....about death, about the building block of reality, about humanities potential next step in their development process, and the meaning of your life. If you aren't ready for that...go enjoy your life in ignorance and bliss!!! You should only do the work.....when you are ready to sacrifice EVERYTHING....and I mean....EVERYTHING!!! Obviously....you don't have too do that....but the will needs to be that strong to go all the way.

Shoot I have a different experience, I rarely ever dream...only recently started having dreams...I usually just fall into deep sleep.

There is nothing new under the sun, only recontextualizations.

So there is a guy I met recently who is really into studying Metaphysics and Epistemology and he is HEAVILY into it I mean this guy could teach it as a Professor if he wanted too. Me and him have talked to each other on and off again and as I have a forceful personality he was taken aback sometimes as we discussed. As I said before the guy is VERY INTELLIGENT but the issue is he is too dogmatic, puts many prophets on pedestals and still sees himself as some work in progress. He believe when he is so called "perfected" THAT is when his life will end. I have been telling him that he is already perfect as he is and he resists that message HEAVILY. He also does not understand that Love= The realization that there is no distinction which is another disagreement he has with me....which is so frustrating because I mean...its so obvious. Like once Leo made a video on that it just clicked...like a bomb went off in my head and it was like OF COURSE!!!! If Reality wasn't Universal Love and devoid of distinction...distinction couldn't exist!! Also if Reality wasn't devoid of distinction...growth, change, impermanence couldn't be an aspect. It has to not be distinct, for it to be distinct. It cannot be ONE WAY, it has to be everyway....or we couldn't even have this imaginary world call life. The more I talked to him he kept telling me I was contradicting myself and I was like...its unfortunately an aspect when pointing to infinity. Anyway....what I realized is his biggest barrier to understanding himself as already perfect is because he was too attached to logic and distinction, and as a result couldn't realize what Love truly was. But one important message I also gained for myself through my interaction with him, is I kept forcefully trying to get him to realize this through various explanations and he was so smart he could talk himself through what I was saying even when I made a good point. No matter how many times I deconstructed his distinctions, he would avoid that and try to create more distinctions. Then he would start accusing me of making distinctions, to which I would explain that WORDS are distinctions so it can't be helped. Anyway it became some silly little egoic game.....but here is what I discovered through interactions with him. I need to start offering suggestions, instead of telling someone directly how they should or shouldn't be because it can come across like I am trying to control them. So I should present my message whenever I communicate as, a suggestion so it doesn't come across as me giving orders or directives. At least that is how he interpreted my message. Its amazing how a person can argue with you that they shouldn't accept themselves as perfect just the way they are. Its proof positive when someone tells you why do I feel inadequate? Because you keep telling yourself you are, and you are very good at believing your own delusions.

But I'm glad you noticed...what few ever will...that is why....there are no levels...levels...progression, is just more story. Destruction of levels....kills the ego, because the ego is always searching for more and more levels and meaning. Nothing wrong with that....but enlightenment is like being DeadPool.....you recognize that you are in a story and poke fun at it. https://www.cbr.com/deadpool-breaks-fourth-wall/

I already made a post about this....its just a story. Reality is a story that tells itself a story. If its not telling a story...then it doesn't exist. When no perception is there (Deep Sleep) there isn't a story...but once perception arises...the story begins. So yes everything is a dream/imagination/story. That is all there is...the story. Even Deep Sleep is a story...its the story of the absence of story. You could call it the Intermission if you will lol.

Honesty= The accurate, unfiltered expression of your state of consciousness. If you feel anger, you express it, if you feel sadness you express it, if you hate something you express it, complete authenticity of every state of consciousness. By what level you filter...is the level of dishonesty you are it, notice we are conditioned to be "polite" and "nice." This creates levels of dishonesty where you try to convince yourself of something that is not true for you. Its why feelings are truth, they reveal where you are at in your development. Some people try to pretend they are something...but your feelings always reveal where you are at. The more you catch yourself trying to convince yourself of something that doesn't resonate....the better you can see through your own B.S. but this takes a willingness to accept the pain of your EGO as you continually kill it of its hold on your life. There is nothing more powerful than the TRUTH. The TRUTH of how you feel about yourself, others, life, everything!!! Be BRUTALLY HONEST WITH YOURSELF!!! Hold nothing back, hide nothing back!! Peel off all the layers!!! You must have noticed...that pretending to be happy, and ok, doesn't work. So why keep doing it? With this honesty....don't judge what comes up, but if you happen to judge it, don't judge the judgment!!! You need to be totally and completely naked, to see clearly. The Fall of Man symbolically is they ate the Fruit of the knowledge of Good and Evil which made them COVER themselves. They covered themselves with LIES!!!! Because they became self-conscious, noticed they were naked...and didn't like what they saw!! So they cover themselves with LIES!!!! Because they judged what they saw!!! Judgment= Knowledge of Good and Evil. Thus mankind fell!!! The animals...didn't fall, ONLY MANKIND!!!

We are also Infinite, don't act like you don't debate your own thoughts, and sometimes get conflicted....what do you think contemplation is? We are all just thoughts made into form...think of all interaction....as God's contemplation. A bias against conflict, and confrontation, is still a bias. Sometimes conflict is necessary. Sometimes the truth should be spoken no matter if feelings are offended in the process. Why? Because it always comes out eventually, its why there is no use hiding it. There are 3 types of people who reveal the truth with no filter, Angry people, Little Children, and Drunk People.

Really Smart Comedic Analysis on how silly we communicate and use the tool of time in language.

I agree completely...but sometimes...those POV's need to hear....what many believe. Do not assume my message just now was from one POV...let's just say...many POV of God....was just expressed on that particular POV. We are all mirrors...there are a long chain of mirroring that led to that response. Conflict is apart of infinity...confrontation is inevitable and is a part of infinity.

If anything....psychedelics would probably make you more horny lol.

Mind is sensory perception. All sensory perception is mind. Also Someone here its not about subjective idealism or objective realism....forget these categories. All you should be focused on...is what is actually true. When they say you are dreaming...you are dreaming. I like to use the VR Simulator model personally, you are an infinite VR Simulator that runs itself, currently this VR Simulator is identifying as a human. This VR Simulator from their POV is the only REAL thing....all sensory perceptions are illusion in their POV. So your body, your memories, all sensory perceptions are illusions that you created to fool your POV and give you a life. Whether those "quote" on "quote" others have their own POV you will never know unless you have Leo's Infinity of Gods Awakening. Why? Because no matter what substances you take....it will always show you that you are alone. For example...on certain states you will hear the thoughts of others, in certain states...others will move in synch with you, in certain states...everything will collapse and you will become Infinite...and will be ALL ALONE. So outside of Leo's Infinity of Gods Awakening...your awakenings will always show...that there is only ONE BEING, that ONE BEING...is YOU. This is why...all arguments and criticisms are illusion and delusion...there is only ONE BEING. So who is arguing with who? If someone is murdered...who murdered who? Life is just a silly identity game. There is no purpose, or meaning, no levels to attain, absolutely and completely meaningless. Only an EGO creates meaning. Its why that sucker is so hard to let go cause meaning is FUN!!!

Thing is just a perception, a sensory perception which you can just shorten to the word Sense. As a result a more direct pointer is to say Reality is NON-SENSE. It is NON-SENSE, that creates illusions through sense making. This sense making is done elaborately, through not just sensory perceptions but also crafting stories which provide meaning and purpose. So nothing is not the most direct pointer, the more direct pointer is Nonsense. If all sensory perceptions collapse....there is no reality. All reality is just sensory perceptions, through which storylines are crafted to create a life. Reality is a story.....the interconnected web of SENSE-MAKING. This is why....if you are attached to logic...which is SENSE-MAKING you will NEVER awaken to yourself as God. You are a magician, which creates illusion upon illusion through the senses, you have to drop all attachments to senses completely and reverse-engineer/deconstruct your magic tricks/illusions. Once you figure out how you are fooling yourself....you have now realized yourself as God. Now you can rest in the knowledge that you have been guiding yourself the entire time....all of the infinite parts of you. Free Will is an illusion you offer yourself by creating a sense of separation, once you realize you were never separate you offer up that free will to universal will which is the highest form of freedom....complete and utter detachment. You also realize that your previous opinion of free will was an illusion, because selfishness is not free, its clingy and needy, whereas complete lack of self is the ultimate freedom. Infinity is so free its total and complete, it can only experience its freedom through the illusion of the finite. So what you discover when you completely awaken is that all you wanted to give yourself is unconditional love, which is true freedom. Your life when truly realized= ultimate freedom. With the ILLUSION of danger, why? Because you are immortal.

Well everyone's process is different but I will tell you how it worked for me. I use to try and meditate and it didn't do nothing for me. What I didn't know at the time was my energy was contracted and as a result I was tense and felt disconnected from reality instead of the ONENESS that is all around us. When I took a mushroom psychedelic https://www.google.com/search?q=Jedi+mindfuck&rlz=1C1VDKB_enUS991US992&sxsrf=ALiCzsYdySLcdowiIFWeA1adfjC8zEogdw:1668095134511&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwjQr8bP-qP7AhUQmGoFHVuaCo0Q_AUoAXoECAMQAw&biw=1163&bih=560&dpr=1.65 took 5 grams of that one. It released that contracted energy, it also modified my brain and quieted my thoughts. You could say it released what was already there. After that....and another event later on about 20 hours later (I died) these processes opened up my body energetically which now makes meditation enjoyable because I can sense and connect with my being naturally now. So you might need to take some psychedelic to loosen up your contracted energy stores in your body. You were born happy, and through socialization and probably the stuff in your food and water you energetically became contracted and feel tight, stressed, and physical. The purpose of this work is to get you back to that natural state you were born as so you can experience the freedom you had as a child once again. But if psychedelics are not something you can get at the moment, I would say you should practice meditation, and contemplate daily on the nature of unconditional love. Really attempt to see your ego and how it interprets reality. I gave some pointers in this thread. Let me know if it helps.

^ Oh really...my posts are egotistical? Really? Again.. I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you...since you don't seem to understand. The EGO= Meaning. Meaning only exists in EGO. The moment you call someone egotistical....then you are in ego. The ego is a character...which has a POV, and creates meaning. The act itself of criticism is EGO. The difference....between your ego and my ego...is I AM AWARE OF IT!!! You are so asleep its laughable!! WHO IS CRITICIZING WHO? If I criticize you...I AM criticizing myself!!! And vice versa!!! Do you see? I repeat...THE MOMENT YOU CRITICIZE ME AND SAY I AM IN EGO... YOU ARE IN EGO. Its why I told you, you cannot escape ABSOLUTE LOVE. The highest truth, is everyone is you!!! So how can I be posting egotistical stuff.. WHEN ITS YOU POSTING EGOTISTICAL STUFF!! Are you blind?? Are you deaf? Are you getting this message? Right now...this is you telling YOU to wake up!!! Right now you are arguing with yourself!!! I am just aware I am arguing with myself... you aren't. So here is a fun fact Breakinwall....do this exercise!!! Take your entire post..walk up to a mirror...and read it!!! Because I AM YOUR MIRROR!!! Are you listening? You don't even realize how blind you are!!! You are literally talking to a mirror!! RIGHT NOW!!!! LOL!!!! This is so funny!!! You don't even realize this!!! The interesting thing is...this lets me know you lack Self-Love for yourself because all you do is critique everything that doesn't agree with you....so now we all know how judgmental you are of yourself. You give yourself away. P.S. You don't post anything man, we don't need you telling lies now. Nobody looks at you on the forums as a poster, your designation is a commenter, that is the role you have chosen to play obviously because its a safe role. Its easy to be a commenter, posting something publicly actually takes courage because it can be ridiculed. You don't post or share because you are scared to be ridiculed. But you sure love to comment long comments and go into depth, when you could take those opinions and really flesh them out in your own posts....but why do that..when you could potentially face criticism. Why not take the easy way out? The desire to criticize and critique comes from a desire to teach, to spread one's POV. But most critics are scared of criticism so they play the role of critic in the spectator seat. I understand not everyone has the courage to share their thoughts...maybe one day you will.

^ Its not like that you say, again... notice you claim there is the joker, but if there was a joker there would be laughter in your posts. You want to be a teacher so you are always trying to correct others. All you do on the forums is bounce around and critique because it is safe for you. Of course you will say what you want and I will say what I want. You say blind? It is you that is blind. Again all you do is bounce around and critique. You don't share or post anything yourself. Because you would rather play the spectator than be in the arena. You don't even observe your actions. All you do everyday is play the role of critic of everyone's posts....but don't post anything yourself. You also love to claim something is ego. Here is something you don't understand...all meaning is ego. There is no meaning in the Absolute. So you recklessly throw the word ego around whenever your ego gets rattled and then play the pretend oh I was joking. If you were playing the joker....you would employ laughter in your posts. There are no emojis, no LOL. Just direct observations and accusations. But now when your behavior gets called out you claim you are joking? If that is being the joker...you need more practice Also this bit "get used to people being able to give their opinion about it" reeks of arrogance. You love to give it but you cannot take it. You are quick to critique but cannot handle your own medicine and you claim I'm blind? Please buy some glasses.

What you call abuse...is again a perspective. If someone invade your Country....what you call abuse....would be needed to train your soldiers. Same with Police Training as well. You just have a bias thats why you say its abuse. When a Lion tears through a deer is that abuse? When a hurricane tears through a neighborhood is that abuse? Reality shows itself in various ways...if you look at human history it cycles through itself. That abuse you claim? Will be revisited and welcomed again.

Every single definition you just gave...was just a perspective. If you talked to previous generations in Sports for example Condescension was considered Tough Love. If you ask current generations they would view it as Condescension. For example in the NBA rookies are required to do favors for the veterans on their team, and veterans talk to rookies differently than they do their fellow veterans. The respect of the veterans by the rookies have to be earned. Here is a funny illustration of different era Coaching Styles.

Self aware...is observation. Observe your thoughts and actions...focus on that which you fancy. If you want to be more caring...contemplate on what that means...you can also look up material on it and ask others as well. Productive? Productivity is relative....you probably mean something survival related so if its pointed towards say financial goals...go read and consume as much information as you can about finance. Everything is a game, so learn the game of money and how to responsible with it and the potential traps that exist with it. You are just an infinite array of patterns and expressions, learning how to center and point that into an arrow....takes skill. Its a habit...you would need to cultivate. But truthfully.... you may be better off learning how to flow with life, rather than being a strict disciplinarian on yourself...but hey...sometimes you have to go through specific stages before you can do others. I use to be a disciplinarian in the past...I've dropped that in my current stage in life and am focusing on flowing.

^ A desire to help is arrogance. 1. How do you know what is right or wrong? 2. Why do you think anything needs to be helped? So yes Tough Love and Condescension is the same...both forms of arrogance. How do you think we have technology? Inventors wanted to HELP humans...even if it harmed the planet and other animals. LOL.

You are fine...I do that as well, the pull is strong....the more advanced you become, the more intelligent, the more wise, the more you can see problems... there are highly intelligent people I disagree with, I don't like the way they word things, or the way they use certain words in certain ways. Nothing wrong with that, you can even point out how you differ in expression, even being direct...but yeah sometimes we can fall into a trap of imposition. Its a fine line, one I have been guilty of crossing many times!!! So all is well my brother...I don't mind it at all even when it gets annoying its all love at the end of the day. That's what I love!!! Even annoyance is love!!

How many hints you want??? Infinite hints? No Problem....Everything is Everything....its also nothing lol..... Stop this distinction game.....if you want some freedom.

Who is it that has an ego? My projection....is your projection...don't you understand? Also...everything is true....so how can the truth be better...if everything is true? You cannot escape infinite love....it holds things...as all true...because the truth is what is....that's what makes everything so wonderful. Instead of always commenting on posts....playing the critic...maybe, just maybe...you could write your own posts. Playing the critic...and hurling accusations and interpretations is easy... and safe. Why don't you enter the arena instead of hanging around in the spectator role? You once talked about sailing, that was interesting!!! Much more contributory and less contentious than all the judgment you love spewing on every post. You love to claim one is in ego...but again....if everywhere you are seeing ego constantly then....whose ego is it? Only an ego....would be constantly trying to stifle the free expression it seems. You could just as easily ignore....there is a difference between a simple comment...and a constant need to critique and correct the posts of others. Are you simply leaving comments on the posts you see, or always needing to critique and refine every post that shows up in your point of view? If you find you are always uncomfortable with the expression being given...is it the expression or your close-mindedness at play? Who knows?...... Or maybe...you need to reread this? Just because an expression doesn't fit your cup of tea...doesn't make it ego....it just means....your ego doesn't like it. But what do I know? I'm just a fool....if you argue with a fool....what does that make you? LOL.

So true and that's the beauty ?.